Lily,
I hope to Merlin you read this and don't just throw the letter in the fire because I need you to know everything.
You rejected me again today and I guess it hit me that you could never love me, you despise me and its not going to change. So I'm giving up on you on the thought if us, however much it cuts me I know it's the right thing to do, its what you want it must be right, because Id do anything and I mean anything to make you happy.
I'm sorry for all the humiliation I've caused you I never meant to not once, I just wanted you to see how special and perfect you are because you deserve the world, you deserve the stars and all the galaxy. I figured showering you with presents and surprises would be a sign that I would give you everything you wanted. Id be everything you wanted, I guess not.
I just hope you find someone who can treat you like the princess you are, the guy who wins your heart I can guarantee will be the luckiest man alive. If he ever hurt you I would track him down and make him pay, because tears shouldn't fall from such amazing eyes. Its probably not what you want to hear, I know I'm making this is even more difficult but I just want you no need you to know how I feel. I wont bother you again after this, marauders honour.
I understand if you don't ever speak to me again, I sound like a love struck fool but the sad and plain truth is I am a love struck fool. I'm in love with you. Always have been always will be, I just needed to get if off my chest, it's a relief to know you know. You probably think this is a joke but I swear to Merlin and on everyone I love that its real.
I could probably write pages on how beautiful, amazing and just god damn perfect you are but I wont, I just needed you to know that I'm sorry if I ever hurt you in any way and that I hope you find your happiness.
Yours forever
James.
