Hi guys so I noticed that there wasn't a lot of Need fan fictions so I thought about what I wanted to happen and I came up with at 4 in the morning. Yea I'm a insomniac. If you see any mistakes let me know and be sure to review, cause I don't know if I should keep going with this or make it a oneshot. First fanfic. Thanks :)

The Way I am Now

I'm dreaming. I know I'm dreaming because Nicks here. We are back at that house except its different, the body's of the dead are gone and the blood has been wiped clean from the walls and floor. And Nick, oh Nick, is alive and well standing by the stairs waiting for me. He looks so perfect and I want to run to him, to wrap my arms around him, to kiss his lips and stare into those beautiful brown eyes.

But I don't.

My body doesn't move. Then I feel a different pair of arms wrap around my waist, blue arms. "Mine now," a voice whispers against my neck. This voice is so familiar, so pleasant, its like a gentle caress to my ears. Astley.

Astley starts to trail kisses down my neck and it feels so good, I sigh and lean into his lips. My body presses closer to his as he gently sucks on my skin.

I Need more of his touch.

I Need more of his lips on me.

I Need Him.

The Need Fills my mind and its all I can think about, all I want to think about. A noise from the stairs brings me back out of my trance, and there Nick but he's not human anymore, he's changed into the wolf. The wolf snarls at Astley and me. Glaring at us, at me with hurt filled eyes.

Cassidy appears at the top of the stairs and walks down to stand beside wolf Nick. She glare's at me with a smile on her face "Honestly how did you think this was going to end."

YYYY

I wake up with a start, sweat covering my body and my heart pounding in my chest. Astley, who was standing at the window, rushes over to my side. "Zara are you ok?"

"Yea I'm Fine" I say, although my voice is just barely a whisper. My heart is still racing as I try to get it back to a regular pace. "I'm fine I say again," this time a little louder.

"Your emotions were all over the place, what happened." he says taking my hand into his.

"Nothing." I say jerking my hand away from his, "I just need a moment." I get out of bed and rush towards the bathroom, adjusting my glamour as I go. I splash cold water on my face, but my body is still hot, still sweaty, still…..Needy.

"What's happening to me."