= Sesshoumaru thinking
* Sesshoumaru's beast talking
- Kagome thinking
+ Inuyasha thinking
the actual lemon will be written from normal view if there is one, and there will aslo be talking in here too.
Chapter 1
Someone to touch
= The thought of her touch I can not decribe every waking moment every night I wanted her touch but I know I can not have her she belongs to him but he dose not want her I can see that ever since I statred to travil with the groupe. Of corse there were probelms but she sat in untill he understood, to this day that has made me smirk in her direction, to think she has that power over him it is laughable. When she touch me the first time it felt like silk on my body, the fire in the pits of my stomic and that set my blood a fire for her I wanted more needed more...no I need her.
= I remeber the touch like it was yesterday.
++ Flach back ++
" Oh my," he heard a voice say. He had his eyes close for the pain, so he opened them to see who was here in his cave, and there she was standing not to far from me. I glard at her and hissed through my fangs.
" What are you doing here girl ? " He asked in a cold but painful voice.
" I came to help you." Kaigome replied. " So can I ? "
It only took a moment but the look in her eyes tells she was telling the truth, so he gave a grunt and a nod. Kagome took that as a yes and walked to him in the cave. With the nod of his head she set to work cleaning his wounds, starting with the ones on his legs and arms seen as the cloth was already removed from there. She gently so not th cause more pain, cleaned out eatch cut with worm water and bandaged them tying them tying so they will stay on, he had a long gash on his left leg going from his knee to his thigh, it needed to be stitched, if he were a human, but just tyed it a little tighter. He also had several cuts on his face but they looked to be healing well, his demon blood already healing the smaller cuts. After she finished that she moved to the chest and back.
" I'm going to need to take off your shirt so I can clean those wounds okay? I'll help you sit up."
She gently put her arms around his shoulders and lifted, surprised that he didn't complain but went along right away. When he was sitting she slowly peeled the cloth away from his skin, she had to be careful not to reopen any cuts that have healed part way. He had lost a lot of blood already. Kagome was shocked to see the wound on his chest, if he were human he would have been dead. It ran from his right shoulder to his left hip and it was deep, she could see some bone in places. She had to fight the gorge from coming up.
When she got herself under control, she cleaned it, then she had to find a way to pull the peices together and keep them there, she searched through her bag and found a rool of medical tape. She placed a strip every inch or so the wrapped some gauze around that. When she was done, she gave him a quick sponge bath to remove all the blood and dirt, then moved him to her sleeping bag to rest.
++ Enf of flashback ++
= When I woke she gave me a smile and I glared at her, even after them she still just smiled. My Inu my beast was awakening to something that I have not felt in a long time I want to forget that feeling I did forget until now, until her. How was it that this human women awoke the beast, only soul mates can, dose that mean that she was to bee my sould mate, to live forever as one. I did not know but I was not going to find out, she belonged to him not me so I will not acted apond my beast interest.
- I know he watches me I can feel his eyes on my body, and I shiver with a passion that I have no control over. At first i was scard because he always stare with cold and non-existant emotions that had everyone scard all but me. I was in love with his brother no half-brother but he could notlet go of Kikyo, he always saw her in me and I had to let that love that I had for him go.
- It took a while but I did it, and now I have falen once again but not with Inuyasha no it was the Lord of the west that hold my love now. But I know it could never be he hates humans. So I kepted to my promise for Inuyasha sake, only one person knows my real feelings and she will never tell any one, she know that I cry at night for him at the baths that we have together, she is my rock to hold on to because she even knows how the Lord is to all humans....all but one.
= Why is she looking this way to my person, for I know she belongs to him. But she looks to my person and my body turns to fire, why my body is acting out to this invation of my person, I need control I will not act out on this she is his not mine, but why she looks to my person if she belongs to him, that I wonder often it all started after she touch my person that I know of.
- He will never know how I feel he thinks that I love Inuyasha but it is him that I love, but he wiil never see past my human body...but why dose he keep Rin then, maybe he loves her, maybe he waits for her to become a woman so he can clam her as his own. That is it I think I know why now he never looks to me, he thinks that I love Inuyasha and so he waits for Rin the only human in his heart.
- So with a hevy heart I turn to Sango my friend my sister that I never have and asked her to bath with me, she knows I need to talk to her so she agreed. As soon as we are alone I tell her what I been thinking.
++ At the spring ++
" Sango, do you think that Sesshoumaru is waiting for Rin to be a woman? I think so for him to take her as a mate." Sango was supried by my qestion.
" Why do you think that Kagome? I thought you love him."
" I do it is just he never looks at me they way I do him and when I touched his body...."
" Yes I know, you feel a conetion to him, I would think that you are right on that Kagome since he thinks you love Inuyasha he will look else were and Rin might be his mate in time." Sango said with sadness in her voice because she knows how much I love him. " Why not tell him that you love him?"
" I can't do that Sango, he dose not like me in any way because i am human and he thinks th--"
" Kagome," Sango interupted " if he dose not like humans why do you think he will take Rin as his mate?"
Taken back by the blunt question I answered. " I don't know he has changed Sango, I can see it, it is in his eyes."
" Then you have no worrys of not looking at you...you are beautyful Kagome in your own right, do not let Inuyasha or anyone tell you different, you are not Kikyo."
" Thanks Sango, so what do I do I can't tell him that I love him it would not be right to step in Rin way of love...I guess I have no chose in the matter I will not act on my fealings for him even though it is taring my heart apart, I .over. this."
- I stated to cry on her bare should crying out for the one that will never love me, though this time it hurts too much.
Unknown to them a pair of ears was lisening on the conversation and his ears gave a small twich, sitting back on his legs, the conversation going through his head again.
+ I thought Kagome loved me, no I know she loves me it is all that basterds falt he put something on Kagome to make her fall in love with him, she is mine, my Kikyo. No I know she is not Kikyo but they share the same soul so she is Kikyo, so I have too kill the basterd that did this to her to reales her fron control. Feh Sango is wrong about two things one he has no heart for humans two Kagome is not beautyful, Kikyo is better. Kagome is only a shard detector once i git that jewel I can wish Kikyo back from the dead. That may kill Kagome but for the one I love I will do any thing.
- As Sango and I git ready to leave we feel that some one is coming near the camp, we stat to run and see who is coming. I can't belive this Kikyo in my camp what dose she want..no I know want she wants.
" Kikyo what are you doiing here? " I just had to ask that question how stupid can I git and in front of Sesshoumaru too, dam now he will think the worsed of me if he has not already.
" I came to look for Inuyahsa, were is he? "
" How would I know I thought he was with yo- "
" KIKYO, " I hear Inuyasha in the back the I see Kikyo leaving and going to the voice of Inuyasha, thwe with out a notice when she past me i feel a sharp objet in my stomicand hear her wisper in to my ear were even Sesshoumaru can't hear.
"Die and give me my soul not even that yokia over ther will know what will happen to you I have conceled you send of blood no one will no uintil it is to late and you can't say a word, you will die slowly."
- And the she was gone I look down and see the blood, then I look back up and notice everyone, and everything was back to normal. Did they not see the blood, smell it, hear my voice. But why should I say any thing let me die and be happy some place else maybe I can find love there. As I start to fall on to my knees and beg god to take me away from this pain, I can no longer hold my eyes open, as my eyes slid close posibly for the last time I see Sango's worried face, Shippo's teirs, Miroku's sad face, and Seshoumaru's face sill as ever but I see the consern in his eyes. And I hear there voice calling out to me.
" KAGOME. "
" KAGOME."
" KAGOME."
" MIKO."
- Funny he never says my name, I just wish that I can hear my name from his lips just once.
" What is happing to her? " Sango said with a sob.
* MUST..SAVE..MATE.
= She is not our mate.
* Mate ours she is. Ggggggggggggggrrrrrr MINE.
= Can this be true she is our soul mate my true love to me and my inu.
* Yes ours she is we will save what is ours with our blood.
= Our blood, no that can not be only my soul mate can I share my blood with.
* Mate Ours now we take care of our soul mate share our blood to mate SAVE HER.
- I see Sesshoumaru kneeling down to me, what is he doing. Gasps he cutting is arm why all now all I see now is white, I feel some thing going down my mouth and into the pits of my stomic, it feels like fire, burning but calm. My eyes close to savor the flaver of the fire what is it i can not tale, I feel m y lips around something that is produsing the fire I want more, need more, I am braking something but what.
= When her lips were on my person my eyes turned to red but I still had control of my inu what dose this mean? And she is also keeping my blood that I give her.
* Mate. Our mate. Take now our mate.
" Yes, she is ours."
" Lord Sessoumaru what do you mean yours?" The monk said but with a smirk on his face.
" She Is Our Mate Our soul Mate Monk," Sesshoumaru said in beastly voice.
-* The silence tells us every thing that we want to know about how the feel for the miko..no Kagome our mate, we are one at last now I know want father meant. Now to protect want is OURS.
" I see how this is for you humans," Sesshoumaru said with a growl. " But Kagome is mine sh-"
" I am sorry lord Sesshoumaru she not," the monk that blasted monk I should kill him for saying such works to my person. But I can not he is her friend so I should worn him.
" Monk you walk on thin lines with me do not cross on what you do not know, she is not regecting us, she is MINE."
As the last word came out a pink and blue light had flased out into the open area where did the light come from ev ery one that was there looked to Kagome she has changed but not much, her hair was longer, here eyes the same blue but darker, and here finger had claws, her ears were pointy, a tail cam out from behind her and down to the ground black as well, ans strips on her cheeks and wrisk.
When every thing was done kagome was a demoness a beautyful one at that but what kind was she. Then she looked up to Sesshoumaru and past his shoulder, and sees Kikyo and Inuyasha looking with hatred in there eyes. Sesshoumaru sees were she is looking but he knew who was be hind him, he sees her give him a nod and I start to pull my sword out and turn to strike him down, but hanyo moved.
" What the fuck Sesshoumaru? " Every one was shicked into silence, Kagome touched Sesshoumarus arm, and gave him back what he lost in that moment and spoke softly to him so no one will hear but him.
"Not here, not now. "
-* Our mate is touching us she fells good on us, look she gives us back our arm now we take her, no we can't not yetafter we destroy Naraku. We love our mates touch see how she calms us to think right. She is right now is not the time to punish him, we need our mates touch. So we will hug our mate close to us yes that is it she touch is sothing us.
" Mine"
" Yours"
-* And that is the beging for the courtship between us and the miko demoness although she fanted after, but who can blame her she used alot of eneregy today let her rest then i would wnat to touch her more and some were more private.
