/a.n/I know.I again,absolutely short but bear and read with me. :)
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"I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?"
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"You Be The Anchor That Keeps My Feet On The Ground, I'll Be The Wings That Keep Your Heart In The Clouds"
By Mayday Parade
I feel alone.
At Hogwarts and at home.
I walk apart,in the shadows at night when the full moon shines,bathed bright in its light.
I feel such hunger in my heart and the urge to yell.
I feel wrong when Victoire kisses me because of all these feelings to rip her apart.
I feel cheated when I look at out of a proper life.I want what they have so badly.
I feel angry when I see my parent's last moments in the pensieve.
I feel angry when I see the way Dad pushed Mum away.
I feel sorrow each time I visit their graves under the fallen leaves of autumn.
I feel envy when I see the way other boys give their girlfriends chaste kisses,because I can't.
...........................But
I feel loved when I see the bright moon winking out at me.
I feel comfort in my silence,because in silence there is only truth.
I feel the wish in my desire.
I feel the way I'm not just a person but one with many families and personas.
I feel vindicated when I see my parent's last eternal embrace.
I feel the pain and sincerity in Dad's action.
I feel relief to know I'll never truly lose them, even, six feet underground.
I feel complete with Victoire even with all the empty holes I can't fill.
But I'm happy.
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