Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT. (I would never want to anyway.)
Hey guys! Just to be clear, I don't like Twilight (Movie or Book). Don't get me started on it, but even though I hate the series, I loved JasperxAlice.
Not a lot of people realize how deep there love is. I mean when Edward wanted to get himself killed I was like, 'what a damn drama queen,', but if Jasper did that for Alice I think he would truly not be able to live without her. Well, this story isn't really going to show that, but yeah….
Key: asdjfkl;= normal writing
Asdfjkl;= thinking
Asdfjkl;= FLASH BACK
Hear my Longing
I never thought much about how I would fall in love. It didn't matter to me what he was like, because I never dared to dream.
I would learn to love everything about him. And with a small hope, I prayed that he would do the same.
I watched movies with that magical first kiss, a miracle meeting, but I never wished for that. While little girls grew up with a dream of being a doctor, or model, my dream to this day has not changed.
A dream to find a soul mate.
I watched friends around me date countless boys, falling in and out of 'love'. I stood by the side lines and watched on, not really caring that I didn't have that, because I knew one day, I'd find that perfect guy. And when I did, I would save myself from the countless heartbreaks I've seen. Some people say you have to go out and find love, others say love will come to you. Either way, I will find him, and never hesitate to give him my heart.
APOV
I closed my eyes and let the cold wind lightly caress my face, as my mind wondered mindlessly. The low humming of the road noise, gave me the excuse to hum without disturbing the others in the car. Beside me in the driver's seat sat my older brother, Emmett, as he drove wildly down the highway glaring at all cars who dared to enter his path.
Emmett, although an overall funny and loving guy, had his moments where his temper showed more than we like. His number one pet peeve is bad driving, thus giving him a very, very bad case of road rage.
This is probably the reason as to why we're riding in his dirty jeep than Edward new shiny Volvo. Did I mention shiny? Good Lord, is that a nice car. I slightly turned to look behind me at the back seat at Edward. My eyes narrowed at the thought of many shoes I could get for the price of that car.
"Stupid Volvo," I muttered under my breath, while glaring daggers at him.
"What?" he asked quietly not wanting to wake Bella who was sleeping on his shoulder.
"Just thinking," I said, glancing at the two.
"Well, you're thinking is scaring people, Alice. The lullaby you were humming, just sounded like the music when you stab someone with a knife," Emmett laughed from beside me, his eyes never leaving the road. I turned and narrowed my eyes at my older brother, while slightly scoffing.
"I thought it would take more to scare you, Emmett," I said in a bored tone, but I knew my eyes held amusement. A strong base laugh echoed through the car, reminding me of an earthquake's after shock.
"I know, who would have thought a little pixie would scare me to death," He teased lightly. I sighed, and turned towards the window again, ignoring his child-like banter.
Edward and Bella have been close friends of me and my brother since we started high school. Edward was more or less the class heartthrob, while Bella was considered plain. But Edward never really caught my eye, sure he was nice and handsome, but I would never drool over him like other girls.
To me, Bella was the prettier of the two. Long wavy brown hair, matching chocolate eyes that held a sense of pureness and truth, and a personality of a young child, always made me smile. I looked in the rear view mirror to see Bella sleeping quietly on her boyfriends shoulder as he stared down lovingly at her. They were perfect together, and their love is strong, but I'm looking for stronger.
"Alice," Edward called softly with his smooth tenor voice.
"Hmm?" I answered while continuing to hum a random tune.
"Would you close the window, I think its bothering Bella," he said while his eyes never left her sleeping face. It was just like Edward to worry about Bella, even if she was sitting right be him. I frowned slightly and rolled up the window, mad that my form of entertainment was now gone. I wrinkled my nose at my messy uniform as I straighten my gray skirt and white blouse, and began humming louder.
"Jesus, Alice will you just calm down? You're bothering us with how antsy you are. I mean I know you've been waiting all summer, but is choir that big of a deal? You don't see me like that for football," said Emmett as he tightened his grip on the stirring wheel.
"Well, excuse me for not wanting to watch giants run around in tights, and overly bright, tacky school colors." I sighed while trying to keep my temper in check, as Emmett mumbled something under his breath about not being tights. I heard Edward chuckle in the back seat, as he looked at Emmett's scowl.
"Of course you would never like that, right Alice? Your order of love is choir, the shopping, then your Porsche, right?" he said with amusement.
"Yellow Porsche, Edward, don't forget the color," Emmett said while mocking my pickiness.
"You know it's kind of creepy that you know that?" I chuckled.
"Like you wouldn't know how you instilled that in our brains. You only say it every two seconds," Emmett scoffed.
"Well, at least you learned something this morning," I said.
"Yeah, I didn't want to though, not this early in the morning. Why does choir have to start an hour earlier than school? Can't it be after?" he complained while looking between the rising sun and the clock that read 6:30 a.m. in green digital numbers.
"Don't lie Emmett, you know how many times that extra hour saved your ass, for not doing your homework the night before," I said as the car reached to school's parking lot. He slowly drove up to the music wing of the school and parked next to the other cars with uniform clad student waiting for choir to start.
"Get out, you damn pixie," he said.
"You know you love me, Emmett," I said while smiling at his displeasure.
"Only because I have too." He growled as I slammed to car door behind me. I looked over and waited of Edward to wake Bella.
I watched as he bent down a kissed her forehead, slowly her eyes fluttered open and looked up at him. She sighed and moved away from him while giving him a smile and a peck on the lips before he climbed out the massive Jeep and stood by my side with his backpack and folder of sheet music. We both watched as Emmett drove off with Bella to the other side of the school grounds, waiting for choir to end. I glanced at Edward, who nodded in return as we both turned to make our way into the choir hall.
Edward and I were very close for people who aren't related. He is the brother I don't argue with, and half the time we don't even need to talk to understand each other. And right now I knew we were thinking the same thing, like how big our choir is.
A total of 180 students are in our schools choir, and all of them are the best. Try-out's make sure that each and every student in our choir has talent, making us the best choir in the state. When you hear football players complain, you understand their pain. But when you hear a choir student complain, you don't understand.
Choir is hard-core, non-stop rehearsals, judging that will make you cry, and singing so much that your voice will be gone in a day. Have you ever tried to eat after your throat has be swollen for three day? Every year of choir is hard, and Edward and I knew this one wasn't going to be any easier.
Loud chatter came from the hordes of students grouping in that hall. Freshman stood in the corner, looking lost, while seniors made asses of them self because they could, and the rest talking until the bell rang.
The moment we walked in things kind of went quiet, which is pretty normal for us. Well, scratch that, normal for Edward. You know when people see their one true love in movies and time stops? About half of the female population in the room just had that moment. Too bad it's not their true love.
I'm guessing a total of three grand seconds before hell breaks loose…1…2…3. Perfect. A girl squealed in the back corner of the room, and then mobs of fan girls popped up, asking stupid questions like ' how was your summer Edward?' or 'you still dating that girl Edward?'.
I sighed as I got thrown aside by murderous girls as they clustered to him. I glanced over at my reflection on the glass cabinets that held years of awards. Tiredness was present on my face, but so was excitement. I was still examining myself when a reflection showed up behind mine.
Two eyes, the color of onyx, stared back from the other side of the hall expressionless. They were masculine and bold, as they glanced into mine. The bright lights in the hall reflected in his eyes depth, seeming as stars floating in endless space. And just like space, his eyes were frozen in a bittersweet sadness that grasped my heart and made my chest ache.
My eyes drifted down to ample lips and a strong chin. From there a curved neck struck sideways, as he cocked his head while staring at me. His pale skin disappeared under his shit, as my eyes continued downward. He was tall, in fact really tall, compared to my standards. His body was well- built and lithe muscles protruded under his forest dress shirt, as he leaned against the wall.
Even though I felt my eyes drag up his body, I couldn't stop, and I knew he knew that too. My lips parted, and my eyes widened as I took in his form. My only thoughts were why people were drooling over Edward, when this guy stood right there?
And believe me I wanted to turn around to see if that guy is real, but luck would have it that I couldn't. My legs stayed in place as I heard the bell ring signaling that choir is about to start. People around us slowly got up and began walking toward the choral room, but neither of us lost eye contact. Before I got enough vigor to turn, the mob around Edward dispersed, and fled down the hall blocking my view.
When our eyes lost contact, I cursed my shortness under my breath waiting for the mob to move. And when they did a new pair of bright green eyes stared back instead of onyx. The only two left in the hall were Edward and I, not a single trace of the other guy.
"Are you okay?" he asked while lifting an eyebrow as if questioning my sanity. I stared at him for a minute, gathering my mind and putting it back in place.
"Umm…yeah, I'm fine," I said as he lifted his brow higher.
"Did you just say 'umm'? Since when did the overconfident Alice say 'umm'?" he asked looking truly concerned.
"Sorry, I thought I saw something, but I guess I was wrong," I turned to face him, while glancing behind him at the spot where the guy was standing. Edward's brow dropped and a small smile appeared in its place.
"Now you're seeing things?" he asked with amusement.
"Oh, quiet. I wouldn't if you didn't have fan girls like that. You're not really in choir either, all you do is play the piano for the choir," I playfully glared, while turning towards the choral room.
"Not my fault they assume things, like I can sing," he shrugged as he followed me to the room. The choral room is a large room filled with a huge amount of chairs on steps, and in the center of the room was a baby grand for Edward to play.
On the left side of the room were the alto's, the lower voice range of the girls, on the center left are the tenor's, the higher voice range of the men, the center right are the base's, the lower voice range of the men, and on the very right are the soprano's, the higher voice range for the girl's. I walked over to the soprano section, where I've sat since freshman year, as Edward walked to the center to meet up with our choir teachers, Carlisle and Esme Cullen.
I sat down in my plain black chair, a mere copy of the others around me, as scouted out the tenor and base sections looking for the blonde hair guy. And just when I was about to give up I found his curious stylde hair in the back of the base section.
There's gonna be some repeating and bad grammar, but bear with me. I know, it's not good right now, but it will get better. I promise.
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–VampireLover02
