Bellatrix's Insanity Chapter 1
I knew I shouldn't have. He just wasn't what I wanted. It's not that he wasn't a perfect pureblood husband. He was a suitable husband in every way. But he wasn't it. No. I knew who was the one I wanted, but I tried to deny it. The more time I spent at his side, the more I knew I loved him. But I couldn't. It was improper. Me, love the Dark Lord? Of course, my parents would be very pleased if I married either one. But I don't need their fucking approval. I am the Dark Lord's most loyal follower, for shit's sake! I love Dolphy. But I love the Dark Lord more. I know the Dark lord would never even consider thinking of me that way. It's so improper. After all, I'm supposed to be his most loyal subject. What could I do to prevent it? He's charismatic, determined, strong-willed. Everything I'm attracted to. Basically everything Dolphy's not. I am willing to give my life for him, torture every single muggle and mudblood for him. I can't love the Dark Lord. I can't. But I do. I've loved him ever since I first met him, that fateful night in the Slytherin common room.
