Dedications to everyone who reviews this fanfic!
Disclaimer: I don't own Shaman King!
Hey everyone. I'm here again with another YohAnna fanfic. I'm sorry if its OOC in every bit, I'm writing it in the middle of the night so gomen. ( !!!
Thank You, Yoh
By: Dark Hooded Eriol the Magician
I don't know if it's either my fault or yours that we cannot communicate any better. You are always passive and naïve that I don't even want to try to explain anything to you by means of words but with training.
It won't even matter wouldn't it?
You are Yoh after all. You who smile widely, you who hope good-naturedly, you who wants the world to be simple. the Yoh I know, we know. The Yoh we believe in, I believe in.
I know you are probably scared of me because of the things I made you go through but didn't it do you good? Didn't it make you strong? Didn't it earn you the perseverance and alertness and power worthy of the Shaman King?
I am sorry I have made you suffer. I am sorry I cannot show you anything more than this cold, unaffected mask I wear. but this is all I have. This is the only protection that I have against all those things that might hurt me. It must be strange to hear me talk this way. but Kyouyama Anna must let out all these feelings before. before anything else happens.
I am Itako and your Grandmother had trained me. When we were young, I used to make you cringe and sometimes cry because I was too harsh and cold to you. I know you sometimes wonder if I am really a girl and not a monster from under your bed. But you, Yoh, cared for me.
Stubbornness I am fond of. No matter how many times I slap, I punch, and I give additional training. you show me YOU care. Little things but sweet in every way, small deeds but inspirational. It's always your doing. It's always Yoh to the very essence.
You still had that streak of determination and patience even if my trainings are hard and almost unbearable. You do it calmly and whine constantly. You never really do it one at a time, do you?
I thank you for that. It makes me satisfied to know that at least your try your best in every battle and in training, I'm sure no one else would have survived it but you.
Thank you, Yoh for showing me how to love. For showing me the real meaning of the words that people murmur endlessly, for the thing most people dream of. I am lucky to have met you and to have. to have loved you.
Thank you, Yoh for letting me experience the warmth reserved only for me and for the space in your heart that is kept empty because of me. I am not sorry to have let myself to fall in love with you though sometimes I wondered why. It's the sweetest, most complex feeling that I have ever experienced and I am happy that even for a short time I have felt it.
It may not occur to you since you don't even notice it. that I do love you. Its best to be honest now, right Yoh?
I don't know whether there will be another time when I'll be able to say things like this again. I don't know whether I'll be seeing you again.
Thank you for all your kindness.
Thank you for all your tenderness.
Thank you for everything, Yoh.
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Dark Hooded Eriol the Magician [11:23, 072603]
Hi! I hope you liked this. I wrote this after hearing a song on the radio. sadly I don't know its title. Gomen (! I liked it and dropped the other fanfic just to write it. Please review/comment/ask/suggest/anything to me! Please! (
I'm also very sorry for the OOC-ish monologue. It sort of hit me that Anna might say those words but (there's always a catch!) she's just thinking of it now. Expect me to put up next chapter sometime later, when the power surge goes on again. Thanks everyone again for reading this fanfic.
Disclaimer: I don't own Shaman King!
Hey everyone. I'm here again with another YohAnna fanfic. I'm sorry if its OOC in every bit, I'm writing it in the middle of the night so gomen. ( !!!
Thank You, Yoh
By: Dark Hooded Eriol the Magician
I don't know if it's either my fault or yours that we cannot communicate any better. You are always passive and naïve that I don't even want to try to explain anything to you by means of words but with training.
It won't even matter wouldn't it?
You are Yoh after all. You who smile widely, you who hope good-naturedly, you who wants the world to be simple. the Yoh I know, we know. The Yoh we believe in, I believe in.
I know you are probably scared of me because of the things I made you go through but didn't it do you good? Didn't it make you strong? Didn't it earn you the perseverance and alertness and power worthy of the Shaman King?
I am sorry I have made you suffer. I am sorry I cannot show you anything more than this cold, unaffected mask I wear. but this is all I have. This is the only protection that I have against all those things that might hurt me. It must be strange to hear me talk this way. but Kyouyama Anna must let out all these feelings before. before anything else happens.
I am Itako and your Grandmother had trained me. When we were young, I used to make you cringe and sometimes cry because I was too harsh and cold to you. I know you sometimes wonder if I am really a girl and not a monster from under your bed. But you, Yoh, cared for me.
Stubbornness I am fond of. No matter how many times I slap, I punch, and I give additional training. you show me YOU care. Little things but sweet in every way, small deeds but inspirational. It's always your doing. It's always Yoh to the very essence.
You still had that streak of determination and patience even if my trainings are hard and almost unbearable. You do it calmly and whine constantly. You never really do it one at a time, do you?
I thank you for that. It makes me satisfied to know that at least your try your best in every battle and in training, I'm sure no one else would have survived it but you.
Thank you, Yoh for showing me how to love. For showing me the real meaning of the words that people murmur endlessly, for the thing most people dream of. I am lucky to have met you and to have. to have loved you.
Thank you, Yoh for letting me experience the warmth reserved only for me and for the space in your heart that is kept empty because of me. I am not sorry to have let myself to fall in love with you though sometimes I wondered why. It's the sweetest, most complex feeling that I have ever experienced and I am happy that even for a short time I have felt it.
It may not occur to you since you don't even notice it. that I do love you. Its best to be honest now, right Yoh?
I don't know whether there will be another time when I'll be able to say things like this again. I don't know whether I'll be seeing you again.
Thank you for all your kindness.
Thank you for all your tenderness.
Thank you for everything, Yoh.
~*~*~*~*~
Dark Hooded Eriol the Magician [11:23, 072603]
Hi! I hope you liked this. I wrote this after hearing a song on the radio. sadly I don't know its title. Gomen (! I liked it and dropped the other fanfic just to write it. Please review/comment/ask/suggest/anything to me! Please! (
I'm also very sorry for the OOC-ish monologue. It sort of hit me that Anna might say those words but (there's always a catch!) she's just thinking of it now. Expect me to put up next chapter sometime later, when the power surge goes on again. Thanks everyone again for reading this fanfic.
