Why can't you love me? I come to your house every time you call, yet still you kicked me out. Every time someone broke your heart, I was the one to put all the pieces back for you. Yet, I mean nothing. I take the pain; I know that you only hurt me because inside you hurt. I never asked for anything, not once did I ask you hold me, not once did I ask you to stop. But now, I want you to love me; but you laugh in my face. "No one can ever love you. All you want is the sex." You claim, but you're wrong. I don't care if you never touch me again, and I fear you won't. So here I am, sitting on this cliff, writing this stupid letter that you will never see. Tell me Axel; was I just a play thing? Did you really never love me? I guess I will never know. It doesn't matter. Now you will never have to see me again.

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And I jumped.


Author's Note:
I had intended to upload the second chapter of this as well, however it has just been deleted and as such I must re-write it which may take a few days. Sorry for the delay