Hey guys I'm sorry that I was away for such a long period of time. I'm currently on my sister's laptop because mine broke and during that hiatus I was re-reading my story and realize what a terrible story it has become. From the very beginning I knew where my story are heading its just the way I present it isn't to my standard.

With that being said here is the new improved story "Roza?"

Thank you for your support and hopefully I can update more often for you guys..

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-Dimitri and Tasha are 29
-Rose, Lissa, Christian, Eddie, and Mia are 24

-Jill is 23
-Adrian is 26

Rose POV (5 years later):

It's been 5 years since I lost the love of my life. 5 years since I held him in my arms. I only held him twice before that tragic night. I still remember it as clear as the sky, like it happened yesterday. Today is the day I have to go see him. It's his birthday after all. March 18 and not a day goes by do I not miss him.

I was wearing a black dress, black heels, in black sunglasses, and a silver stake underneath my dress. I held a small TY teddy bear in one hand and a bouquet of red roses in the other. I heard a faint knock and already knew who it was. He opened the door slightly to poke his head in.

"Ready to go?" asked Adrian.

I nodded my head.

Adrian has been by my side since that night. He stopped drinking and smoking. He was there to comfort me when I need it the most and was there for me through my pregnancy. Adrian and I are not really together. I mean he has taken me out on a few dates but he knew I was still mourning over my loss and he knew that I don't think I will ever be ready to have a serious relationship again. With him, Lissa, Christian, Eddie, Jill, Mia, mom, and dad I started to go back to my normal life. Because of my loss I've been told many times by Lissa that I put so much dedication to my job that the only day they every see any real emotion out of me was today.

In Adrian's arms he guided me to the parking lot where all my parents, friends, and guardians were waiting.

We drove to the place I knew all too well. After we parked the car we all walked to the stone that has a name engraved on it. My vision became a blur and my throat became heavy as if it's had to breathe. I fell down to my knees and placed the bouquet along with the TY teddy bear next to the stone.

Jordan Mason Hathaway

A beloved son, grandson, nephew, and godson.

"Hi sweetie. Today is your 5th birthday and I brought you a teddy bear. I'm sorry that our time together is so short. I love you and miss you everyday. But I promise mommy will be with you soon and we will be together again. Daddy still doesn't know you but if he did you would have been his sun and joy," I gulped, holding back sobs. "Be a strong boy for mommy. I will see you soon."

With that last line I couldn't hold back the tears anymore and began to cry. Adrian knelt down beside me and held me in his arms. Everybody else began to put flowers down and I just sat there and wept.

When the sun began to lower we know it was time for us to say goodbye. Everybody was back in the car except for me.

I kissed the stone one last time before getting up and said, "Goodbye my sweet, little Jordan."

Once we got back to the Court I left the car wanting to be alone. I had my arms crossed and was looking at the ground not wanting people to see me still weeping but before I can take three steps a hand grabbed my arm. I looked to the side and saw Adrian through my sunglasses. He wasn't looking at me but his intense stare made me follow his gaze and there stood the man I haven't seen in the past 5 years and 9 months. There stood Guardian Dimitri Belikov staring right at me.


Please review I still hope you guys are still huge fans of my work