If I really owned Hellsing or any of the characters or episodes, do you
really think that Alucard and Integra wouldn't have gotten together by now?
Quite honestly, I think it's clear there's romance. But that's just my
view.
A/N: Just so you know (almost become a superstition, writing this in every time), I don't take plot as written in stone. Generally, I try to keep things intact in the plot as I can, but I do not feel hindered by the plot in that I could not change it to better support the fic. I'd appreciate it if you didn't flame me for plot reasons.
Static
When you saved me for the first time;
Answered me, my cries in vain
My desperation and my agony
Answered me when the world had forsaken
Answered me when all else had forgotten
In that one moment,
I think that perhaps
You really saw me
Clear and true
Through the static
Connecting with you.
In that one moment
I think perhaps you knew
Who I was
That was I something real to you;
Not just another human,
Not just a pretty police girl,
But someone real,
A weak, dying hope,
That maybe the world
Wasn't really as cruel
As it had been to you.
In that one moment
That signal in the static
You gave me one chance,
A chance to cheat my fate
But the cost so great . . .
Were you really surprised at my choice?
Oh, how well I can remember
Those clever red eyes
Full of your own personal justice
For just one moment,
Somber, sorrowful
Wishing it could have been different
And yet understanding, the realization . . .
You delivered promptly, no second guesses.
And in that moment
Maybe you could see
Breaking through the static
That I wasn't so unlike you
That maybe, I, too
Could wander the night;
That, lonely, like you
We wouldn't have to be alone.
Quickly as you came
You faded away
Becoming nothing to you
A little rag doll lying on the stairs
Just another pretty face . . .
How could you be like that?
Just your tool, your little childer
A new fledgling
To-be a ruthless killing machine
Nothing much . . .
How could you be so cold?
Is it your heart, childish, fearful of breaking?
Is it your mind, corrupted by your slavery?
Is it you, you and your faithless religion,
Your sweet ecstasy of sorrow,
You and your high prison walls
Your dark mirrored asylum?
Is this your eternity,
This world of sorrow reflected in red eyes?
My greatest wish
In just one moment
To connect through
Through this graying world
That you might see me again
Like you did once
Something worth it . . .
But it just won't care
You're on the other side
The walls before me
Laughing at my tears
You can't hear me
Through this static
Through this battle without compare
Through your midnight ecstasy
Through you . . .
How could you betray my heart?
Me, me who had become yours
Me, who you gave
The gift, the curse
The eternal life
It is I that make your eyes turn away
Ashamed to meet mine
Red in anger
Red from fate
Red from crying
But to offer another scathing criticism
On my fledgling massacre skills.
Because deep down, you know
That I am far from blind
That I can see what even you deny yourself
I see where your eyes have led you
I see where your heart lies
In her eyes
Her eyes . . .
Call me just police girl
To me, it never read at all
Your frail heart, in its stony fortress,
Surrendered to a woman, so cold
So uptight and callously cool
Surrendered to a woman, your master given
Holding your soul in eternal bondage
Surrendered to a woman, your true desire
Your tempting Aphrodite
Never to me, one bleeding and forlorn
Never to me, broken child of the night
Never to me ... dying . . .
Static
Static in my voice
Static in my heart
My words, my very self
Fading slowly away
Chameleon, camouflage
Becoming the gray
While you drift ever further
In the clouds of paradise
Of course you'd never see
Me fading into nothing.
Of course you'd never know
How I was crumbling inside
Of course you'd never see
A dog in the shadow of an angel.
So go to your love
You've searched of for centuries
Finally your paradise
Escape to your land of bliss
Your eternal heaven
Forever in this awesome ecstasy.
Leave the dog in the rain
Dripping outside your door
Never offer a whine for salvation
Leave the memories of graying pasts
Of pretty, innocent police girls
Of red staring eyes in the moonlight
Leave the memories of a moment
Lost among the shattered pieces
Of a pretty doll.
Leave me to fade away
Into the static
Forgotten forever
Forsaken by you . . .
And in that one moment
Maybe you'll even have a piece
Of what you lost . . .
THE END
A/N: Just so you know (almost become a superstition, writing this in every time), I don't take plot as written in stone. Generally, I try to keep things intact in the plot as I can, but I do not feel hindered by the plot in that I could not change it to better support the fic. I'd appreciate it if you didn't flame me for plot reasons.
Static
When you saved me for the first time;
Answered me, my cries in vain
My desperation and my agony
Answered me when the world had forsaken
Answered me when all else had forgotten
In that one moment,
I think that perhaps
You really saw me
Clear and true
Through the static
Connecting with you.
In that one moment
I think perhaps you knew
Who I was
That was I something real to you;
Not just another human,
Not just a pretty police girl,
But someone real,
A weak, dying hope,
That maybe the world
Wasn't really as cruel
As it had been to you.
In that one moment
That signal in the static
You gave me one chance,
A chance to cheat my fate
But the cost so great . . .
Were you really surprised at my choice?
Oh, how well I can remember
Those clever red eyes
Full of your own personal justice
For just one moment,
Somber, sorrowful
Wishing it could have been different
And yet understanding, the realization . . .
You delivered promptly, no second guesses.
And in that moment
Maybe you could see
Breaking through the static
That I wasn't so unlike you
That maybe, I, too
Could wander the night;
That, lonely, like you
We wouldn't have to be alone.
Quickly as you came
You faded away
Becoming nothing to you
A little rag doll lying on the stairs
Just another pretty face . . .
How could you be like that?
Just your tool, your little childer
A new fledgling
To-be a ruthless killing machine
Nothing much . . .
How could you be so cold?
Is it your heart, childish, fearful of breaking?
Is it your mind, corrupted by your slavery?
Is it you, you and your faithless religion,
Your sweet ecstasy of sorrow,
You and your high prison walls
Your dark mirrored asylum?
Is this your eternity,
This world of sorrow reflected in red eyes?
My greatest wish
In just one moment
To connect through
Through this graying world
That you might see me again
Like you did once
Something worth it . . .
But it just won't care
You're on the other side
The walls before me
Laughing at my tears
You can't hear me
Through this static
Through this battle without compare
Through your midnight ecstasy
Through you . . .
How could you betray my heart?
Me, me who had become yours
Me, who you gave
The gift, the curse
The eternal life
It is I that make your eyes turn away
Ashamed to meet mine
Red in anger
Red from fate
Red from crying
But to offer another scathing criticism
On my fledgling massacre skills.
Because deep down, you know
That I am far from blind
That I can see what even you deny yourself
I see where your eyes have led you
I see where your heart lies
In her eyes
Her eyes . . .
Call me just police girl
To me, it never read at all
Your frail heart, in its stony fortress,
Surrendered to a woman, so cold
So uptight and callously cool
Surrendered to a woman, your master given
Holding your soul in eternal bondage
Surrendered to a woman, your true desire
Your tempting Aphrodite
Never to me, one bleeding and forlorn
Never to me, broken child of the night
Never to me ... dying . . .
Static
Static in my voice
Static in my heart
My words, my very self
Fading slowly away
Chameleon, camouflage
Becoming the gray
While you drift ever further
In the clouds of paradise
Of course you'd never see
Me fading into nothing.
Of course you'd never know
How I was crumbling inside
Of course you'd never see
A dog in the shadow of an angel.
So go to your love
You've searched of for centuries
Finally your paradise
Escape to your land of bliss
Your eternal heaven
Forever in this awesome ecstasy.
Leave the dog in the rain
Dripping outside your door
Never offer a whine for salvation
Leave the memories of graying pasts
Of pretty, innocent police girls
Of red staring eyes in the moonlight
Leave the memories of a moment
Lost among the shattered pieces
Of a pretty doll.
Leave me to fade away
Into the static
Forgotten forever
Forsaken by you . . .
And in that one moment
Maybe you'll even have a piece
Of what you lost . . .
THE END
