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Forever Friends or Not?

3/6/1996 (Bella: 10 years old and Edward: 11 years old. Both are in the same grade. 5 grade.)

Dear diary,

I'm totally bored! Edward went somewhere and won't be back for another hour! Hey that's what happens what you have a best friend who is a total noob! But he is dreamy, he and his dreamy self with those beautiful green eyes that I can never stop staring into, his amazing kinda like 'sex hair' hair, and his amazing crooked smile that I grew to love. Only if Edward knew I liked him then maybe things would be different between us. Haha look at me! Me! Isabella Marie the one with dull brown hair, boring brown eyes, and no boobs! As Edward Anthony Masen girlfriend! I mean we have many things in common we love books, music, and having fun but I know he doesn't feel the same with me. I'm just one of his friends! For crying out loud! We both live in an adoption center he probably likes one of the pretty girls here! Probably some couple will come along and take him and I will probably never be adopted but when Edward is we will probably will forget each other and might never see one another again. Oh! I heard the door that must be Edward! Peace!

I closed my diary and hid it under my pillow. I grabbed my book The Host by Stephanie Meyer (Book I'm now reading! Let me tell you it's AMAZING! Then again every book by SM is amazing! Now back to the story.) And started to read.

Edward came to my room all smiley and happy.

"Guess what!" he yelled.

"You found out that you will never get a girlfriend!" I yelled back laughing in my thoughts but, smiling playing on my lips on the outside.

"Excuse Me!" he yelled back, outing his hands on his hips; looking like a girl.

"Yes! Excuse you and your gassy buttocks."

He gasped and said, "I do not fart!"

"Well not in public!" I added laughing my ass off at his expression.

Then next I knew it he was carrying me to the backyard, to the pool.

I keep yelling at him to put me down.

"Never!" he responded to my protests.

He got to the edge of one of the pools corners and dropped me in.

"AHHHH!" I said as I landed in the water.

"Edward!" I yelled as soon as I got back to the surface. I saw a laughing Edward. "Yes?" he said finally stopping his laughing. "You're an idiot!" I yelled. "I know you are but, what am I?"

"Stupid as hell!" I retorted getting out of the water and wrapping a towel around my wet body. I walked over to him and pushed him in when he least expected it.

"Hey that wasn't very nice!" he said now compactly wet.

"Who said I was nice!" I said running back inside, running to my room and locking the door. I changed out of my wet clothes, when I came out I saw a wet Edward smiling. He ran to me and picked me up in his arms; hugging me tight. He put me down and I was wet again.

"Edward! I just changed!"

"Well to bad." He said going to his room.

I have and the most fun best friend ever.

I went back to my room and changed for the 2nd time today.

When I was finished the adoption center leader Ms. Parker came to me and said, "Bella you have to go to bed."

"Okay Ms. Parker."

I got my bed ready and fell asleep.

Next day………..

"Edward?" I said as I went though the whole adoption center searching for him.

"Edward?" I said again; then I saw Ms. Parker.

"Ms. Parker!" I yelled getting her attention.

"Yes Sweetheart?" she answered.

"Where's Edward?"

"Oh. I'm sorry Bella. Edward was just adoption this morning."

"What?" I said, tears forming in my eyes.

"Edward was adopted." Said Ms. Parker rubbing my back.

I started to cry.

"Bella Shhhh. It's going to be okay." She said trying to comfort me.

"How is everything supposed to be okay? My best friend left."

"Shhhh. Oh! Bella Edward wanted me to give you this.

She pulled out a piece of paper with writing on it.

I took it and Ms. Parker left so I could read it alone.

I opened it and started to read.

Dear Isabella,

I'm sorry but I have been adopted. I'm sorry I didn't have time to say bye.

But I will miss you. You were the funniest, prettiest, coolest, and most fun to be around with. I'll miss you terribly. I hope you don't hate me.

Love, Edward.

"Love Edward?" I said. What did he mean by Love?

"I'll miss you too Edward." I said clutching the note to my chest.

One month later Bella was adopted by Renee Swan and Charlie Swan and is now Isabella Marie Swan.

Edward POV:

I have to leave Bella. This is the saddest day of my life. I will miss her. Since I can't tell her bye I'll write her a note.

I grabbed some paper and stared writing.

Dear Isabella,

I'm sorry but I have been adopted. I'm sorry I didn't have time to say bye.

But I will miss you. You were the funniest, prettiest, coolest, and most fun to be around with. I'll miss you terribly. I hope you don't hate me.

Love, Edward.

Bella I love you. I said in my thoughts. I never have the strength to tell her that I love her.

I gave the note to Ms. Parker and told her to give it to Bella.

And I was headed off to my new parents and life.

8 years later………………

6/21/2004

Dear diary,

Yay!!! I'm going to move to D.C!! I've always wanted to move from this little town Forks where it's rainy and dull. My mom Renee Swan and my dad Charlie Swan have gotten jobs there. My mom is an interior designer and substitute teacher, and my dad is a police officer. We are very rich but I don't like to show off. I can't wait! Well I've got to pack!

I closed my diary and went back to packing my things. I put all my clothes in 2 black suitcases and my personal belongs in a blue bag. Tomorrow I was going to D.C. I wonder what will happen.

Next day………….

"Isabella Marie Swan! Are you ready!" yelled my mother

"Yeah! Coming!" I yelled back.

I grabbed my mini laptop, and purse and closed my door.

I walked to the front door; where my mom was waiting and followed her out.

I got in the car and looked back at the house for the last time. Bye Forks.

We got to the airport. Dad got the entire pack of our luggages and put it on a cart.

We went in and got our tickets. Sat for about 30 minutes till our flight was called. Then, boarded the plane.

"Okay Bella this is now our new life so start fresh and forget everything from Forks." Said my mom.

"Okay." I said.

The plane lifted off and the attendant said we may use electronics.

So I took out my Ipod and began to listen to my favorite song Breakeven by The Script. (I This Song!)

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her 1st
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But not wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(one still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm trying make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love, no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
I'm falling to pieces
(one still in love while the other ones leaving
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

I felt someone nudging me awake. I took the earbuds out of my ears and looked at the person it was my mother.

"Bella we've landed so come on."

I got up and was stiff. Man sitting for so long is painful!

I got out of the plane. Dad led us to the car he bought so we can drive to the new house he also bought.

We got to the house in 20 minutes. When I looked at it my eyes grew wide and my jaw dropped. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL! (Pic on profile since I can't describe it.)

"Oh my god! Mom, Dad this house is AMAZING!" I yelled as we walked to it.

"I know hun." Said my mom putting her arm around my shoulders.

"Okay. Sweetheart will you do the honors." Said my dad putting down the last of the luggages and handing me the key.

"Yes." I grabbed the key and out it though the key hole and twisted.

When I opened it was even more beautiful.

I walked around the house in awe.

"Alright now. Lets head to bed all of the furniture was bought for us so the beds are in the rooms so you have a bed to sleep on tonight." Said my dad.

"Okay. So where's my room?" I asked walking up the steps.

"The 3rd one to your right and when you open it, it should be a pink color." (I know Bella doesn't like pink. I don't either but the room was very pretty.)

"Thanks." I said getting to the top of the staircase and going to the 3rd door to my right.

When I opened it, I was in shock it was beautiful. (Pic on profile.) I saw the bed and sat on it; feeling the soft texture. I put my head on the pillow and fell into a deeper slumber.

AN: So you like! First chapter and it's long! Yay! REVIEW!!!!!!