A/N: A very small OS by my Sister... A small one but I think it will definitely touch your heart with all the emotion it hides within...
she is standing on the beach alone..wind is playing with her curly hairs..water is touching her feet..she is lost.. She thinks to herself "aj bhi tumhari hi rah dekh rahi hu..kab ayoge tum pata nahi..kabhie vige hue palke bichake to kabhie suni jindegi ki daman failake tumhare intejer kerti hu..sab kehte hey tum nahi ho..per mujhe pata hey tum ayoge.."
she closes her eyes, the brown bright eyes the energetic smile his flirt everything brings a pleasent aura around her yes he is away..far away dont know where..even if she cries hard calling his name may be no one answers..but she belives one day he will come. She wipes the silent tears rolling down her cheek.. "sab kehte hey mujhe jindegi mey age barna cahiye per mein piche kaha hu chal hi to rahi hu..tumhare saath..yeah jaruri to nahi ki jo saath hey wo pass bhi rahe?" she doesn't know what gives her the strength..to wait..and wait only..but she will wait..
She everyday when going for lab make herself ready beautifully with hope that maybe he pops up one day in lab with his usual seriousness.. She didnt want him to see her sad..she knows it will hurt him.. Many times even she also thought may be others are true..may be is nowhere now.. But the very next moment she can feel the closeness..she can feel herself in his arms..
This life has not given her what she wants..her love..far away from her she dont know where he is but she knows he is there.. Every incident of her life she feels to share with him, he is in her every hope..her reason to fight everyday life..her all prayers rotate around him.. She sometimes feels like complaining to everyone about what they are telling..but then she can feel his pain in her every anger and tears.. When he was with him she hadnt thought so much about this feelings..she had always felt some peace when with him...a shelter. But she hadnt given a deep thought to it now she repents on many things.. How she had fought on small things..now she felt he was the only bright star in the dark night showing her the path.. How she had cancelled his plans for her work,her engagement with friends...now she felt he was the string of the kite of her life...
she turns back to return to her home..night is coming..her eyes were wet.
Everything in her life is now vaccant..every breath of hers speaks about him..
"chute na chutti tumhari hi umid hey"
