Scarlett- Hey this is my first song fic, this goes to Rima187 because she is my first and best friend on fanfiction

so i hope you like it Rima!! ;D. Oh and everyone else too.


I'm losing myself tryin? to compete
With everyone else instead of just being me
Don't know where to turn
I've been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak

I will always be weak, I try to

hide it by putting up an act. I can't

even compete with the girl who is

slowly sealing my boyfriend from me.


I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
?Cause everyone's perfect in their usual way
So you see, I just wanna believe in me
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I want guys to see me as one

of the girls not a dude, unless

I got this whole bio thing wrong

I am not a dude.


The mirror can lie
Doesn't show you what's inside
And it, it can tell you you?re full of life
It's amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile

I don't wanna be afraid

I hide so much under a fake smile I put

up, no one knows it fake because I spent

years perfecting it.


I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
?Cause everyone's perfect in their usual way
So you see, I just wanna believe in me

I'm not sure everyone's perfect. (and by

Everyone I mean me.) Why can't I look more

like Alice and Julie, guys worship the ground

they walk on; and when they look at me they

ether run, or say 'Move I can't see Alice and

Julies pretty faces I am just stuck with yours."

I'm quickly finding out
I'm not about to break down, not today
I guess I always knew
That I had all the strength to make it through

Now I could care less about what

people think about me, all boys are

idiots anyways. Well expect that little blond,

and Shun.

And I cannot be afraid
I'm gonna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
?Cause everyone's perfect in their usual way
So you see, now, now I believe in me
Now I believe in me

I think.


Scarlett- So what do you think Rima pl tell me :( i'll be sad if you don't . Well readers hope you liked it, and if you did plz

push that sexy green button and tell me!!! ;D