Scarlett- Hey this is my first song fic, this goes to Rima187 because she is my first and best friend on fanfiction
so i hope you like it Rima!! ;D. Oh and everyone else too.
I'm losing myself tryin? to compete
With everyone else instead of just being me
Don't know where to turn
I've been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak
I will always be weak, I try to
hide it by putting up an act. I can't
even compete with the girl who is
slowly sealing my boyfriend from me.
I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
?Cause everyone's perfect in their usual way
So you see, I just wanna believe in me
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I want guys to see me as one
of the girls not a dude, unless
I got this whole bio thing wrong
I am not a dude.
The mirror can lie
Doesn't show you what's inside
And it, it can tell you you?re full of life
It's amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile
I don't wanna be afraid
I hide so much under a fake smile I put
up, no one knows it fake because I spent
years perfecting it.
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
?Cause everyone's perfect in their usual way
So you see, I just wanna believe in me
I'm not sure everyone's perfect. (and by
Everyone I mean me.) Why can't I look more
like Alice and Julie, guys worship the ground
they walk on; and when they look at me they
ether run, or say 'Move I can't see Alice and
Julies pretty faces I am just stuck with yours."
I'm quickly finding out
I'm not about to break down, not today
I guess I always knew
That I had all the strength to make it through
Now I could care less about what
people think about me, all boys are
idiots anyways. Well expect that little blond,
and Shun.
And I cannot be afraid
I'm gonna wake up feeling beautiful today
And know that I'm okay
?Cause everyone's perfect in their usual way
So you see, now, now I believe in me
Now I believe in me
I think.
Scarlett- So what do you think Rima pl tell me :( i'll be sad if you don't . Well readers hope you liked it, and if you did plz
push that sexy green button and tell me!!! ;D
