Those-Annoying-Author's-Notes-That-You-Never-Even- Read:
So yeah, I'm not even done with my other story in this account, and the other one with my other account.
BUT MEH. I'm writing a new one anyway. :P
Just got my damned vacation. Sucks to be a college kid.
Anyway, enough about the self-centered me.
I hope you enjoy this story.
I know it's pretty fast, mind you, it's suppose to be that way!
Maybe around three chapters because I want to finish one fic before I head to school again.
So yeah, the usual.
I'd love to hear from you, criticisms, spell checks, reviews, love proposals and whatevs. Haven't proof read this because that's just how I roll and I'm kind of busy.
I'm going to stop blabbing now.
CHAPTER ONE
I swear, I will be back and I will make you pay for everything, Natsume Hyuuga.
Oh how I remember it like it was yesterday, this date, six years ago.
"Hi I'm Sakura, Mikan, I just graduated my pre-law months ago and I look forward in meeting all of you."
I was a law student back then, I just graduated my Psychology degree, took up law school entrance exams because half of my family were lawyers, so I figured why the hell not, I mean it's a pretty decent job. Plus, I'll get a job easily since my father owns a law firm.
Thing is, since a very traumatic event happened when I was back in primary school, I had to be home schooled until secondary school to avoid those kinds of incidents. So you could say that I lacked social skills back then. I only have one best friend, who was away from me that time because she was studying in some fancy school abroad because she's really gifted with technology and shit like those. I can't even imagine how I survived my undergrad years, well, I had friends but not that much.
So yeah, back to the story, so I was somehow creeping through the darkness of being alone again, because I wanted to go to law school and after a few weeks, this guy comes talking to me.
"Hi, Mikan Sakura, right?"
"Ye-yes, and you are?"
"Hyuuga, Natsume Hyuuga, I'm in one of your class, nice to meet you."
"Hi, nice to meet you too, honestly, you're the first and only person here who talked to me."
"I don't see the reason why they won't talk to a beautiful girl like you."
"Haha. You're funny."
"I'm serious, you want to go grab lunch?"
"I'm sorry, but I don't really talk to people I don't know."
"Well, you're talking to me now, and you know my name, so I don't see why not."
"Fine."
Fast forward, after a month Natsume and I have been dating already. I don't even know how stupid I was back then, dating people I barely knew, good thing I'm not like that anymore. I'm a far stronger person than that old gullible Mikan. Anyway, back to the story.
"Hey baby, are you done with your class? Let's eat out."
"But I still have one left."
"Never mind that, you'll just miss one class."
"But Natsume."
"No buts, see you in the restaurant in 10 Mikan."
"Can you please tell me, what is so urgent that you made me cut class?"
"Nothing, I just missed you."
"Aww. He misses me already. I'm sorry that I haven't been seeing you lately, it's just that exams come up every now and then, I barely have the time to go to the mall."
"Why don't you just let me tutor you, I did not graduate my pre-law with honors for nothing."
"That's sweet honey, but I'm kind of smarter and more mature than you are."
"Yeah right, smart mature adults wear polka dots for panties."
"Oh no you didn't! Smart mature adults don't peek at their girlfriend's underwear!"
"But they do, if you know what I mean."
"This is exactly why I don't want you to tutor me, it will probably more like sexual harassing more than the actual tutoring."
"You know I wouldn't do anything, you don't want me to do, so that is technically not sexual harassment"
So that went on and on, until we saw this couple arguing with their lawyers probably discussing their child's custody or something.
"You know Natsume, sometimes I wish, divorce wasn't legalize."
"So you don't agree that divorce should be a law? Why the hell not?"
"I just don't think it's an option, marriage is something beautiful. It is not just a piece of paper, it's a lot more than that, it's a bond between two people, it's a promise."
"That's just cheesy, Mikan. Marriage doesn't really mean that big to people. Marriage is not a bond, it's a handcuff. It's a rope tying two people together until they end up miserable until one recognizes the fact that it doesn't work and that they need to quit."
"So, that's just how you think of it Natsume? You're so shallow. What if we get marri-"
I remember how his face was so dumbfounded back then, I wish I knew, that bastard.
"Chill baby, hey, you want to spend the night at my place tonight. You know, I can tutor you and stuff."
"You know, tutor is not the word you're looking for when your hands are all up in my thighs, please remove that." I said removing his hand
"Natsume, I maybe home schooled through primary and secondary school but I'm pretty familiar with TV series, your penthouse is not really an ideal place to tutor me about laws, and do you think my parents would agree with me sleeping at your place?"
"Tell them, you'll be out studying with some friends. Come on Mikan, I'm so alone all the time, I barely get to see my family."
"Fine, I give up but no funny business okay. I swear, I'll kill you with my bare hands if you ever touch me."
"Yes ma'am."
"Calm down Mikan, it's just Natsume, he will never do anything to hurt you. You are here to study. You won't do anything aside from that you understa-." I said in front of the bathroom mirror as I heard knocks on the door
"Mikan, you've been there for like an hour already, are you okay?"
"Yeah. I'm fine." I said as I got out without my usual make up and high ponytail wearing Natsume's baggy shirt that falls in my shoulders.
"god, you're gorgeous." Natsume said as the books in his hands fell and he began attacking my neck as if there was no tomorrow.
"Natsume…" No Mikan, stop yourself, stop this.
"Natsume… Uhh… Wait." I said as I pulled away from him
"Natsume, I can't do this. If it's too much. Let's just call it a night."
"No. No, it's fine. I'm sorry, it's just that… I- I can't- argh I'm sorry, it won't happen again."
"You see, the difference between Tort-"
"Natsume!"
"Law and International Law is that-"
"Natsume!"
"What?"
"Are you really tutoring me or are you tutoring the floor? Look at me."
"No. Just listen, okay?"
"Why not, you're such a lame tutor!"
"I can't okay."
"What's wrong with you?"
"I don't want to do anything you will regret okay!" He said still facing the book
"What the hell?" I said as I threw the book away
"What the fuck was that for?" He said looking at me.
"Now that I've finally caught your attention..." I started kissing him, resting my hands in his nape while groping his hair.
"Mikan, don't do this if it's not what you want."
"I've decided Natsume, it's up to you if you don't want it."
"Mikan…"
"I want you Natsume Hyuuga." And with that I was carried to the bed with my hands roaming all over his body. He took my shirt off and he began unhooking my lingerie.
"god woman, how do you use this?" I started laughing
"And here I was… thinking that you… were actually more… experienced than… I was."
He suddenly stopped what he was doing "Why have you done it with some-"
"Really Natsume, you're going to ask that now?" I said as I finally took it off myself and kissed him fully on the lips.
"Whoever… that guy… is… I swear… After this… I'm going… to make him… pay." He said as he trailed kisses from my jaw to my neck.
"Natsume!" I screamed as he began sucking my breast, licking every part.
"Ugh. Don't stop. Ugh." He began going down… Nearer… Nearer…
"Mikan, are you sure you want this? Because if I start, I wouldn't stop and if I-"
"I do." I said as I sat up and kissed him again. He pushed me down gently and held my wrists and put it on the side of the bed.
"Stay here." He kissed me for the last time as he went down.
He kissed my feet trailing upwards toward my legs, then my thighs. And when I thought that it was all over he removed my panties with his teeth and parted my legs.
"Honey, you're so wet for me. Tell me what you want" The bastard wanted me to beg as he threatened to insert a finger on my wet core.
"I won't… beg… you bastard…" I saw him smirk.
"Then I wouldn't know what you want." He said as he pumped another finger inside me.
"Ughh… Natsumeee… Ughh."
"Come on now, baby, you're getting warmer, tell me what you want." As if it wasn't enough, he inserted another one.
"I swear… I won't beg… you… bastard…"
"That's not really what I wanted to hear." By this time he already withdrew the fingers inside me.
"Natsume… Natsume… Please"
"That's more like it." He now began to lick my core
"Natsume… Ugh… Natsume…" He knew I wanted more, and he wasn't going to give it the easy way.
"Tell me what you want… Mikan…" I can't take this anymore.
"I want you inside me dammit! Natsume… ugh… Please…"
"I thought you'd never ask." He began removing his boxers in front of me and slowly inserted it inside me.
"Natsume… It hurts." I said, tears going down my face, I was probably hurting him as I held to him tightly.
"It's okay baby, it wouldn't be like that for long." He said as he kissed my tears away.
"Natsume… Faster…"
"Faster… Natsume…"
"Natsumeee!"
"Mikan!"
"I… I... I love you."
Shock was written all over his face, I knew it wasn't something you say after sex and god, we barely knew each other what was I thinking. I'm so ashamed of myself. I shouldn't even be here.
"I.. I love you too."
After that encounter, Natsume was pretty distant. He kept rejecting my calls, and whenever he answers me, he'll just say he's busy, he doesn't even attend our only class together. I guess, if I wasn't that gullible back then, I would've known that the bastard only wanted an easy lay, but I guess, I didn't know better. So I looked for answers.
One day, I saw him walking out of his class, I needed to confront him that instant because honestly, I thought I was having a pregnancy scare and he had to know.
"Natsume, I need to talk to you about something."
Then all of a sudden this girl comes to us and clings to Natsume like a leech.
"Natsume, what's the meaning of this?"
"Oh. So this is the girl Natsume? She's pretty cute honey."
"Stop it Luna. We don't have time for this right now Mikan, we have to go."
"No, honey, why don't you tell here already."
"Tell me what exactly?" My voice was shaking; I was trying so hard to hold back the tears that wanted to flow.
"They were just betting on you, if Natsume here, can score that lonely weirdo in class. It just sucks that I didn't get the chance to see it-"
"Shut up Luna."
"Why, she deserves to know the truth Natsume, I mean look at her. We're just helping her by telling her that no one will ever like her until she straightens up her phony innocent act."
Tears were streaming down my face. I can't believe this. I was too dumb to know. No Mikan, fight the bitch. Don't run away.
"Oh yeah? Luna, right? Well Luna, I'm only helping you by telling you that your name, wasn't the one Natsume, was screaming in bed. Sorry honey, you were so far and Natsume couldn't wait to get laid. And Natsume, I was suppose to tell you that I had a pregnancy scare but good thing it was negative because I would rather die than having your baby. Ciao!"
I remember seeing the girl's furious face, and Natsume's… well, I don't know how to describe Natsume's face back then. Last I recall, I was begging my dad to get me out of that school.
"Daddy, please. I don't want to go to that school anymore. Please."
"Mikan-chan, it's unhealthy to fight your battles by running away, so you got your heart broken by a guy who doesn't give two craps about you, tough luck."
"You don't understand, please. Please, I'll just study abroad like Hotaru."
"Mikan, it's not that easy."
"Please daddy, I never asked for much, I promise to be the best. This will be the last time. Please daddy, please don't let me suffer like this."
"Fine, anything for my daughter, but promise me one thing, you'd do your best and when the day comes and you meet that bastard who broke your heart… Break him in court"
"I promise."
And that was the day that I promised myself.
I swear, I will be back and I will make you pay for everything, Natsume Hyuuga.
So yes, I eventually graduated law school and topped my bar exams. I am now, Atty. Mikan Sakura and here I am about to battle a divorce case with Natsume Hyuuga.
"Mi- Mikan?"
"Hi Natsume, it's been a long time. I heard you're Ruka Nogi's lawyer?" I said as I shook his hand.
"I… I… I am."
"Well, good luck… bastard." I said, with the fakest warm smile I could ever portray.
Get ready for the ride of your life, Natsume Hyuuga
End of Chapter One
