Konnichiwa

Well this is my first Fan Fiction story. Well even though I have been reading many other stories from here. I never got the change to really write one myself. There was only one person, who made me get the idea to write a story 4:16a.m in the morning.

Well I was thinking of my very one and only, Hikari Aiyano! I love you for making me write this. Plus I dedicate this to you, my little Chu!

Disclaimer: I do not own Gravitation (Even though I wish I did)

Summary: How to Make Heaven Your Home is about how Eiri Yuki is having the lost idea of wanting to be with his younger lover. Shuichi Shindou (Yuki's Baka) died on tour; he was in a bus crash. The accident was terrible and Shuichi didn't make it. And so now Yuki is alone, with no one to love. But something is weird and not right. Things are starting to not make sense, and is Yuki really willing to die?

How to Make Heaven Your Home

Chapter 1: Memories of You

Flash Back

Holding the hand of his weak lover, Yuki looks for a way to save his Baka. He couldn't believe what was happening. First he gets a phone call stating that there was an accident. Then he hears the doctors saying that his Shuichi won't live. This was just too much for the romance novelist.

Hay, Shuichi please open your eyes. Please I'm so sorry for not telling you these simple things in life. Shuichi I love you, did you hear? I love you with all my cold and tired heart! Wait; there must be one way to save you? I just got to find a way to save you.

Letting go of his young partner's hand, he quickly walks out the door. He needed to find the doctor to ask him what, more like is there anything he could do." I'm sorry Shu I'll be right back, I'm going to find a way for you to live." Closing the door behind him, he walks down the hall. A nurse starts to bother him on the way, saying that he couldn't enter the doctors' office. He walks right pass her and bids her no mind. For Yuki was on a mission. This mission was too important to him at the moment.

"Ah Mr.Yuki what can I do for you?" Asking as he stood up from his chair, not really minding the fact he just walked in without knocking.

"I was wondering is there anything I could…"

Suddenly the alarms went off in Shuichi's room, indicating that his heart had just stopped. All the doctors rushed to the room, and even Yuki was standing outside looking in from this window. They stood all around the little body making adjustments and other things. Placing electrical pads on the bare chest of Shuichi, causing his body to jolt up and back down. This was hard for Yuki to see, all of this medical stuff made him flinch.

After rubbing his head, Yuki looks up to see them placing a sheet over his lover's head. His rubs his eyes and feels the hard thumps of his heart. He quickly makes his way into the room. "I'm sorry Mr.Yuki but we couldn't save him. He was badly hurt, and out of our saving reach. "The doctors try to comfort him, but they only make him feel worst. He walks up to the bed and pulls the white sheet off the younger face."Shuichi, I'm sorry I never…" He tries to hold back his tears back, but he couldn't. The hot tears fell down his face, making their way to Shuichi's hospital robe."Shuichi I love you. I really love you, and just the way you are. I never told you, but I do love you." How could I have been so stupid to not say it? Only three little words and I couldn't say it…

Flash Back Ends

He remembered it like it was yesterday, and he couldn't get it out of his mind. He wanted to see and smell his Shuichi again. The soft smell of strawberries and cream all over the house, the soft footsteps in and out the room, the burnt food in the kitchen. All of these things made Shuichi special to him, and he couldn't get out a small I love you.

The sun was shining bright all over the room, casting small shadows.Yuki moaned and rolled over reaching for Shuichi, but he wasn't there. He forgot that his lover was gone, and was never coming back. It was just too hard for him to handle, and he knew that. He sat up in bed and looked around the room. Looking at the clock saying it was 11:45a.m, he gets up and goes to the restroom.

He walks in and looks at the strawberry shampoo and cream conditioner. A small smirk shows in the corner of his mouth, as he looks in the mirror. After brushing his teeth, he starts to undress himself and start the shower. Placing the correct temperature just right for him, he steps in. "Times like this I miss the baka more than ever." Saying as he washes himself.

Walking in the room with a towel around his waist, he gets his cloths out. Putting them on he hears a noise from the kitchen. Being on guard at the moment he slowly opens the door. He steps down the hall and peeks from where he was standing. He starts to see someone in an apron fixing something.

"Who's there and what are you doing in my house?"

The person doesn't turn around, but just stands there with a pot in hand. He places the pot nicely on the stove and dries his hands on a towel. "I'm glad you're up Eiri!" He smiles and decides to turn around for Yuki to see him. "Well Eiri, you didn't forget me now did you?" Tahoma says as he smiles at Yuki, not really answering the questions.

Yuki looked at him annoyed and turns back around. He sits on the sofa and takes out a pack of cigarettes; he hits it until a small slender stick comes out. "What are you doing here?" He wasn't really annoyed of his brother-in-law, but he just didn't like surprises that much. He closed his eyes and lights his cigarette, breathing in the toxic fumes. To Yuki he knew it was going to be a long day, and he wanted to start it off in a some what good way.

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Well that is the end of Chapter 1 of the story, and I finished it at 5:44. And now my head hurts and I want some cookies really bad. Anyway thank you for reading it and please review it so that I may continue the story. Also if there are any suggestions and or small requests about romances for the story let me know. I would be happy to put the little couples in my story.

Read and review!!! Sayounara!!!