I'll wait forever, because I love you
This is based in the manga, thus, cannon universe. It's my first time to write something based on the manga. Hope you'll like it! I got inspired writing this 'because I ever think why Tomoyo and Naoko have never had a happy ending. Tomoyo's happiness is Sakura's happiness even hers is for Syaoran, and Naoko didn't even have a part to comfort Sakura in Volume 12 It is like she did have any more participation on the story- except, ofcourse when they show they are asleep because of Eriol's spell. But duh! It was on Vol. 11. Also she didn't have a partner in the story.
But no, it isn't a pairing of Naoko and Tomoyo! It just sort of waiting? Just read to find out!
Also this is written (obviously) in different POV's
Note: I have posted it here before, but reposted it because I thought it needs to be broken down in chapters instead of a ONE-SHOT… it was too long anyways.
Disclaimer: I do not own Cardcaptor Sakura, Clamp does.
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"Oh no! I haven't told him my feelings…" Sakura said in a really disappointing voice to me, which made my heart hurt, thus replying her this way, can also meant I'm letting go of her. I know she'll never love me the way I love her. But I really need to this, her happiness is my happiness.
"Hold on Sakura-chan!" I shouted over the phone, I really need to give her hope. I don't need to be self-centered now. She's crying I know it.
"There's still time! You have an invincible phrase!" I continued. Ok, I did say it. I must have no regrets after this…
"Everything will surely be alright" She replied to me. I feel nice that moment. I gave her hope.
"Thanks Tomoyo-chan!" She continued as she hung-up the phone.
I held up the phone tightly, up to my chest, recalling our conversation. My mind feels happy, thinking her happiness is my happiness, but I still don't know why I'm hurt in some ways.
"Next is the Tomoeda's Choir!" The person in the speaker said followed by cheerful claps from the audience.
OoOoO-Naoko-OoOoO
"That was a really nice one horror story! I love it!" I squealed just after reading the book I have just borrowed from the library. Just as I re-open the book, my okaa-san called me, I wonder why.
I came down from my room, seeing my mom holding the wireless phone on her hand. So it's a phone call. I picked up the phone from her and she did go away.
"Hello? Yanagisawa Naoko-chan is here" I said over the person in the phone. Which made me think, why okaa-san didn't tell who is it? Hey, I just remembered, she doesn't treat me as her daughter, but an obligation. She hates me I know it, maybe I'm the reason why father has to go away to work overseas, like Rika-chan. But Rika-chan's family is different from mine. Her family has love all around, but mine doesn't.
"Naoko-chan! It's me Rika-chan." Rika said to me in her usual voice, but I can sense that she is a bit worried about something.
"Oh, Rika-chan, why did you call? Is there something you need to tell me? I can sense that something is bothering you…" I'm getting worried for her now, I really do.
"Did you saw Sakura-chan yesterday? How about today?" Rika-chan said with a worried voice.
"Um… I didn't… Yesterday, just after I came from the bookstore, I just only saw Chicharu-chan and Yamazaki-kun on the park. Today, I didn't go out. Is there's something wrong with Sakura-chan?" I asked her
"She was crying yesterday… I'm worried about her… And when I called today at her house, her father said that she is busy over something… I know she can surpass it, but I'm worried…" She replied to me
"Don't worry, Tomoyo-chan sure knows where she is. It will be alright, Rika-chan" I make sure of it. I cannot think of my friends crying. It made me hurt as well. It affects me too much. It's better this way. Also, come to think of it, Hiiragizawa-kun is now on England. Maybe it's the reason.
(Short note: They still don't know that today is the flight of Syaoran to Hong Kong. Also they didn't know that Syaoran is going away. Except ofcourse, Sakura and Tomoyo)
"Thanks, Naoko-chan" She said as we hung-up.
After the call, I immediately go up to my room. Thinking why when my friends cried up to me, I feel hurt as well? I feel that their problem is my problem as well? Why? Why Am I being a worrier? Even my own problems I can't find an answer. I only find to get away with those problems with books/mangas. Why don't I have courage to tell my friends about it? Why am I being so pessimistic sometimes?
But my mind would always tell me the answer about it. I'm being worried about small problems of mine, thinking its big problems as they have, but it isn't. So what is the reason of thinking it? It is maybe because most of my friends find their true love? Funny for me to be jealous. See, Rika-chan is going out with someone older than her; Chicharu-chan is dating for a long time with Yamazaki-kun, and Sakura-chan… She told us that she likes somebody, and it is proven when she brought a bear kit.
I always know that if I wait, that person will surely be there for me. I know I'm still young, but I can wonder why, it is not passing in my life? I think I'm desperate that special someone because I want to feel to be loved, not the way friends loved each other.
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There, I hope you like it. Reviews are very much appreciated. I'll post the next chapter tomorrow (I did some editing's on it). Thank you for reading.
