Emma POV

I was 15 weeks pregnant. I couldn't wait! I would finally get to do all the things I missed out on with Henry, like first walk, first word and stuff. We had told my parents, Henry and all close friends first, but word spread pretty quickly because I was 'the saviour'. Me and Killian had got most of the babies room ready and all the cot and pram etc. because we just couldn't wait! He probably didn't look like a father, but I knew he would be, he would do anything for me and our child.

It had been a normal day and me and Killian went to bed. I woke up about 2am with a dull pain in my lower back. I assumed I had just been working too hard and I was aching all over to be honest. It wasn't until I started getting cramps in my stomach that I became worried.

"Ahh!" I cried out in pain. Killian woke quickly and held my hand.

"What's wrong love? Is it the baby?"

"I don't know, but it hurts!" I looked at him and he was staring down at the sheets with a worried, pretty scared, look. I followed his eyes down and saw what he was staring at. The White sheets were covered in deep red.

"Oh my god!"

"Come on Swan,, we need to go to the hospital"

I nodded and tried to get up but my legs were shaking. He just swung me up in his arms and rushed out the door. He gently placed me in my bug then ran round to the other side. He started the car and raced to the hospital.

"Are you okay Emma?"

I remained silent and thought the worst.

When we pulled up at the hospital, Killian picked me up again and ran in. When the doctors saw my condition they pointed for him to carry me into a room. For the next hour or so, I don't remember how long it was, the doctors did tests and scans. Killian held my hand the whole time and whispered comforting words in my ear. A doctor came in once they were done and said,

"I'm very sorry, but you've lost the baby, you've had a miscarriage. I'll give you two a moment"

He left the room and tears slipped down my cheek.

"I'm-I'm so so s-sorry" I said in between sobs. Killian pulled me into a hug and stroked my hair.

"What are you sorry for? You did nothing wrong, it wasn't your fault"

"I must have done something wrong!"

"I don't know why these things happen Emma, but they just do, and there's nothing we can do about it"

Killian POV

When I heard that we lost it, I couldn't believe it. Why? Was there something we could have done? Was it our fault? I looked over to Emma and saw she was crying.

"I'm-I'm so so s-sorry" She said gasping. I pulled her into a hug and stroked her hair. I felt horrible but she must have felt worse because the baby was inside her. She had a bond with the child before it was even born that no one else, not even me, could have. After she fell asleep, I decided to call her parents because I though they deserved to know.

"Hello?"

"Killian? It's 3:30 in the morning!"

"I know, I'm sorry"

"What did you want?"

"I need you to come to the hospital"

"Why? What's happened?"

"Emma, she-she had a miscarriage. We lost the baby" I mumbled, a tear slipping down my cheek.

About 10 minutes later I saw Mary Margaret and David walk into the waiting room. I stroked Emma's hair and just watched her. She looked so peaceful, so beautiful. I walked out the room to see her parents. They walked over to me and pulled me into a hug. I was a bit taken back because we weren't the best of friends, but I embraced the two of them and smiled. When they pulled away, I realised I had started crying. They looked at me sympathetically and just said,

"It's okay to be sad you know. They're not going to expect you to be bright eyed and have a big smile" Mary Margaret said softly.

"I know, it's just, it's just Emma needs me to be strong right now, so that's what I'm going to do"

"Can we see her?"

"Urm sure. She asleep but you can wake her up and say hello or whatever"

"Okay thanks mate" David said patting me on the shoulder.

When they walked in the room, I saw Emma sit up and hug them both so tightly, I thought she would never let go. I decided to give them some privacy and go and get a drink. I rubbed my eyes and hoped they didn't look too red and puffy.

As I gulped back the warm liquid I spat it out in disgust. What was this vile substance? I saw it labeled 'Coffee'. It burned the back of my throat and left a metallic taste in my mouth. It might even be worse than that blue wobbling monstrosity they gave me when I was hit by the car. I decided to go back to see Emma and show my support. As I walked back in the room, I was beckoned over by Emma. Confused, I walked over and didn't expect her to throw her arms around my shoulders.

"Whoah Swan, you took me by surprise!"

She let out a small chuckle and rested her head in the crook of my neck.

"We'll leave you two to it" Said David.

"Are you going to come back later?"

"Of course! I'll tell Henry and Regina to come round later. I'm sure Belle and Ruby will want to come too"

"Bye mom, bye dad"

Once they left, I turned to Emma and asked if she was okay?"

"Not really but I'll be better if you come and lay next to me"

"As you wish m'lady" I laughed and climbed on the bed. We were position so I had my arms around her waist and her back against my chest. I rested my head against her shoulder and kissed her cheek.

"You need to rest up love"

"I will on one condition. Promise you'll stay with me, I don't want to feel like I've lost you too"

"Of course love, I wouldn't want it any other way"

We settled down and were soon fast asleep. We stayed like this for a couple of hours until a nurse came in and told us visiting hours were about to start and there were people waiting to us.

"You ready to face them?"

"I don't know if I can Killian"

"You're not doing it alone, you have me and all your family"

"I love you Killian"

"I love you too Emma"