Demones Y Angels

A.N./ Okay so this is the first time I've ever tried writing a fic like this, the idea just came to me and I ran with it, I hope it turned out okay. I know there may be a lot of grammar mistakes but my grammar check is broken or hating me or something so I don't have that to help me. Also I do tend to switch tenses so let me know and I will work on fixing it in the next chapter. Once again this is my first fic of this genre so try to be gentle, I'll gladly accept constructive criticism, in fact I crave it. But no one wants flames, if your a writer yourself you know this. So just reviews and help please:) Oh and sorry for the shortness of this fic, I promise chapter two is like twice as long as this. And also you may hate me for a paring but...too bad I don't know. My plot, my story, my choice. Sorry.

Disclaimer: Nope I don't own this. Yeah right I wish, what would I do If I owned Kean as this character has several thoughts Oh well, but all I own is the plot and any original characters, those are mine too.

Parings: ConstantineXAngela, Papa MidnightXOC, GabrielXLucifer(this would be the one that gets booed)

"The first time I died it was anything but innocent. I came from a good family, wealth and highly respected, but it didnt' matter to me. All I knew was my parents weren't home if they could help it, that my sister Carlie, was the golden child, and I was a constant disappointment. Knowing this may have been what made delve into the world of witchcraft and evil worship, maybe not. But one day, I met a man named Darius, and he showed me the way into that world I so desperately wanted to be a part of. Soon, I started dressing in royal purple and gold, the colors he wore. My parents thought it weird but didn't bother to say anything, they didn't have the time to waste on their failure of a daughter. Carlie however, had become worried when I started going out every night, coming home later and later, sometimes not even coming home at all. She confronted me, told me even though Mommy and Daddy hadn't noticed, she had. Always a child at heart Carlie was, she couldn't bear anyone to be in pain or to disappoint. I reassured her, of course it was a lie; I seemed to be doing that a lot back then. She was content with me explaining I had activities to attend to that tended to run long, she was satisfied with it for a while at least. She was my baby sister and she worshiped the ground I walked on, I loved her so and didn't want that to happen to her. One night, she followed me to Darius', deciding that she wanted to know what was going on. What she saw, was something beyond all her imaginings. I was knelt in the center of a double pentagram, I had on a royal purple satin baby doll dress with golden straps and trimmings. Latin passed softly through my rosy lips and my eyes were closed in deep concentration. She called my name in a soft whisper, and that whispering sound of her voice was enough to distract me and break my concentration. At the moment my gaze landed on her I saw her stormy greenish-grey eyes bulge in fear and I heard the roar of the Karkion, a demon made of lightning that I had summoned, he roared when he saw Carlie's form and seconds later she was dead. I banished the Karkion, Keeroge back to Hell, which Darius later explained to me required extraordinary power, and grief howled through every bone in my body like millions of sharp knives stabbing me all over. That night, as I walked alone through those streets of my town I had walked so many times before, there was something different, I felt a presence behind me. But I was too late, I was stabbed by a mortal hand, that of my teacher, my best friend besides Carlie, Darius. This would have ensured my death, that is if true death would have been my destination anyway. I was denied access into Heaven, so naturally I thought I'd go to Hell. But no, it turned out that I was not damned enough for hell. So now I continue this irksome waste of an existence until I either preform an act of self-sacrifice, or become so wicked that Lucifer finally comes to collect me. I find the latter highly more likely."

"Now come Juliana, your not as wicked as you proclaim, if you really were, Lucifer would not deny himself such a delectable young woman as yourself. Its certain you would not suffer in Hell, much anyway." A cunning melodious female voice rang out near me.

"Gabriel, what are you doing here?" Besides, why should I believe anything you extrapolate for me? You lost favor with God by attempting to help Manon, Lucifer's son, achieve manifestation, did you not?" I asked, although I was curious I couldn't help but take a jab at the ex-angel's humiliation by Constantine.

"Tch. Such harsh words young Juliana. It is true this was how I lost favor with God. But I am not below hearing things, and just I know you've only just finished killing a Karkion and a Barokin, I know that both God and Lucifer have taken a distinct interest in your my dear." Gabriel explained, as she did so she took a lock of my brown hair and ran it through her fingers, and as she did so a shiver passed through my body, she continued in a soft whisper. "I simply came to check up o you, you've taken up a 'Constantine-Esq' quality, only you seem not to need a reason to banish the demons, whether they be half or not, back to Hell. Lucifer's certainly not happy about this."

"Hn." I said faking indifference. Everything she had ascertained about my was true. In my opinion all demons deserved to go back to Hell, and I'd deal with Lucifer when I got there. But the fact that both he and God had taken up an interest in me piqued my curiosity greatly, maybe there could be a way to get me out of my personal Hell called Purgatory.

"Tell me, how many demons have you sent back to Hell?" Gabriel asked me with an unreadable expression on her face.

"Not enough, upwards of 200 though." I said, I could sense the contempt in my voice, but did not trouble myself with the effort of masking it.

"And yet it never erases what you let happen does it?" Gabriel asked, her voice taking on a pitying tone.

"No it doesn't." I admitted, not only to Gabriel but also myself. "I can still see her laying on the floor, normally mocha skin turned pallid. Her stormy green-grey eyes were enlarged and frozen in fear, long silky blonde hair matted with blood and simple white dress stained with dark patches of blood marring her innocence. She worshiped the ground I walked on, and its all my fault she's dead!" I wept openly, Gabriel had seen much much worse out of me and endured a lot from me, and this was something I had to do, no matter how much I didn't want to.

"Come now darling, it wasn't your fault, its alright." Gabriel whispered softly, her voice taking on a maternal tone as she wrapped her arms around me, which I was grateful for.

After a while of comfort I broke away suddenly and turned to Gabriel, who held a surprised countenance.

"Leave me Gabriel." My voice was cold and calculating but I did not care.

"Juliana?" She was surprised, I knew this, but I wanted to be alone, so I cut quickly through her question.

"I SAID leave me Gabriel, lest you face my anger." My voice was cold, commanding, but I craved my solitude.

"But Jules..." Gabriel began but the last shred of patience I had flew out the door and I punched her across the jaw. I watched her dough for a moment and then spit a mouthful of blood onto the concrete of the rooftop. "Fine, you wanna be alone and a little bitch suit yourself." Gabriel yelled as she fled from me, leaving me to my desperately craved solitude at last.

"I miss you baby sister." I whispered as I leant against the concrete ledge staring out over the city.

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Okay so that was the first chapter, let me know what you think and I'll try to get the second up sometime soon, there's only certain times I'm allowed on the computer since I got grounded, which is the reason this story came into being,and will also be the reason if there is a long time between updates. Anyway REVIEW! And I hope you liked it!!

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