Chapter 1
A/N: okay so this is my first twilight fanfic. I hope its good. This chapter may be boring because i am really giving an explanation so no one is confused with the characters. REVIEWS are welcome! and yea so ENJOY!
Disclaimer: I do not own twilight or any of it's contents
On with the story!
Rosalie POV
I was sitting on my King sized bed (Emmet's Idea, he wanted us to have the married couples style when we get it on) thinking about my life. I was depressed. Deeply, but as no one knew. I do my best to keep my thought hidden from Edward and to keep my feelings in check.
I didn't want this life you know, I never asked to be a fucking vampire. But alas I am. But the worst Part of being a vampire is not being able to have any children. I've always wanted a child. But i can't have one. Carlise and Esme have us because we are like their children, Edward and bella have Renesme, Alice and Jasper watch over Seth like he's their child, he even lives with them. Brenda and Embry and Quil and Claire are expecting also. I'm pretty sure Jake and Nessie are next. So far it's only Leah and Chance and Seth, who do not have any children. So what about me? I hate This.
Emmett centers our room and sit on the bed next to me. He kisses me sweetly on the neck, and slowly up to my ear. I pull away. He pouts.
"Whats wrong babr? You've been acting weird latley, we havn't rebuilt this house in a week, whats going on with you?" Emmett whines referring to our sex life.
"I'm sorry that I havn't fufilled your needs in a weak Emmett but i'm just not in the mood." I sigh. He looks at me as if I'm crazy.
"Since when are you not in the mood for me? I'm Emmett, the strongest and sexiest vampire alive. And I'm your husband, what the Hell Rose?" He throws his hands in the air exasperated. I layed back on my bed, I closed my eyes, It would have looked like i was sleeping, but Vampires don't sleep. Next thing I know Emmett is on top of me. He kissed me hungrily on the lips. I kiss him back feverishly. Next thing I know we are headed to wrecking our house again. Resisting Emmett is impossible.
*Two hours and No house later*
I stood looking at the remainder of my house the only thing left standing was our matress. I shake my head and laugh. Emmett pulls me in for one last kiss. Jacob and Edward come over to us.
"I see you two have been at it again." Edward chuckled.
"I was wondering if something was wrong. we havn't had to rebuild in a whole week I thought Emmett got you really pissed." Jacob teased. Emmett turned to him and punched him playfully in the arm. I just stood there smiling. That was very intense this time I almost felt better. Edward looked at me and smiled.
"I'm glad that your feeling better, but I didn't know you were depressed, have you been hiding your thoughts from me again?" He asked thoughtfully. I smiled slighly.
"Depressed what the hell is he talking about Rose? Since when have you been depressed? About what?" Emmett askes alarmed. 'You will never know' I thought to myself, knowing Edward was listeneing. I inwardly kicked myself for letting my mind wander to me being depressed. At least he doesn't know why though so I was good. Just then Renesme came out of her house and walked over.
"Hi daddy, whats going on over here? Oh I see aunti rose and uncle emmett have been at it again." She smiled innocently and hugged her father. At that moment my depression came over me, and the reason flashed quickly across my mind, before I could stop it. Edward looked at me. With a shocked face.
"That's why your upset!" Edward yelled. I hit myself in the head and did the first thing that came to my mind.
I ran.
A/N: hope you like it reviews reviews reviews ~shea
