I have a plain name. It's simple and has nothing to do with the past, present, or future. I am a fate no human should endure. I'm simple and dull, unlike the rest. I have a complex mind, and complex quirks, all of which only someone with extreme patience could endeavour.
I'm scared of rain, and thunder, but I love cloudy days. I hate ghosts, demons, and haunted things, but I love Halloween. I love pain, but I am afraid to experience it. I love the ocean, but I'm too scared to go out too far. I love the stars, but I'm scared of the dark. I love to analyse and to deduce, but too lazy too. I love to prove my intelligence, but my laziness contradicts that too. I'm a conundrum, a walking mess of contradictions and complexity.
I want someone who's maternal, since I act like a child myself, a nurturer, whose caring, friendly, and funny. A person who also isn't afraid to be serious and get matters done, since my childish personality prevents me from being serious and from actually being efficient.
I want someone who's not afraid to love someone with scars, and with depression, and someone who knows my pain and isn't afraid to share theirs with me. I want someone who will respect me as an individual and treat me as right, and not treat me like I'm property, because I'm not, and isn't against having someone with no specific gender and having little to no sex, (I am gender neutral and asexual).
I want a person who loves to cuddle, have movie and TV marathons, and making pillow forts, and having a lot of sweets, and can handle me with my quirks, and will hug me and cuddle with me when I'm having a depression episode, and someone who can cook and bake me my favourite meals as I will for them and theirs.
Simply put, I am quite complex, but I am also simple. I have needs, and I have issues, but we all do. I am not pretty, I may be beautiful at times, but not always. My work may be tiring, and seemingly endless, and I may seem to have quite a few episodes, but, never the less, this is who I am. I am simply complex, and complexly simple.
