Hi, my name is Ymke and this is my first story. Hope you all like it!

Disclaimer: Twilight belongs to Stephenie Meyer.


Preface

What would you do, if you knew that you could never live with your family anymore? My life will never be the same. A vampire bit me; I still don't know who it was. Dr Carlisle Cullen sort of saved me that night.
I'm a vampire now, but I prefer death. I don't want this life, because I have a husband and two children at home who I can never spent my life with anymore.

How it all started

It's been two days after I was bitten. Lots of things happened these last few days.
I was thinking about the first time I entered the Cullens residence, after my first hunt.

The moment I walked in the hallway I smelled that there was a human inside, a woman. She had dark wavy brown hair and she was pregnant. It was hard to control myself. Then there was a terrible scent. I wanted to ask Carlisle what it was, but he raised his hand.
''Everyone, this is Allison and I'm taking her to my office.'' All eyes were focused on me. Alice and I found her in the woods, when we were hunting.''
Everyone was staring at me like I was a freak or something. Well I'm no different then you all, I thought. I saw the bronze brown haired guy smile a bit, like he heard what I said.

Then Carlisle took me to his office and asked me how I felt right now. ''I am so confused, I don't know what happened and what I'm going to do now.''
''Can I ask you something?'', he asked. I was still confused about everything. ''Sure,'' I said. ''Do you remember anything of your life before we 'saved' you?'' Now all pieces were falling together. I was so confused about all of this that forgot who I really was. The only thing I could think of was Matthew, Marie and little Daniel. What can I do? There is no way I can see or live with them ever again.


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