A/N My first Twilight fan fic. Review plz. I hope you like it.

I do not own Twilight. Twilight belongs to Stephenie Meyer.

Behind Locked Doors

Chapter One First Entrance

Dear nobody,

I am mentally laughing at myself now. I never thought that I would be the kind of a girl to write in a diary. I need to vent somehow though so I figured I would give this diary thing a shot. You see, dear diary, I am broken. I am one broken soul and so I made my body broken or at least I tried to. I tried really hard too so it sucks that I'm still breathing.

How does one continuing living after losing everything? I lost my home where I grew up and all my memories disappeared with that house. All the things I kept from my childhood. I lost it all. I wish that I could say that the fact that I lost all of my belongings was the worst of it; it is not though.

I lost my husband.

He was everything, my life and my soul. He was my whole life and when I lost him, I lost my will to live.

I cannot write for too long because it hurts when I do. My arms are bandaged you see and it makes it difficult to write. Do not take pity in me, I did it to myself. I tried but I failed. They know that I will keep on trying so they locked me up. I am not to be trusted. I hate them.

Dear Miss Swan,

I do not know if they will give you this letter. I only recently found out that you're located in a mental institute, had I known sooner I would have contacted you of course. My dear Bella, I feel only sorrow when I think of what you have been through and what you still are going through.

I wonder if you even remember me and if you do, do you think of me fondly or do you hate me for being one to leave you. After all I did promise I never would leave you.

Are you allowed to have visitors? Maybe I shall take the train and go visit you myself. Would you enjoy such thing? Be well my dearest Bella.

Sincerely, Rosalie Hale Cullen