In The Closet.

Rated: M you have been warned.

Disclaimer: As much as I wish I owned the rights to the Marauders I don't. All rights to JK Rowling.

Chapter 1 – My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark.

Remus Lupin is supposed to be on his prefect duties, of course you would expect a good boy like Remus to stick to the rules but that wasn't the case. Remus is sat on an old wooden chair in the 5th floor abandoned classroom, strictly no students were allowed in there. But being a prefect was a great advantage in getting in places normal students weren't allowed. The young man stretched and yawned, brushing his small pale hand through his messy golden hair. Remus is not what you would call typically good looking but his golden hair had a silky appearance, his amber eyes had a glow to them which thanks to the wolf in him almost completely lit up when he was angry or near his transformation day. His face id pale and tired looking, scars littered every inch of him but this gave him a 'edgy' look which no one could deny attractive. He is only short, 5ft 6 inches and not seeming to grow and his tiny frame seemed to perfectly match his small height.

Remus stood up and looked at his watch, 11pm, one more hour until he can finish his 'rounds' yet Remus had not moved from the empty classroom all night. He pulled out a small rolled up joint, lighting it and taking in the distinctive aroma of gillyweed. He inhaled and smiled as the smoke filled the room. What would people think? Remus 'goody' Lupin smoking up in an empty classroom, not even his friends knew and Remus liked that, it was his own little secret.

There was a lot of things the Marauders didn't know about Remus. They don't know he sneaks out every Wednesday night to meet up with random men in Hogsmede for a fuck, they don't know how guilty he felt after and how he sits in the showers carving cuts into his arms, or how he tried that muggle drug 'Crystal Meth' or whatever the name was and had the best night of his life.

Remus finished smoking his joint and felt reasonable calm, stubbing out the flame on the old wooden table. Remus walked out the classroom, quietly giggling to himself he pulled the sleeves of his old worn out jumper down. Sure he had a lot of scars, mostly from the full moon but he just knew that if any of the marauders saw the bright red straight cuts on his arm they would know it wasn't from the full moon.

Laughing off his deep thoughts Remus walked down the corridor, slighting humming to himself as he went. He had this weird feeling someone was following him. He heard a scrape of a shoe against the stone flooring and turned around quickly, his breathing hitched and his eyes wide.

"Hello, who's there?" Shouted Remus, his amber eyes darting around in fear.

Out of the shadow a figure appeared, his long blonde hair stood out easily in the dark night, his piercing blue eyes so cold and lifeless. He was very tall, almost a whole foot taller than Remus and bigger too. Heavily muscled and strong, even though his personality was ugly his face and body got every girl in Hogwarts hot, well every girl and Remus that is.

"Lucius, what are you doing here? I thought your rounds were on the ground floor" Remus asked, trying to sound stoned.

Lucius smiled and rubbed the back of his head, he slowly walked toward Remus and looked down at him.

"Well, little Lupin I decided to come and see you, you see I've been hearing things about you" Lucius laughed.

Remus looked up at the other man, his heart pounding in his chest. Did he know about his problem? Was he going to kill me? Remus started to get visibly panicked and started to bite his already short nails. Lucius looked at him with a look Remus wasn't sure about.

"I've heard you're a little queer, you love to get fucked like the little worthless whore you are" Lucius spoke darkly, licking his lips and smirked.

"No, I'm not, I'm straight I swear" Remus stuttered, tears starting to pool around his eyes.

Lucius shook his head and grabbed Remus by the arm, flinging him into the deserted classroom Remus was smoking in a few minutes ago. As soon as Remus hit the wall Lucius was pressed up against him, breathing heavily into his neck.

"I'll keep your secret if you promise not to scream" Lucius laughed darkly and turned Remus around. Pushing his face hard into the wall, causing his lip to split. Remus knew was going to happen and started to cry, and tried with all his might to push away from Lucius' touch.

"I said shut the fuck up, you little faggot" Lucius whispered and pulled Remus back by his hair, slamming his face back down onto the wall again. Remus cried out as he felt his nose break, still trying to push away.

Lucius pulled down his pants and took out his hard member, then swiftly pulling down Remus' skinny jeans and boxers.

"Mhm, you have a great ass Lupin, at least your good for something" Lucius laughed harshly and spat on his hand, rubbing his saliva over his cock.

Without warning Lucius pushed into Remus, the pain was too much for Remus to handle and he screamed out, tears running freely down his face. The pain wasn't making him cry, it was the fact he loved every bit of pain and humiliation Lucius was giving him, how hard his own dick was at the feeling of Lucius penetrating him.

"That's right Lupin, you know you like me fucking your worthless ass" Lucius grunted in between thrusts.

"Ah yes, yes I do" Remus cried out, his own cock throbbing so painfully against the cold stone wall.

Lucius picked up his pace and fucked Remus so hard his face was get grazed against the wall, without warning Lucius came in Remus, and at the same time Remus cried out his own sweet release. Lucius pulled out and smiled, putting his clothes back on and moving towards the door. Before leaving he turned around and faced Remus, who was trying but failing to get his jeans up, blood was pouring from his nose and his face was badly cut and bruised.

"I'll see you again Lupin" Lucius winked and walked away, leaving Remus alone in the room.

Remus stood up after finally getting his jeans back on, it hurt so much but in a good way. He walked towards the door after casting a cleaning spell to clean the blood and semen on the floor and walked out. What just happened? Why did he like it? He shook his head and run his hand through his hair, checking his watch, damn it was past midnight he better get back.

Remus walked steadily back to the dormitory, thinking over what happened again and again. By the time he got in to comfort of the common room he knew what Lucius said was true, he was a worthless little cock whore and always will be. He just wanted to get in and shower, so he could wash the guilt of himself but unfortunately Sirius and James were sat up waiting for him.

He looked at them and weakly smiled, trying to ignore the faces of shock.

"Fucking hell Moony, what happened, who did this?" James shouted as he rushed over to him, Sirius just behind.

"I'll fucking kill whoever did this Moony, just they wait" Sirius spoke darkly and Remus knew if given the chance Sirius would follow through on his threat.

"Thanks for the concern guys, but it isn't terrible exciting. A bludger got out again and hit my face" Remus lied smoothly.

James looked at Sirius and they communicated through freaky best friend face movements. After a few minutes James looked back towards Remus. "Alright mate, but get yourself sorted, looks like your nose is bust" he spoke softly.

"Must have been one fucking angry bludger" Sirius commented, his face still filled with anger.

"Haha yes I guess it was" Remus replied softly, waving to the boys as he walked towards the boys showers.

As soon as he opened the door to the bathroom tears started to flow freely, Remus just about held back a sob before he locked the door and put a silencing spell on it. He fell to the floor crying into his hands, his knee's tucked up in the foetal position. He cried for what seemed hours, then walked towards the shower and turned it on, slowly peeling of his clothes he stepped into the shower, hissing as the warmth hit his battered body. He washed the dried blood of himself and washed his hair, then reached down into the drain, where a razor blade hid. He looked at the sharp metal object, smiling at it he placed in on his wrist, pushing down her made one deep cut, the blood started to pool our and run down his arm.

Remus continued to cut his arm until there was not a patch of un harmed skin left, the blood loss was making him feel a bit dizzy so he sat down against the cold flooring. "That's right Remus, your worthless" he spoke softly to himself…

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