Sometimes I wonder what would of happened if Dad and Charlotte didn't fall head over heals in love like they did. Would I stille be stuck in the nightmare of Kirsty Mcrae and her glamouros ways or Scott Pickles who thought i was his best friend! I'm glad me and Dad got to start a new life with a new family miles away from our old. Charlotte liked me, Skye, Summer and Coco liked me. As for Honey she never even accepted me. I know she still out to get me after what happened with Shay.

Though i never regret being with Shay, sometimes I wonder if it hadn't had happened would Honey still of gone of the rails like she did.

Summer is still working hard with her Ballet as much as she's allowed to anyway, she stills dream of becoming a Proffesional Ballerina when she gets better. We have all - well except Honey who refused to go- had private sesssions with her counsellor on how to talk about food so she doesn't get all those horrible thoughts flowing back into her head. The only one who really gets through to her is Alfie, which is surprising because Summer despised him only a few months ago.

Skye was all dreamy a little while back, we were all so worried about her but then Finch turned up and Skye went back to her old self. I'm just praying that now Finch is back in London Skye won't go back to being distant and dreamy again.

Coco... Now where should I start? She is literally animal obsessed, Charlotte and Dad got her a lamb for Christmas and this guy called Laurie is giving her his pony.

Honey's moving to Australia next week after her latest explosit. I'm not gonna miss her after all she put me through but that doesn't mean i can't be worried about her. I'm just hoping that her Dad doesn't bail on her again when she's halfway there, but then I've never met Greg Tanberry and by what I've heard he can do whatever he wants.

Until next time

Cherry

xoxoxoxo