Chapter 1:
She was the only person, only human he had ever loved. In fact, she was the only creäture he had ever loved. He couldn't explain why or how he felt, but he knew that he needed her to live. Then why? Just why did he kill her? What was it that clouded his yellow eyes? Rage? Hatred? Betrayal? He never did figure it out. Was it that she had given him up, to be with a mere mortal? A puny human he could very easily crush. She deserved so much more. She was a goddess and she deserved someone equally amazing. Someone who she was equally matched with, in power and in beauty. She could have been so much more with him, she could have lived with him forever, she would never have to die. But, she chose that son of a bitch, John Winchester! Anger engulfed him completely even as he tried to fight it. What was it that he lacked that John Winchester had?
He knew he was special, and he knew he was important to her. They had met in the woods, she was alone. The minute he laid his eyes on her, he knew he was in love. She was the most extraordinary creäture nature had ever created the most powerful and the most beautiful. She looked like an angel, his angel, his saving grace.
She was a hunter, she knew he was a demon but for some reason, she couldn't get herself to raise her gun, hell, she couldn't even look away from those peculiar topaz eyes. What the hell was happening? Was she really falling for a demon? The demon stepped towards her, one step at a time until she could feel his breath tickling her hair. Not once did she step back, or even look away. It was like her feet were glued to the ground and her eyes to his. There was something amazingly beautiful about him, about his body, his face…his eyes. It was like no force on earth could make her look away.
"Hey there!" he whispered.
"Get…get away from me." She stuttered
"Why don't you just kill me? You are a hunter aren't you?" he said, smirking, stepping even closer to her.
He touched her hand. Being touched by him was like being electrocuted thousand times over and funnily, she knew he felt it too.
"What's your name?" he asked
"M..Mary, my name's Mary." She said, unable to breathe. She had never felt this way before.
"Well, Mary, may I say, you look very beautiful."
"I..umm..I have to..." the demon cut her off with a kiss. A slow, passionate kiss. It was different from any kiss she had ever had. It was like, she was flying, defying gravity. She felt happy, a warmth spreading all over her body.
"Mary! Where are you?" she heard John's voice call out to her. The demon disappeared. She didn't even know his name! She was beginning to get mad at John, the guy had perfect timing. He had ruined everything.
"I'm here John, relax!" she said, exasperated.
John looked relieved to see the love of his life emerge from behind a tree. She looked into his eyes and guilt overcame her. What had she done? Had she just destroyed the only good part of her life? No. no, John would never know. It would just hurt him, it would shatter him into a million pieces and she'd never want to do that, not in this universe or any other. She loved him, he loved her, it was perfect. She promised herself that she would never again do anything to jeopardize her relationship, her family was way too important. Moreover she didn't know who he was, what his business there was, she only remembered his yellow eyes and the feel of his lips against hers. She had never seen a demon with those eyes before.
A/N: Big shout out to If-Llamas-Could-Fly, thank you for the title of the story, otherwise i would still be stuck coming up with shit titles all night :)
