Hi this just a little drabble
What is this I feel….
I can't believe I've been thinking about her lately. She's not normal. She loves skulls of all things, she's even more violent than I am and that's saying something, she's stubborn and a hardhead. Her aunt is a psycho and has mental issues, her father is giant weirdo ugh not even her family is normal. Oh I forgot she's horror freak fanatic, a hikikomori, an antisocial lunatic and a crazy psycho. Plus she so scary
Yet I can't stop thinking about her and how I'm starting to feel.
She's not so bad when you think about it. She's an amazing cook, she's great at sports, a kick-ass fighter, smart except when it comes to math, and she's pretty cute sometimes.
What is this I feel?
I've asked Takenaga and he says I've might have fallen in love with her, but that's impossible. How can you love someone you can't stand? I can't spend 5 seconds with her without fighting. I sorta hate this. I think too much and that stresses me out to the max. Whenever I see a guy that likes her I get all distant. Is that my way of getting jealous? I keep telling myself that what I like about her is the food she makes but that's a lie.
Noi keeps saying that we are meant for each other. Well she's crazy and she doesn't know one damn thing. I wish I can get of all this out of my brain for at least some minutes. I wonder what would happen if I were really in love with her.
Every time I think about that I see us in an apartment for some reason. We live together, I work at someplace where I don't get molested, and she stays at home and cleans and cooks fried shrimp. Late at night we see the old Freddy series. Wait a second was I just thinking of being a couple with that weirdo, its official I've gone crazy.
I need food
I go downstairs to see Takenaga with Noi studying, Ranmaru is talking on the phone with his princess girlfriend, Yuki is playing with a puppy he found at the park, and there she is in the kitchen cooking my favorite fried shrimp. I walk in closer and hug her from behind I hear a shriek and she hit me in the kidney. When she turned to see she started to nosebleed.
"CREATURE OF LIGHT THIS IS YOUR ENTIRE FAULT! YOU SELFISH CREATURE, YOU DID THAT ON PURPOSE DIDN'T YOU!" She said while covering her nose and ignoring me.
Why is it that I can't hate her?
"When is the food going to be ready? I'M STARVING! HURRY UP YOU'RE KILLING ME! I said just to hide what I'm truly thinking.
"Five minutes, now can you leave me alone?" she said cruelly.
Her cruelty
Her stubbornness
Her nosebleeds
Her obsessions
Her irrational thoughts
Her love towards mannequins (medical) and skeletons.
Her talents
I love and hate all of that.
I can't believe I'm saying this, but I'm in love.
I love Sunako Nakahara, my favorite psycho.
