Stopped at the stoplights did drugs on the dashboard! Look at the mess we made tonight!
Foresure maybe - The Medric Droids.
When did everything get so out of hand? This wasn't me? This wasn't who I used to be? What the hell happened?
I'll tell you what happened. Scott Fucking McCall always screwing up everyone's life. He didn't even notice when everything fell apart. Not when I had suddenly stopped eating, The constant panic attacks.
How can your 'best friend' not notice something like that?
But when I started hanging with the 'wrong people' is when he FINALLY noticed! It took A YEAR AND A FUCKING HALF for him to notice I wasn't alright, for him to notice.
But that's fine! I've got my bottle of what ever the fuck it is I always drink. What ever it is, it works! And my new 'gang'. Me, Ethan, Aiden and Isaac. Yep. Just us.
The 'experimenting' ... The CONSTANT 'experimenting'. Isaac is the best I've ever had. Truly amazing.
While driving around, Ethan and Aiden usually have their heads hanging out of the sunroof, Isaac driving...and drinking. And I love snorting drugs on the dashboard!
HOW CAN LIFE GET ANY BETTER!
One word - Intervention.
The same questions.
"How could you do this to yourself?"
"How did this start?"
"When did this start?"
"Who was that boy I saw you with?"
"Whose scent is that on you?"
"Why do you smell like pot?"
"Why do you smell like sex?"
The constant nagging! The begging for answers.
I just flip them off and trot off to my room. Who needs them? I've got my boys.
Isaac was perched on my bed, leaning against he bed head. A shit eating grin plastered on his face. That leather jacket, make him look 100 time hotter. Nothing is more of a turn on then a bad boy.
I walk over to him and straddle his hips. I grind into him and smile into the kiss. He lets out a moan and forcefully grab my face.
"You make me so hor-"
I cut him off my deepening the kiss.
I pull back and look at him. Lust visible on his eyes.
"I know. I'm just so sexy." I reply.
I take off his shirt. He takes of mine. I take off his pants and he... Well I'm sure you can imagined what happened.
Sure I've gone awol but what's wrong with that? Just experiencing new thing. I need to figure out things on my own. If I choose to follow this road, then maybe everyone should stay the fuck out of my way.
