Disclaimer: Charmed and its character are not mine. I make no money writing abaut it.
English is not my first language and I wasn't able to find a Beta for this work, so I apologize for any grammar or spelling mistake. Hope you'll enjoy. Reviews are welcome.
Kisses
Xenia90

Phoebe was asleep in her bed in the apartment she shared with Coop, her loves was lying next to her and he was asleep too. Phoebe was dreaming. She was dreaming a past where she had noticed that Cole was possessed by the Source. A past where she hadn't ignored the doubts, refusing to see anything that could threat their happily ever after. A past where she had found a way to vanquish the Source without killing Cole. A past where she had given him another chance when he came back from the Wasteland. She was dreaming abaut a future that she couldn't have. A future where Cole was the father of her children. A future where they grew old together and died together. An eternity to spend with him after their death. She was dreaming the life she could have had if she hadn't vanquished the love of her life. Phoebe woke up with a start, tears were running down her cheeks and her mind was full of memories. She turned and saw Coop next to her. For the first time since they'd move in together she admitted to herself that she wasn't happy. No matter how hard she tried to deny it, she wasn't happy with Coop because he wasn't her soulmate. Coop was a great guy and she loved him, she didn't want to hurt him but she wasn't in love with him. Coop had made her believing in true love again but doing that he had made her remember the mistakes she'd done with Cole. He'd made her remember that she'd hidden herself behind fear and pain. He'd made her remember that she hadn't trusted in her love for Cole and in his love for her. But Coop had made remember the good times of her relationship with Cole. And even if she didn't want to admit this he'd made her want Cole back. Phoebe had said to herself that she loved Coop and wanted to be with him, but she'd lied. She wanted to believe this because Wyatt had said Uncle Coop and the Angel of Destiny had accepted to marry them, and that proved that she and Coop are meant to be together. But her dreams kept showing her a future that she couldn't have, the future she wanted more than everything else. With a sigh Phoebe cuddled closer to Coop and tried to sleep. She didn't know for how long she could hide her sadness, for how long she could pretend that Coop was her soul mate and that she didn't miss Cole.