A/N: I don't pretend to have read all the twilight series, I am in the process right now, and I don't own any of the twilight characters.\\

Telling Charlie

The day I died I was reborn and I remember it like yesterday. Edward had just proposed to me and I had said "Yes" but a part of me knew it wouldn't be forever. I would age and get sick and Edward would stay the same, forever captured in the hands of time, to stay young while i withered and died. I had told him living a life with him would be enough, but I lied.

Edward looked to happy when I accepted and yet so sad that I did. As if I forced a decision on him. I didnt realize until later what that choice was that he had made

He was driving me home to inform my father of our good news. The drive was quiet and I wondered what Edward was thinking.

"How would you like to go on a trip with me for a few days?" Edward asked me out of the blue.

"Sounds fun, where did you have in mind?" I asked.

"I was thinking of somewhere when we could be alone," Edward replied.

I looked at Edward, curious now because he was still worried about my blood being too much temptation for him to handle. But I wanted to be alone with him just as much, I yearned for it, knowing that he could kill me in a blink of an eye didn't detour me either. I played with fate.

"We could go to the log cabin my mom and Phil bought for a vacation home out here for when they want to come see me or so I can get away from society." I said after a few minutes.

"That sounds like a good idea, Charlie wont mind will he?" Edward said.

"No he still thinks I'm going to lose it and walk out on him, but mean it this time, and I cant do that again." I said.

"Then we should leave tonight,"Edward said as he pulled into my driveway. He turned off the engine and got out, walking around to my door and holding it open for me.

"Are you up for it tonight," I asked, "or do you want to get something to eat before we go?" I climbed out of his Volvo and took his hand.

He smiled at me and said," Im going to be fine." He squeezed my hand and lead me to the house.

"Dad you home?" I yelled.

"In the living room," he called.

He was sitting there drinking a beer watching the game when we walked in. "Hey Bells, Edward." he said.

"Dad, we have something we want to tell you," I said.

Charlie looked from me to Edward and sat up in his chair. "Whats this about Isabella?" dad asked, tone turning very serious. Especially when he calls me by my full name, he is preparing himself for bad news.

I was about to tell him our news when Edward stepped in, helping me find the words, "I asked Bella to marry me, sir. And she accepted."

My dad stood up almost instantly. "Are you pregnant?" was the first question out of him mouth.

My cheeks heated up with embarrassment as i denied the question,"No, god dad no!"

"Dad I love him, he loves me, we are in love and are planning on getting married, of all people i thought you would understand and not interfer," I exclaimed. My dad shakes his head and sits down. "Have you figured out how you were going to support yourselves or where your going to live?" dad finally asked after a minute of broading and getting used to the idea.

"I actually was interseting in buying the old Montgomery estate near my parents place," Edward admitted,"but it was going to be a wedding gift for Bella."

Charlie looked at Edward as if he'd grown a second head. "And just how do you plan on paying for that and the wedding?" he asked Edward.

"My inheritance that my parents left me sir before their accident. My dad was into stock marketing and had put away all his investments into a locked vault in the back and I was given access on my last birthday and didn't know until i met Bella what to do with it. I will spend the rest of my life making sure she is happy and never sad and love her with my very being sir." Edward explained.

My dads face was very hard to read when but it appeared as if he had sobered up and began to understand where Edward and I was coming from, we were in love and wanted to spend forever together.

"Edward and I came to get your blessings dad," I said after dad didn't say anything for a minute.

"Have you talked to your mother?" my dad finally asked.

"No we wanted you to know first, because Im going to need you to walk me down the isle," I replied.

"Do you understand what you are committing yourselves to?"

"Yes," we said together.

"Then I will be there for you," my dad said. I wanted to jump and squeal, but instead i bent down and kissed my dad on the cheek and whispered, "I love you dad"

"We are going up to the cabin for a few days , be back Tuesday the latest, will you be okay without me until then?" I asked.

"Bells I think I can handle myself, I managed just fine on my own before. You two just be safe." said Charlie, emphasis on the safe, meaning that he thought we were going to go up there for specific privacy reasons. I almost laughed and wanted to tell him not to worry because Edward wasn't able to control his thirst that well yet, but then i remembered that he doesn't know he just consented to me marrying a vampire.

"Okay, I'm just going to go pack."I said to Edward and went upstairs. I wasn't too sure what exactly to bring so i went with somethings that i knew were safe to wear and comfortable, and most importantly, warm for the weather in this overcast drizzling town. I had just about closed my dresser drawer when I noticed my new set of midnight blue leingere Alice had helped me pic out. I was saving it for when me and Edward could finally be together and he could control himself. I wasnt sure what it was but i opened my duffle bag and tucked the leingere down towards the bottom, just in case i thought to myself.

I met Edward down at the bottom of the stairs, all my things were packed and i was ready to go. "Bye dad see you in a few days, Im going to call mom and let her know the good news when we get to the cabin," I said to him from the doorway.

"Bye Bells you remember what i said, just be careful," was all he said before we left my place.

Edward held open the door to his car for me and took my bag and put in into the trunk. I fastened my seat belt and waited until we were on our way before i broached the topic of the house.

Edward looked at me for a moment, before he said, "I wanted it to be a surpirse, I wanted to give you a stable place, a place where you'd never feel like its only temporary, a place with me, forever with me."

My heart reached out for him and i cursed my feelings for tears soon developed and all i wanted to do was stay by his side, kiss him and never let him go. "I love you more than words can describe, more than my heart is able to pound Edward." Was all I was able to say for the rest of the trip.

Ten minutes later with Edwards driving we pulled into the drive way of my moms cabin. I pulled out my keys to the place and went to unlock it while Edward grabbed my bag from the trunk. I left the door open for him while i went to turn on the lights to the living room and start a fire in the fireplace.

Once I had it going I sat back and enjoyed the heat until Edward came into the room. I leaned back to look at him a smile on my lips. He was gorgeous in the fire light, shadows dancing across his pale face, making his golden eyes glow brighter. His skin glowed and made me want to reach out and touch him.

He came and sat down next to me wrapping an arm around my shoulders. And I sighed with relief. I feel so secure in his arms that I wondered why fate wouldn't let us meet before I moved back to it was that I went without this feeling of protection and being loved like no other person in the world for so long.

I rested my head on his shoulders and relaxed in his arms. "Im glad we could get away," I said softly. I shifted in his arms so i could look up into his blazing golden eyes. My hand came around and rested on his chest, and i subconsciously drew little circles on it. When he looked at me I drew him in for a tender kiss. My heart began to race as I tasted his sweet lips, his breath filling my senses and making my blood boil. I lost all train of thought as the kiss turned heated and I moved to straddle Edwards stomach. My hands went and grabbed the back of the neck pulling him into me to kiss him harder. I knew we should stop soon, before Edward loses control but my mind and body couldnt focus. Ohhh but I want him to lose control my mind thought. I didnt want this to end. I could stay in his arms for eternity.

Suddenly Edward did break away but only to move his mouth to my ears and whisper, "Tonight, Im going to take you, and you will be mine, forever." My breath hitched as i thought of the senarios that played out in my head. His hands which were on my back moved down to my butt and lifted me as if i was a feather. And one minute we were down by the fire and the other we were on the bed in one of the upstairs bedrooms.

I smiled up at him as i went to take his bottom lip and lavish it with my tongue. It wasn't until i started nibbling on his lips that he started to shake. His hands went to my waist and pulled me into his hard body and I could feel my body melt into him, feeling like I was on fire when our hips touched. Heat pooled in the center of my hips and an ache throbbed through me. My heart was drumming in my chest and I felt an overwhelming need course through me. I let out a low moan as Edwards hands went and slowly undid my button to my jeans, I waited in anticipation with what he was deciding to do next.

A/N I hope you like my first chapter, I want to thank my sister for being there to help me focus on this story, it is by far one of my favourites to be writing and I appreciate hers and other viewers responses and hope to read lots of reviews. Its true that i hadn't started reading the actual series and in literally 4 days completed all four books. And im sorry about stopping the story where it is, I promise that my next chapter will be up soon, reading the books just put a little perspective in my creative mind.