Hi, this is Gabby. This is my first fanfic so no hate! Thank you.
Prologue
A couple of weeks before...
Jo was sick of taunting from Olivia. Olivia had been posting awful things about Jo that weren't even true. Jo was serious this time. She knew she had to end it all. She knew the only way out, was suicide. She looked at the pills and the knife before her, "C'mon Jo, the little voice was whispering in her head, it's for the best". No one would care if Jo left. No one loved her, not even her family. Aurelia, her best friend could move on to someone else. Matt, her guy friend (whom she had had a crush on since they were 8) could love someone else. Jo glanced over at the note she had wrote for her family.
Dear Mom,Dad, Teresa, and Isaac,
I've decided to go, because no one need me here.
I am not wanted or loved, and I feel as if I'm diving into a black hole.
I love you all so much, and please give Matt and Aurelia my thanks, for being the greatest friends I have ever had.
Yours Truly,
Jo
Next to the note, there laid one of her favorite books, Looking for Alaska by John Green. She flipped to the page where Pudge was talking about a poet's last words. "I go to seek a greater perhaps". The words echoed in Jo's mind. She closed her eyes and saw the smiling faces of people who really did love her. She saw her Mom and Dad gazing at each other with a happy,dazed look on their faces. She saw Teresa's smiling face as she and Isaac played in the yard. She saw Aurelia, laughing at a joke that someone had made. And then she finally saw Matt , holding Jo as if the world didn't exist. She was loved, and all this time she didn't realized it. Jo dropped the pills on the floor and fell on the tile in a collapsed heap and she blacked out.
Kind of a cliffhanger isn't it? It will make sense soon I promise!
