Chapter 1

"Ok Titans" Robin began, as he called the meeting to order. "I just spoke with S.T.A.R. Labs, and the creature is secured. They're going to begin testing and let us know the minute they turn up anything."

He looked at the group and they all nodded. All except one. Beastboy just stared at his hands that were folded on the table. He hadn't been himself since talking to the girl he thought was Terra and Robin had hoped giving the team a couple of days off after they finally defeated the creature would have given Beastboy time to heal enough to talk about it.

Looking back up at the team, and continued. "Our next order of business," he looked at Beastboy again, "is Terra's apparent return."

The green Titan looked up slowly at the sound of her name and looked around at his teammates. His face was a mask of sadness and hurt.

"It's okay Beastboy" Robin said gently, "tell us what happened, maybe we can help."

"Yes, Beastboy", Starfire added, "we wish to help you and Terra, so please tell us."

Beastboy turned to look at the Tamaranian and gave her a smile. Remembering that she liked and missed Terra almost as much as he did.

"Well," he began slowly, "I'm not really sure that it is her. She… didn't remember anything."

"Didn't remember anything?" Raven asked, curiously.

"Yeah, I spent those two days trying to get her to remember anything, but she couldn't or wouldn't no matter what I said or did. I took her for pizza and got her favorite supreme with extra anchovies, but she said she was allergic, and I even brought her here to show her her old room. I told her how she loved sleeping outdoors under the stars, but she said she hated camping because there's too many bugs."

"She wouldn't remember anything, not what happened, or being a Titan or even… me" he said with a sob.

"Beastboy, tell us exactly what happened, right from the beginning" Robin coaxed.

"Well, the first time I saw her was at the construction site when we started fighting that creature" Beastboy said, "I looked up and there she was, I started to run toward her but the creature had thrown something and I jumped out of the way, she was gone. I thought it just might have been my imagination so I just went back to the fight."

"Afterward, I decided to go check her statue to see if it was really her, and because I haven't visited her since just before we fought Trigon" he said, with a slight blush.

"When I got there her statue was just gone, I was shocked, but I headed out to find her right away." Beastboy continued.

"That's when we found you at the computer right?" Robin asked.

"Yeah, I was using the computer to check the city. When I ran off, the first thing I did was fly around to the places she liked, like the desert, and the amusement park and diner where we spent our date, but she wasn't at any of those places. So then I went back to the construction area and walked around hoping to spot her again. And then I saw her in a schoolyard just standing there. I ran over and called out to her but she just looked at me and then was joined by two other girls. They asked her something and she just shrugged and began walking away, I was just… so happy to see her." He continued.

"I'm sure you were" Robin said said with a slight smile.

"I ran over and started to talked to her but she said I had the wrong girl and that she didn't know me. Then she started to walk away again, but I reach out and grabbed her shoulder to stop her and asked her to go have some pizza but her friends stepped between us. But she agreed to come with me, and that made me even happier, and I dragged her off to the pizza place. But like I said before, she just didn't remember anything no matter what I said. She just said things like 'I'm sure your friend is out there somewhere' and 'I hope you find her'."

"But it sounds like she may have started to recognize you, she did go and talk with you. If that was the case, other things should have started coming back as well." Robin said.

"Slade said that maybe she didn't want to remember me" Beastboy said glumly.

"WHAT!? Slade? He was there?" Robin asked him.

"Well, not when I was with her, but after I left her I went back to the amusement park to be alone and think for awhile, and he showed up. He started taunting me saying things like 'Maybe she didn't want to remember and she doesn't want to see me anymore.' I lost it and attacked him, I accused him of being the cause of all this but he said he had nothing to do with her return." Beastboy said. "Though when I beat him, it turned it out it wasn't him, just one of his robots."

"Still, this means that Slade know she doesn't remember things and that she came back. Yet he died BEFORE Terra sacrificed herself, so he shouldn't have known either of those things, unless when he left the underworld, he tracked her down at some point." Robin said.

"I wonder" Raven spoke up, "if maybe he noticed she wasn't with us when he encountered us during the Trigon incident and wanted to find her afterward. Someone like Slade probably wouldn't just forget about the person that killed him. He probably also has a grudge against you Beastboy."

"Me?" Beastboy asked.

"Yeah" Raven said, "it's because of you and your feelings for her that Terra was able to break Slade's control over her and turn on him. When Slade ordered her to kill you, she couldn't do it and killed Slade instead."

"Well, it definitely looks like Slade is involved in this somehow, and that's not good" Robin said "is there anything else Beastboy?"

"I went back the next day to try again to get her to remember, but she just seemed kinda angry at me" Beastboy replied, "But that might be because I threw mud in her face while we were at the tower."

"You threw mud in her face?" Robin asked.

"Yeah, she didn't remember her powers either so I thought she would remember them and use them but she didn't and it just went in her face." he said, "anyway she still wouldn't remember anything, I told her how happy she was but she just said 'Things were never the way I remembered' and then you called me to come help and I asked her to come with me but she said I was the hero and that things change and the girl I wanted her to be was just a memory. And then she backed away and then was just…gone." he finished, tears forming in his eyes.

"I even tried to give her a T-com, so she could contact me if she wanted, but she didn't want that either" Beastboy added.

"There's something else that points to Slade being involved in this" a new voice said.

"What's that Cyborg?" Robin asked him.

"The battlesuit she was wearing," Cyborg said, "Slade said that it was fused to her central nervous system. It enabled him to control her powers and god knows what else. Terra wouldn't be able to remove something like that by herself."

"Alright, good point Cy," Robin said, "it definitely looks like Slade got to her, either when she revived or shortly after."

"Oh, no" Beastboy cried suddenly, "that means this could be my fault!"

"What do you mean Beastboy?" Raven asked.

"I wasn't there for her when she woke up" he said sadly, "and because I couldn't protect her, Slade was able to get her. She must have been so scared to find herself all alone in that dark cave. "

"Beastboy, you can't blame yourself" Raven said, "between my spells and Cyborg's experiments, we tried everything we could to bring her back. You couldn't have known she would revive while we were away."

Beastboy rose to his feet, "I need to be alone right now" he said, and headed for the door.

"Beastboy, wait" Starfire called after him.

"Let him go Star," Robin said, "he's going to need a lot of time to heal."

"I do not understand" Starfire said, "I thought Terra had the special feelings for Beastboy, why would she not want to see him?"

"She did Star," Robin said patiently "but she probably doesn't remember those feelings because of the amnesia."

"Amnee-zia?" Star asked, "Is that what Terra has?"

"That's what it sounds like" Robin said.

"If that is what she has, then I know how to cure her so she will remember Beastboy again!" Starfire said happily.

"You do?" Robin asked, surprised.

"Yes! I saw on the TV where someone had amnee-zia and was cured by getting hit really hard on the head. Please allow me to go find our friend so I may administer the cure!" Starfire exclaimed.

"Uh, I don't think that would work very well Star." Robin replied.

"But why?" she asked.

"Well, remember when I explained that not everything you see on TV is true?" he asked her.

"Yes"

"That's one of those things" Robin said.

"Oh." Starfire said sadly.

"Besides" Raven spoke up, "I think it would be best if I was the one to go and check if this girl is really Terra or not and whether she really doesn't remember anything."

"No argument there Raven. But are you sure? I remember she wasn't your favorite person." Robin said.

"Yes, but I don't hate her and I forgave her too along with the rest of you" Raven said "plus I want to try to fix this because I may be at least partially to blame."

"What do you mean Raven?" Robin asked her.

"Well, it goes back to Trigon again," Raven explained "remember how everyone was turned to stone when Trigon destroyed the world? Well, after we defeated him I cast that spell to reverse the damage and turned everyone back. I think that included Terra."

"That.. makes a lot of sense" Robin agreed.

"And I guess if Slade is involved, I'm partially to blame for that as well. Trigon was the one that brought him back." Raven added.

"Alright, here's the plan then," Robin addressed the group, "Raven you go find Terra and try to bring her back. Cyborg, you and I will go down to the memorial and check for any clues as to what might have happened."

"Sounds good to me Robin" said Cyborg.

"Star, will you stay here and take care of Beastboy?" Robin asked.

"Of course" she said happily.

"Great" Robin said smiling at her. "OK Titans, lets move out!"

And the meeting was adjourned.