Dear Buffy,

Why do always try to prevent love? The moment we realized Angel was a vampire, we automatically decided that you should not date him. Then, after a night of love and passion- Angel left and Angelus returned in his place. Even now, with a soul, he tries to prevent the love between you all. I hope for the best.

When Xander dated Cordelia, Goddess bless her soul, we were angry, angsty, and rude. I was more hurt than I had ever been before. Xander just was being his self... but we tried to prevent the love between them.

There was the fluke between Xander and I... the best and the worst night of my life. I love Xander with all of my heart, but, in doing that it tore us far apart. Our loves left us standing in the cold and we realized that maybe it wasn't in love but in lust. I love Xander, though... and our story has finally ended in this chapter.

There was the love between Spike and Drusilla. As messed as this sounds, Angelus always tried to come between them. Or maybe it was Spike who came between Drusilla and Angelus. We will never really know for sure... but in the end, trying to kill them was preventing love to take it's trail... even though they were all grrrr and tried to kill us.

What about Faith and Xander's one night stand. I was so upset, so hurt... Faith's insaness prevented what could have been love from going any farther that that. Okay, yeah, she was a psycho murderer- but really, they could have worked through that small trial.

Oh, I forgot about one of the most amazing and twisted loves of all time. Giles and Jenny. Giles, an old librarian who loved Jenny (which probably wasn't even her name... hm) more than life itself. But, she lied to us and Buffy, you played a role in preventing their love. Of course, all of our joking might have taken a tole. Then, Angelus killed Jenny and the love that could've been.

I'm not even going to mention the love down in L.A. Those city folks.

Xander and Anya had a trial, too. Xander was dating a former demon... and Anya was obsessed with- well, you know. They loved eachother but honestly, love wasn't enough for those two. Anya held a passion for demonity and Xander just really wanted a home.

Dawn, poor little Dawnie, has had many trials, too. Her crush on Xander and Spike? For a while, Buffy, I swear she had a crush on Giles, too.

HOW COULD I FORGET? Spike and you... the famous 'Spuffy'. Souless vampire? Everyone was in the way of you all's love... including yourselves. But, in the end, was it love, Buffy? Or just a uncontrolable lust?

There was Oz and I, him werewolf me witch. Oh, Goddess, that would have complicated our future children. Xander and I stood in the way of the love between us.

Buffy... after all of these trials... I have finally found love. With the one man I never thought I would find love with. No, Buffy, not Giles or Angel... but, Spike. Yes, Buffy, I am in love with your ex-lover. Along with Drusilla, probably Darla, Angel, you, all of these people's ex-lover. I am in love with Spike. Buffy, don't say it's wrong. Don't tell me how twisted it is. He loves me too... and I have to tell you something. Uh- I think we just mated.

I love you,

Wills