This is mt fanfic! i know i already posted the first chapter of this somewhere but i accidentally deleted it. So I am just starting over.

I sighed. My thoughts were on him, as usual. The ever present pain burned in my heart but I pushed it aside. I was used to it.

"Come on Bella," Bree urged me." Stop moping, it's time to go.

I groaned. We were moving. To Forks, of all places. My family thought that if I returned to where I met him, I would find closure and forget about him. But, how can one move on from the love of their life, their bright spot in a world of unhappiness? I would always love him, even if he didn't love me back. How pathetic. I had a new family, or, coven to be exact. Victoria had found me and turned me into a vampire, despite the wolves protection. Jacob protected me from the pack and stayed with me when I had to leave. I knew he loved me, and that it was wrong to live with him when I didn't share his feelings, but I was lonely and I couldn't have survived without him. The first in my group. Then I picked up Bree somewhere in the woods close to Seattle. This was in the beginning, when I had barely any control. I had been hunting a dear when suddenly she came out of nowhere, dripping blood and asking me for help. It had been awhile since I had fed and I was caught up in the hunt. My greatest regret. After she changed I had to help her best I could, even though I wasn't much better. After 20 years or so when she finally had her thirst under control, we talked. She doesn't hold it against me. In the beginning she did, but now she understands the burning flames in your throat, that awful temptation to kill. She was my one and only slip up. While I taught her to not kill, I practiced it myself. Of course, we were vegetarians. Then , 8 years later, we had found Garrett in Alaska while visiting the Denali coven. I had become friends with them when I went looking for them. Ed- he told me about them once. I wanted to know everything about being a vampire. When I turned Bree I introduced her to Tanya's family. There she met Garrett, a nomad, and they fell in love. Jacob did not like all the vampires, but he put up with them to make me happy.

I threw on some clothes and ran downstairs. We didn't bother moving all of our things since we could just buy our things again. I slipped into the driver's seat and stared the car. The others came out and we drove to the airport. We boarded our plane and soon arrived in Forks, Washington.

The weather was the same it had been 50 years ago, rainy and cold. How predictable. We hopped into my Volvo (Jacob hated my car with a passion, mostly because it reminded me of the "leech") and left for our house that Bree had bought us. It was beautiful. Pure white, three stories high, a balcony on the roof, and just touching the woods for when we hunt.

"It's perfect," I smiled at Bree. She grinned back. We walked into he house, taking in or surroundings with Bree just glowing with pride at picking a house we all liked. Once, Garrett picked a hose for us when w lived in Michigan. It was a total man cave. Let's just say that thanks to Bree and I, nobody will ever want to live 10 miles of that place.

"Garrett and I are going to go shopping for furniture," Bree told us. Behind her, Garrett made a tortured face. I bit my lip to hide a giggle.

"I saw that," Bree said sternly without turning around. Jacob and I burst out laughing at Garrett's stunned face.

"Bree, pick me up something for school, please," I asked her. Since we had ditched all of our things in our old house she would need to buy me some more clothes.

"Okay," she said, dragging her miserable boyfriend behind her. With one last little smile I started climbing to the roof. when I reached the top I sat perched on the balcony. Soon I heard Jacob climbing the stairs. He shuffled to where I sat and climbed up next to me.

He nudged me. "You okay?" he asked.

"I'm fine," I reassured him." Just, remembering."

"Seems like just yesterday I spilled the beans about vampires. Sam really shoved his foot up my ass when i turned werewolf. I can't even remember what possessed me to tell you."

If I could of blushed I would have." I might've flirted with you a little," I admitted to him embarrassed.

"So that's why!" Jake exclaimed. "I always thought that back then I was really big-mouthed but now i realize that you tricked me." He poked me. "You little tease."

He put his arm around my shoulder and we sat like that for hours. Jake never tried to get handsy though. He had had 50 long years to except that I wasn't in love with him. I know he still loves me, but he cares about me enough to hide his bitter resentment. I was pulled from my thoughts when I heard a loud snore from my right. I realized it was morning. "Jake, wake up," I shook him a little. "Jake!" I shouted. He still slept. With a smirk, I slowly lifted his arm off my shoulders and pushed him off the hit ground with a thud.
His eyes popped open and he looked up at me shocked. I laughed. He was about to yell something up at me but Bree's Cadillac pulled into the driveway. I ran down to meet them. Bree handed me my clothes and I thanked her. I ran up to my room and changed. I left my room to see Jake eating a bowl of frosted flakes. "I will get you back for that." I laughed. Bree honked her horn outside. "Jake hurry up!" He glared at me and threw his bowl in the sink. "Let's go."

We walked out and got into the car. The ride to Forks High School mostly consisted of complaints about the rain. We walked into the building with the front desk. It looked the same it always had, even the same potted plant in the same corner of the room with the same plastic leaves.

"Marie Tanner," I told the desk lady. We had decided that it would be best if Jacob and I changed our names, just to play it safe.

She handed us our schedules. "Marie Tanner and Bree Tanner, Garret Smith, and Taylor Pattinson(He He He He, Taylor),here are your schedules." We started comparing our day. I had 1st hour with Jake, 5th hour with Bree and that was it except for lunch. We headed off for our classes. MY first class was calculus. Uhhhh. I still hated it.I swear, even though I know vampires can't get headaches, that teacher gave me one. I said bye to Jacob and headed to my doom; biology. The place where we met. I took a deep breath and entered the classroom. All the kids started whispering and my hypersensitive ears took in all the comments about how hot I was(the boys) and how I was probably a slut(the girls). I took a seat in the back. , the biology teacher, started taking attendance. He read the names off the list and was responded with a "Here." But when he read off the 5th name on the list, my breathing stopped.

"Edward Cullen." The door opened. The person took a seat next to mine.

"Here."

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