Disclaimer: I'm sorry to say that I don't own anything about Kuroshitsuji.

If i did own it...there would be sebasXciel, SebaXAlois, AloisXCiel, need I go on?

Chapter 1: Entranced by Darkness: Never see light.


Ciel laid there, twitching. His soul had been devoured by Sebastian for what seemed ages ago. Covered in darkness, He couldn't see anything. He couldn't feel the wind on his face or feel it blowing through his hair anymore. He hated this place. But it was what the contract stated. He was in Hell. He could never see another ounce of day light again.

He could hear.

He could hear the voices of his friends, family, and even his enemies. They echoed through the darkness, The screaming, the laughing, the crying, even the anger. It was torture for him. He held his ears. He didn't want to be in this place. He could never abandon what was now what he would be trapped in for the rest of his life.

He wasn't scared.

Perhaps the tears he shed were already dry? He had been through much to even cry anymore. He wasn't that small frail little boy anymore. He had his demon butler to protect him. That's one of the things he missed. He regretted not being able to say goodbye to the face that somewhat resembled his father. Sebastian had watched his hand slipping and only smiled down on the boy to reassure him everything was okay.

Sebastian.

Ciel no longer needed to order him around. He had probably moved onto another master. Forgetting all about Ciel, Maylene, Finnian, Bard, and Tanaka. He didn't need to serve Ciel anymore. He couldn't save him. Ciel knew somewhere in his heart that even though Sebastian said that he would stay by his side, he had lied. Sebastian only devoured Ciel's soul. Even after Ciel had specifically told him not to lie to him and that it was an order. But it didn't matter now. The contract was gone. Ciel returned to his normal self. Without the contract he didn't need that eye patch. He sighed.

He sat up and looked around in the darkness. Nothing quite like he had expected. He actually thought he would see fire and slaves. Demons and the devil. Tortured souls. But none of that could be seen. It was like looking into an abyss. The darkness was quite terrifying. It was cold. And the voices were dying down. He could remember Lizzy's voice. How sweet it was. Her smile, her laugh, his cousin. He missed seeing her delicate little body spinning around in circles whenever she was happy. Or how she would get upset over the littlest of things.

Lizzy.

She was there for him (along with Sebastian,) when nobody could have been. She was really the only thing he had close to his family. Madame Red had died because of Grell. Lau had betrayed him. So Lizzy. Her little self was there for Ciel. Even when he didn't need or want her there, she was. Ciel punched the air repeatedly. He had lost everything when he was young and now he lost himself. He hated being here it was boring, cold, and torturing. He wanted out. He stood up and glared in one spot. It was above him where the darkness slightly died of its color to a slight gray. Only Ciel would notice it because his eyes were so good because they had adjusted to the new lighting.

"Sebastian." He called out. Of course no answer. "Lizzy! Lau! Madame Red! Listen to me! I need help! Get me out of here!" The voices started quieting down. As if they were drifting away. Ciel stood and followed what seemed like the direction the voices were drifting away to. They finally disappeared. Leaving Ciel furious. He stamped his foot down.

"This is an order! Save me Sebastian!" Ciel's own voice could be heard now. Ciel himself listened to it. "Please don't leave me...Don't tell anyone about this...ever." Ciel sighed. "

"Sebastian did leave me. He took our contact and left. It's my fault... I shouldn't have made that contract... I should have just let the cult kill me... Not made the contract with Sebastian" He talked aloud. He had talked to himself regularly now. It eased away the pain and he couldn't be embarrassed to what was said. "It wasn't worth my time with him. My life was to short and painful. I always got in his way. He is better off without me."

"Bocchan. Its time to wake up now."