EvilBunny91: This is my first Teen Titans fic,so please be nice. I just love Beast BoyxRaven pairing WAY over Beast BoyxTerra.
Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Titans, so you can't sue me!
But please enjoy the first chapter. ^_^
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I Love You, Damn It!
Chapter 1: Hidden Feelings
"Damn it!", Raven groaned, "Not those dreams again."
The gothic member of the Titans sat up on her bed and stroked her head. Those dreams were starting to give her headache. It was annoying the hell out of her. She had to do something about those dreams.
Easier said than done. If only she could get rid of the feelings in her heart. For the last month, Raven had been dreaming about her and Beast Boy together.
For some time, Raven had actually started to enjoy Beast Boy's company and she found him less annoying than before. But only little less annoying. Then finally she realized she had fallen in love with him.
The problem was that for some reason Raven couldn't admit her feelings. She found the whole idea of falling in love impossible for her. It couldn't be love, it had to be something else.
And she couldn't be in love with Beast Boy, out of all guys on Earth! Beast Boy had always been annoying for her, but at least they had been friends. And his attempts of wooing her bugged her really much.
But she couldn't fool herself anymore. She loved Beast Boy. For some miraculous reason, she had fallen in love.
Raven, the cold princess of darkness, in love. Who would actually believe that? The whole idea sounded stupid. But it was the truth.
She just couldn't tell Beast Boy about her feelings. He probably wouldn't take her seriously. And Raven didn't want to be in love. She though that for some reason they would blow everything up and only end up heartbroken. She didn't trust in love. And for that reason she wanted protect herself, but mostly Beast Boy, from getting a broken heart and messing their feelings.
It was better this way. It had to be.
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Beast Boy munched his tofu-sandwich happily. This morning had been good. The day was beautiful, he had beaten Cyborg in race-game and now he had his tofu-breakfast. What could go wrong?
Then he saw her. Raven. The girl he had been in love for a long time. He knew it wasn't just a crush or his need to woo chicks, he really loved her. If only Raven could see how much he cared for her. Sure, they were friends, but she never though he was funny and she always said he annoyed her.
If she could just stop being so stubbornly proud and try to see the real Beast Boy inside him. There was more of him on the inside than everyone saw on the outside.
Beast Boy really wanted to have a relationship with Raven. He wanted to love her and her to love him. He had blown things up with Terra, he really wanted to be happy with Raven.
If only…
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After her simple breakfast, Raven sat on the couch and started to read. If she kept on low profile, no one would pay much attention to her.
It was pretty hard trying to concentrate on the book, when Robin and Starfire were making out right next to her. They had been dating for two months already, and they still acted like newly-weds teenagers. Well, they were teenagers, but still.
This was one thing Raven didn't understand about love. Why do all the kissing and stuff in public? Raven though love was so personal thing that it was better to keep private between loved ones. But she really didn't know much about love. And she didn't want to know.
Raven groaned at way-too-happily kissing couple and turned her attention towards her book. But her peace was interrupted.
"Hey, Raven!" she heard the all too familiar voice. When she lifted her head, she saw the green smiling face of Beast Boy inched from hers. She let out a loud yelp.
"Beast Boy! Must you scare like that?" she snapped angrily.
"Oh, sorry!" Well, I'll just leave and…" Beast Boy scratched his neck awkwardly and started to leave. Raven felt guilty about snapping like that.
"No, wait! Don't leave! I'm sorry, what you wanted to say?" she asked with polite tone. Beast Boy's smile returned as he sat on the arm of the couch.
"Well, I was wondering if you'd like to go and see a movie…with me?" Beast Boy smile turned into nervous one.
"Like…as…friends?" Raven asked. She felt pretty nervous and hoped that Beast Boy wasn't asking her on a date.
"Yeah, as friends. 'Cause that's just…what we are…right? Beast Boy felt little disappointed. He hoped that Raven could see them as more as friends. But maybe he was getting his hopes too high.
Raven felt strange. She wanted to go to the movies with Beast Boy, but not as a couple. But she didn't want to hurt Beast Boy's feelings either.
"Look, Beast Boy. I…"
BING BONG. Raven couldn't finish her sentence as the doorbell rang.
"I'll go get it!" Starfire shouted enthusiastically as she flew towards the door.
"Well, as I was saying…" Raven started to say, but was interrupted by Starfire, who came back with a slight shock on her face.
"Beast Boy, there is someone to see you." she said after some silence.
"Who is it?" Beast Boy asked.
Then he gasped as a blond figure appeared from behind Starfire. Everyone looked shocked as they saw who the figure was.
"T-terra…?" Beast Boy stammered in shock.
…To Be Continued…
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EvilBunny91: So,did you like it. I know,I know,everyone hates cliffhangers,yada , please R&R! ^^
