Let's start at one
and count the days.
Ten, twenty, thirty, forty days without him.
Let's hope to God that time flies like they say
Cause this instance can't distance my heart from yours tonight.
She still loved him. She knew she always would.
But I'm lying awake now and I'm holding your picture.
It's so cold here without you.
The one picture she had of him in the little golden frame brought her through the hardest nights she had. The bed didn't smell like him very often. And I need you now, cause it's killing me
And I wish somehow, you were here with me
She always wanted to believe that he would walk through the door and wrap his arms around her.
When I fall asleep I feel you with me
Till I fall asleep and you are with me.
That one minute before she was fully asleep she could almost feel him again. Could this be more
I've been up all night riding subway lines
now we're sleeping on your floor.
Sometimes she would sneak over to his old house and fall asleep in one of his old blankets, one of the ones she tucked away once she got home for nights like this. One of the ones she tucked away along with ones for their child.
Can we make this a lifetime, you're all I want right now
Life keeps telling me I need to go
But what if I wanna stay
Cause I'm lost here without you.
She couldn't force herself to stand up some days, the memory of his smile knocking her off of her feet.
And I need you now, cause it's killin me.
And I wish somehow, you were here with me.
She saw him in everything, in the sonogram for their child, in the waves, in the box of sugarcubes hidden in the pantry.
When I fall asleep, I feel you with me.
Till I fall asleep and you are with me
She wished he could see their child. She missed him so much. I've found a love I've never had before, you changed me
And I will wait however long it takes, you changed me.
She was scared before, broken, covering her ears to hear the sound of the ocean when she missed him. She was different now. Completely different from what she had been.
You say the words that I've been thinking
I'll never let you go.
Even though the idea scared her, she knew she couldn't forget him. She wouldn't allow herself to. She remembered every line of his face, the exact color of his eyes, his smile. She wouldn't let him go.
And I need you now, cause it's killing me
And I wish somehow, you were here with meWhen I fall asleep, I feel you with me
Till I fall asleep, and you are with me.
She knew she had to be strong without him for her son. Every day was a hurdle, but she was able to deal with it. She wasn't afraid anymore. You changed me.
You changed me.
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