This is just a new idea of mine. Thought i would show you that no matter what Edward and Bella SHOULD be together!!

We were once again in my room he was humming my favorite song: my lullaby. "Goodnight my Bella." Edward whispered so softly.

I woke up to tears streaming down my face. I was gasping for air, not believing what I just dreamt about. It had been two years since Edward the love of my life left me and I was so pathetic that I couldn't get over him enough to sleep one night without him in my head.

I havn't slept a full nights sleep in two years.

Well heres another try! I lay down on my pillow and close my eyes hoping for at least another hour sleep.

Beep . . . Beep . . . Beep.

Ahhhh! I rolled off of bed slamming my head into the carpet. I hit the alarm clock with the back of my hand and it stopped.

Ring...Ring...Ring.

Oh come on! I hit the alarm clock again without realizing it was my cell phone that was ringing.

I got up off the floor and looked at my phone to see who it was Stacey. Ugh. It was to early for her to call. Then I glanced at the clock and realized it was 4 o'clock pm. How long had it been going off?

"Hello? Bella speaking"

"Hey girl, why havn't you answered i've called you at least 5 times!?"

"Oh, sorry just felt like sleeping."

"Oh well I hope you feel like me coming over now because we got to reherse sister!!"

"Ok well come on over!"

"see you soon!"

Well thats sums up my plans today. While we wait for our gig tonight at applebees Battle Of The Bands Club Night.

Me and Stacey will reherse our songs and solos.

Two months in a band with Three guys and two girls was a very entertaining experience. Only Two months of trying to keep the band on my mind and not Edward.

Stop! Stop! Stop! You will not think about him! At least for tonight! The Band is all that matters!! Keep yourself together.!!

Of course the whole band new the story of me and Ed..Edward (still herts even to think his name) Nothing can be kept a secret in a band. Besides That Edward and his family were vegetarian vampires blah blah blah... But as I was saying they all know about him and all hated him for leaving me like that. Even though they don't know him!

Knock Knock Knock ... Thats got to be Stacey.

"Hey!" she squealed at me once I opened the door.

"Hey whats up" I asked only to be polite.

"Not much besides the gig tonight!"

"Oh well stop standing there and lets reherse!" Was all I could say. Anything to get my mind off of HIM!