I do not own Harry Potter JK Rowling does, nor do I own the song stupid girl

Warnings! I am strange so I am making Severus Snape friends with the Marauders, again kind of OOC there oh, well This song is How to save a life by The Fray.

Pairings James/Severus future Severus/Harry, Background James/Lily

Step one you say we need to talk

"We need to talk about this!" Screamed Severus looking at his lover and mate James Potter who stared at him sadly, He just found out that James was going to have a Child with Lily Evan, Its not like he could change it, Gays were hated in the Potter family, so James got together with Lily to hide his Sexuality.

He walks you say sit down it's just a talk

James started walking away from his lover, "Please, sit down we need to talk.." muttered Severus hugging James from behind crying into the back of his shirt turning the red color and dark maroon. "Alright." James said silently sitting across from Severus.

He smiles politely back at you.

James smiles at Severus not caring that Severus found them out. Its not a real smile though more like a fake polite smile that made Severus sick to his stomach..

You stare politely right on through

Severus just nods back in a polite way it would seem as though they we just colleges not lovers, not Mates, and it made Severus even sadder at that thought.

Some sort of window to your right

James looks at the window to Severus' right it was a beautiful winter day just like the day they told each other they loved the other.

As he goes left and you stay right

James just gets up before Severus could say anything and turned to the left to walk home. Severus just looks at James back and turned right to go back to the Dungeons when he lived.

Between the lines of fear and blame

'Should I go back and tell him I still love him even if he's having Lily's baby' Severus thought but he didn't for he feared being cussed out and he blames himself for not going to this day.

And you begin to wonder why you cameSeverus gathers up all amounts of the small courage he had and went to the potters new home, that James shared with Lily and their newborn son Harry was his name, 'Why did I come?' Severus thought.

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

A scream of a females voice came through the house, He ran in to se the dead body off James silent tears ran down his cheeks. He had to see if James son was still alive, He was relived to here the baby crying He picked up Harry and looked to see a lightning bolt scar on his forehead and he smiled as the baby stopped crying "Shh, Dear child Severus is here." He whispered soothing the young Harry Potter to sleep.

Somewhere along in the bitterness

Looking at the sleeping child in his bead he thought of all the fights he had with James, and cried stroking the baby's soft black hair.

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Severus thought to himself 'I would give up my life to have many nights to stay up and talk to James again, just to kiss him again.

Had I known how to save a lifeSeverus at that moment noticed something it was folded in the blankets of Harry's blanket 'Anyone who were to read this letter it would appear I am dead because this only appears when I am dead and Lily is dead I sound silly writing this but I need someone to take care of young Harry preferably one Severus Snape, I trust him do not let this letter get in the hands of the Cunning Albus Dumbledore, He will send Harry to Lily's abusive sister named Petunia, Don't let it happen please! and I will only let my son be married to Severus Snape, Or he will have a bad life I just know it! Also if Harry were to marry someone the spouse will die of a curse. Written by the Beloved James Potter and Lily Potter who are now dead.'

Let him know that you know best

"Your Father always new best, Telling me to take care of you was one of the greatest thing he bestowed upon me, But I don't believe I can Marry you two.." Severus murmured to a sleeping Harry with a smile 'I will save a life.' thought Severus.

Cause after all you do know best

'But I will try, Because James new the Best ways to Happiness and I owe this to him." Said Severus stroking the strange lightning bolt on the Baby's Head.

Try to slip past his defense

As Harry grew up Severus built walls around not to show the love he felt for the child, more then a father loving a son, and Harry did not understand.

Without granting innocence

Harry stared up at his adopted father with innocent bright green eyes and a happy smile on his face "I love you, Sev'rus." Harry murmured hugging Severus's leg to small to reach anywhere else.

Lay down a list of what is wrong

Severus listed the things wrong to do to his adopted son, The boy was to cute sometimes he wanted to ravish him but he would do no such thing, He kept telling himself He will not take the boy's innocence till he wanted it taken.

The things you've told him all along

In his dreams he is arguing about Harry with the ghost of James and Lily Potter, He will not take James' son! And he woke up

And pray to God he hears you

He always woke up and did a quick prayer for Harry's safety and to tell James he still loves him.

And pray to God he hears youHarry prayers that Severus will love him more then a son and to tell his parents a quick version of yesterday.

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

I read the paper and say a picture of a mad Sirius black the title said "Pettigrew still not found and the story of his Death by Sirius. Severus knew Sirius was innocent and that Peter is a liar from his Death Eater meetings.

Somewhere along in the bitterness

He remember the strange duels he and Sirius had most of which were for fun or some stupid disagreement.

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Severus thought about how he would give anything for more nights with Sirius talking about Quittich, class, and stupid things.

Had I known how to save a lifeIf I knew what I knew now I could've saved Sirius, James and lily.. And have saved more then Harry's life.

As he begins to raise his voice

He remembered a certain fight about something he couldn't remember what however it must have been important because Sirius and James were yelling at me and Remus had me backed up this subject.

You lower yours and grant him one last choice

I remember me and Remus whispered calm words after the fight forgiving are lovers, His Sirius mine James, of course we forgive them for yelling at us.

Drive until you lose the road

James and Severus had a good life going until James' mother questioned when he would get a lover and you answered your courting a girl by the name of Lily Evans, it broke Severus' heart but he thought they could still get together,

Or break with the ones you've followed

James then broke his life by getting together with Lily, He remembered that night he cried but even that didn't get his to sleep.He will do one of two things

' I have never had a chance to choose anything for myself I guess there's a first time for everything.' thought Severus looking at 'his' child.

He will admit to everything

'Did he admit he loves me more then he should, he could say it again…'

Or he'll say he's just not the same

'Or say it was nothing..' Thought Severus looking at his blushing son who was now twelve and now good into his 2nd year of Hogwarts. "Time flies.." Mumbled Severus.

And you'll begin to wonder why you cameHarry sighed at Sev'rus 'he didn't get it I do love him, why did I come here he won't believe me!' Harry thought angrily.

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Years passed and Severus and Harry, under a cranky Potter's portrait got together but they grieved the lost of Harry's Godfather and Severus' best friend, Besides Remus, Death and it took a while to get over this again because once again Severus could've saved his life.

Somewhere along in the bitterness

Harry and Severus constantly fight over stupid things like time and The person who tops when they have Sex, which is Always Severus by the way,

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Severus moaned as Harry got on his knees and hummed a Christmas Melody, which made moan even harder and lock his legs around Harry's Shoulder's ankles at Harry's neck as he moaned his head thrown back to look out the window to see snow falling from the sky. Severus Came after a hard suck and Harry sat in his lap moving his hips. "This is like the night we got together." Harry said in a slightly dreamy voice "And don't forget you Sex Imp the Night of your first time, and the day we bought this flat and the day I told my feelings to your father." Severus said playfully messing with his lover "Sex pwease?" Asked Harry as Severus' hand came down to stroke his hard bulge in his pants "Alright my little Sex Imp." Murmured Severus unzipping Harry's tight pants and kissing his love.

Had I known how to save a life

Severus loves Harry PotterSnape, his husband, his mate, his lover, his dead lovers son, and his adopted son. Because he doesn't care about all those times I hadn't known how to save a life, and Harry Loves him for who he is and how he saved a life.