I woke up again in the middle of the night I have had the very same dream seeing him go away to his own world I always wake up crying
I thought i`m over it but maybe i`m wrong although I try to occupy my time during the day but the thoughts about him hunt me during the night
I can`t stop my dreams but also I can`t get him back
" this is not fair " said a very tearful anzu to atem before he goes
" I know we should be happy for you but it`s just so hard when you are losing your best friend and you don`t understand why it has to be that way "
" goodbye atem and good luck "
I remember how I told him I want him with us I talked to him speaking about friends but I just wasn`t honest with myself I knew how I felt about him but I didn`t say it it`s like it was yesterday althought it has been more than a year I still can`t feel any other feelings for anyone else
why is it that I had to fall in love with him ? if his fate is to leave so why did I fell for him ?
