"It's over."

I couldn't muster up any words at this point, nothing would come out besides the tiny sound of a whimper. All I could do was watch the backside of her as she headed down the hallways. I should've chased after her and maybe if I did then we still would've been an item yet there was a small feeling inside of me that told me not to.

I couldn't have let anyone see me, not in my fragile state. I marched down the hallways and held every emotion intact. I barged into the girl's bathroom and barked at everyone to get out. Once they were all gone I walked into the last stall on the right and closed the door and slammed by body against the wall of tiles. Once I heard nothing but the sound of the wind gushing outside from the window atop of my head I decided it was safe enough to break down. All at once I let the energy consuming my body flow out and I slowly slid down onto the grown. Once my legs hit the cold tiles I lifted them up again and buried my head deep into my skin.

A part of me wanted to blame Brittany for what happened, I wanted nothing more to than put the fault on her for this. Yet I knew deep down inside that it was fault. Brittany and I had been dating for about a year now in secret, everything was all fine and dandy until that one time she had demanded that I come out. We got into a heated argument because I was nowhere near ready yet in the end Brittany had still won because I had told her that I would come out to the Glee club. So I kept my end of the promise and did what was needed. None of them were shock yet I knew that the secret would stay safe with them. I thought it had been enough for Brittany, yet she wanted me to come out to the whole school.

Was I a coward for not doing what she wanted me to?

My uniform was being drowned by my tears so I forced myself to stop. Coach would have been able to see it or smell it. That woman was crazy after all. If I didn't stop and the uniform wasn't dry by the time I had practise she would've lectured me for like an hour nonstop.

"Santana."

I heard a small voice from the outside of the stall, a loving and sympathetic voice and I knew exactly who it belonged to.

"Go away Quinn."

"Not when you're like this."

"Go away Quinn!"

This time I used a more demanding voice hoping that she would back off but I knew it was worthless.

Quinn walked over to the next stall and I heard the toilet set close. Next thing I knew, she was crawling over to my stall. She hopped down and didn't say a word. She just squatted next to me and pulled me into a hug.

"Did Brittany tell you?"

"No. She just walked into Glee club without you so I knew something was up."

Sometimes I hated the fact that Quinn knew me too well.

"Shit. Is it time for Glee club?"

She chuckled and I felt the warmth of her breath on me.

"Let's get you cleaned up."

That was what I liked about Quinn. She knew when I didn't want to talk and she never pursued or pressured me into it. She would just simply help me and be there for me. I tend to push people away a lot, never letting them get too emotionally attached to me. I guess that's why Quinn was my best friend. She knew who I was and she knew how to handle it.

She helped me up and ushered us to the sink. She grabbed me by my sides which caused me to chuckle and she pulled me up to I could sit on the sink.

It was about the fact that I was ticklish and at the same time the idea of her treating me like a little kid. She turned the taps on and grabbed a few stuff out of her makeup bag.

I could picture her, running out of Glee club to her lockers to get me and making a pit stop to grab the makeup bag as soon as she knew I was in trouble.

I sat there quietly while she fixed my eye makeup.

"When you need to talk, I'll be here but for now let's get to glee club before we get in trouble."

I checked myself in the mirror again and made sure that I looked presentable enough. Once I was done I headed out to the door but before I could Quinn walked in front of me and grabbed my hand. She knew I wasn't ready to deal with the looks or questions from Jacob about how I and my best friend looked like we were fighting before school started.

I grabbed it and squeezed it thankfully. Once we got into Glee club mine and Quinn's hands were still together as the rest of the members eyed us weirdly. This was the first time Quinn had held my hands and first time also that it wasn't Brittany.

We sat down and ignored all the looks.

"Girls! You are extremely late."

"Sorry, girl problems."

"I don't care. Sectionals are coming up and we have to make use of all the time we have! I want the both of you practising an extra 30 minutes after this."

"But we have practice!"

Mr. Schue just ignored us and continued on with the lesson. Well that was rude.

"Santana... are you okay? Brittany keeps looking at you."

"Yeah whatever. I'm over her."

"No you're not."

"Yes I am, so drop it."

"Just talk to her."

"Why? I'm ready to the bang the next girl I see."

Quinn sighed and rolled her eyes.

"You make it seem like you can get any girl you want though."

I was glad Quinn dropped the Brittany subject and had decided to tease me instead.

"I can."

"Bet on it then."

"What happens if I win?"

"I'll be your bitch for the rest of the year, I won't bring up Brittany again and I'd shout you to whatever you wanted. And best of all, I'll keep my promise from when we were little and move to New York with you after we graduate."

"Gross."

"You know you want me to."

"But you were meant to keep that promise anyways. Alright then name your pick."

She really knew me too well.

"Haven't decided yet."

After the bell went everyone grabbed their things and headed out for the door and I was about to do the same until I saw Rachel approach us.

"What?!"

I barked at her, I wasn't in the mood for her annoying bickering.

"I just wanted to ask if you were okay. As the captain of this group I have to make sure that everyone of my team members are feeling fine or else it might have a huge impact on the way we perform at sectionals and I for one will not allow anything to drag us down or get in the way of winning."

"Look here RuPaul, I don't give a damn about sectionals and quite frankly I'm tired of you acting like you give a shit about us because you don't. You only want or need something when it will benefit you so don't act like you give a crap. And really I'm fine, thanks for asking. Well at least I'm fine enough to sway in the damn background and sing background."

Rachel looked like she was on the verge of crying and all the glee club members had stopped at the door and had shock written all over their faces. Usually I'd just ignore whatever Rachel says but for once I had snapped at her. Rachel ran out and ignored the calls from her team members. I grabbed my bag and also marched out ignoring all murmurs.

Quinn had ran after me and caught up.

"Guess we found the winner."

"What?"

It took me a second for me to catch on about what she was talking about. My face dropped when realization hit me.

"You've got to be kidding me. No way."

"Yes wayyyyy."

She sing sang. God she was such a dork sometimes, cute though.

"No. I don't even know if she's into girls?! Plus she's dating that ogre Finn."

"Look who's not so confident in themself now, I win."

"What happens if you win?"

"$500."

"What the fuck Quinn?"

She just chuckled and walked off.

"Come back here teen mom, I'll do it."

"You have a time lime as well."

"What the heck?! How long."

"2 months."

"Ugh. Whatever, let's go to the auditorium and practise now."

"I'm going to cheerios and I'll cover for you while you go practise."

"Sometimes I hate how you're my captain."

"Guess who's probably going to be at the auditorium."

She winked and skipped off.

How the fuck was I going to get into Berry's pants?

I took my sweet time and walked into the auditorium, I ducked my head and slid into the room closing the door quietly. There she was, standing on stage singing her lungs out and I don't know what it is but whenever I hear her sing I swear it my heart goes crazy. I'm just probably jealous or something. I sat down and lost myself in her singing and by the time she was finished I didn't even realize I was just standing there looking at her.

"I'm sorry. I'll be out of your way now."

She jumped off the stage and before she could run out I quickly grabbed her wrist and held her still.

"Uh I need help with my tone and pitch."

I said as a lame excuse.

She looked a little bit taken back by what I said yet she remained still, I took this as a good sign and let go when I knew she would probably follow me. I walked up to the stage and sat down on the piano and my instincts weren't wrong because she sat down on the piano chair.

"Look Berry, I'm sorry about what I said before."

"It's fine. Sometimes I know I don't word my thoughts properly, that's just a lack of socializing skills. I'm actually concerned about you and Brittany though."

I winced when she had a sour look on her face when she mentioned her lack of socializing skills.

"Yeah don't worry I'm fine."

"I said you and Brittany, not you."

"God, you're persistent."

She looked down at the ground and I saw a tear drop down her face. Before I knew it, my hand had landed on her face. I wiped off her tear and gave her a smile.

"It's a good thing."

After I said that, her change in emotions changed in less than a second and she was beaming.

"That's the first compliment you've ever said to me."

I rolled my eyes and tried not to smile yet it was so hard, her reaction was adorable.

A/N: The chapters will get longer as the story progresses. Review, favourite and follow please.