Right, I don't normally write for Primeval, but I couldn't help myself this time. I'm sorry about any mistakes, I don't have a laptop at the moment and my pad (which I'm using) is pretty useless at checking for mistakes and typing. So yeah, I apologise in advance. Also, I apologise for it not being very good, like I said, I don't normally write for Primeval.

Enjoy!


If you could see me now, would you recognise me? Would you pat me on the back or would you criticise me?

I am trying, Cutter, I'm trying my hardest. I promised I wouldn't let you down, but it seems like I'm doing just that. Helen's back again, but I guess you knew that would happen and I guess deep down, I knew it was far from over. The worst thing, though, was that she didn't seem to hold any regret about killing you! How can she live with what she did?

I wonder what you would say if you could see me now, professor. If I were you, I probably wouldn't be impressed. I feel like a let down. I feel like, if you were here now, you wouldn't be able to recognise me and as of yet, I don't know whether it's in a good way. I wonder if you would criticise me for the way we're doing things. I wonder if you can see me now - in a way, I hope you can't. But if you can, then I will promise you something. I promise that we will get Helen and stop her. We will stop her in your name and I also promise that I will carry on your work, because I feel we were so close to finding something. If only you'd told us more about what you were doing.

Anyway, if you can see me now, Cutter, I promise to make you proud, no matter how long it takes. I give you my word.

-fin-