here's a new story enjoy I don't own the gilmore girls

Chapter 1 The fight

"I'm sick of this. You don't care about anybody but yourself" I scream at him, throwing clothes on the bed.

"Everything I do is for you and Lizzy how the hell can you say that" he yells back at me.

"Everything really, so the blow job you got from Candace at work benefit me and Lizzy how exactly" I scream at him. This is the ongoing battle for the last 6 years. He cheats, I forgive him. He's becomes the perfect husband and father for a while until he doe sit again. I found out I was pregnant right after graduation and flew to San Francisco to tell him. We got married in August and Lorelei Elizabeth "Lizzy" Huntzberger was born January 5th 2008. Logan went back to HG and sometimes I think he hates me because of it. It was his choice, I was willing to stay in San Francisco with him.

"It does so you don't have to" he say and I just look at him flabbergasted. I walk out of the room to the hall closet.

"You really are an ass Logan. You're the one who doesn't want me to touch you at night. You're the one making excuses that you're tired or not in the mood Logan, not me. Now I know why, because perfect little bambi pixie daddy hired you is taking care of all that" I yell louder at him. Thanking God Mom took Lizzy tonight so I could pack.

"Me, you hate me even touching you any more Rory. I'm a man, I need sex unlike you" he yells pulling the duffle bag out of my hands.

"Did you ever think I don't want to get any the damn disease you're contracting from the whores you're sleeping with" I say pullout Lizzy's suitcase and walking to her room.

"Where the hell do you think you're doing, you're not taking my daughter" he says following me into the Lizzy's room.

"What the daughter you never see. The daughter that cries at night because she wants her daddy. Or the daughter who wants to know if her daddy even loves her" I say to him and he stops walking towards me.

"She said that" he says sitting on the brand new twin canopy princess bed we just had delivered for her. That go him. Reality slapping him in the face.

"Yeah Logan she did. Don't you see that what you do isn't just affecting us anymore. Lizzy's 3 now, she can tell when something is wrong Logan. This is what we never wanted for her and we put her in this. It's not fair to her Logan or to me" I say looking at him.

"She has all this and she still wants to know if I love her" he says looking at me. It's the first time in nearly two years that I saw my Logan looking back at me.

"All this" I say picking up her doll "Means nothing to a three year old if Daddy's not here to kiss her goodnight" I tell him.

"When did I turn into my Dad Rory" he questions picking up Lizzy's picture frame of the three of us from Honor's baby shower a few months back.

"When you allowed him to control you again. When you started to see Lizzy and I has mistakes. When coming home didn't make you happy anymore" I say starting to cry. I was so strong earlier. Crying is something I didn't want to do.

"When I stopped being the woman that you wanted" I coontinue walking out of the room. I can't look at him.

"Rory" he says grabbing my arm and turning me to him in the living room.

"I love you, I don't know why I'm missing up. I can't lose you" he says and I see the honestly in his eyes. It's the first time that it wasn't him saying I'll do better or I won't do it; It's over. Those are what he usually said. This time it was I can't lose you. I think he finally realized that i've had it.

"I need time Logan. I can't keep this up any more. I want the man I fell in love with on top of the scaffolding" I say point to the blow up picture above the fireplace in the living room that Colin gave us when we got married.

"This man standing in front of me is not my Logan. I want my Logan. Lizzy deserves that guy as her father not this man who looks and treats us like nothing but deductions on a form. I'm going to Mom for a few days. When I get back we'll decide what to do. Right now I have a 3 year old waiting for me to bring her dolly" I say walking past him back to Lizzy's room to pack her.

I walk back out to the living room 20 minutes later to see him sitting on the couch looking so broken, just staring at the LDB picture of us. "I knew then I was falling for you and it scared the crap out of me" he says still staring at it.

"I was just scared of losing my heart" I say walking past him and into our room to get my bag.

"Tell me we can get past this. Tell me that you're coming back" he says, voice breaking as he traps me between him and the door frame.

"I'll be back to talk, but I don't know if we can past this Logan. It's too much. It's not just one time Logan. It's too many" I say trying to move but it doesn't work.

"What do you see when you at me" he say touching my check softly and I close my eyes. I can't even remember the last time he did that. That one intimate gesture means so much.

"Someone who is turning into his worst fear…his father" I say opening my eyes to his completely stunned. He finally lets me pass and I pick up Lizzy's bag and my purse and walk out. Leaving Logan there in the doorway of out bedroom.

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