Prologue
Does it really matter how things began? Isn't love enough? If I told her how it all began would she ever speak to me again? Would she ever believe a word I said? Would she still love me? Would I still be her lion and she my lamb?
There's only one thing I hate more than this fucking place, and that's these fucking people. All of them scurrying around like insects as my mighty boots take turns stomping carefully trying effortlessly to spare their existence.
"Edward, please stop." Alice requested. I had probably caused some chaotic future vision for my precognative roomate, but fuck her. She's happy and I'm not. I'm starting to hate my family along with these mortals, which I don't want to do.
Oh shit she smells so good. Goddamn it. Are you fucking kidding me Jasper? This isn't your first fucking rodeo. Man, I knew he could feel the rage coming out of me before I read his thoughts.
Sorry. He apologized making the fury even more present. It wasn't enough that I had to keep the humans thoughts on tap at all times, but I had to keep a short leash on this vampire with emotional problems.
No I needed something new. I need to go back to Denali and get some more action from Tanya but there's no way I can do that without causing Carlisle pain. He doesn't even realize how much he puts me staying here as his responsibility and I wouldn't do that to him. I could always just have an Emmett style accident. All of the blame would go to me, but knowing everyone they would flee with me. It would be the smartest choice. No I would have to stay here in this sad existence, watching everyone else having the time of their lives. It's bullshit.
"Yeah, Chief Swan's daughter… I hear she's hot." I heard the Drones buzzing off by their lockers. I'm totally going to get this one. Tyler thought to himself. The kid didn't have a chance. Everyone knows the new girls go for the Newton kid. The pricks got the biggest stash in town, excluding our of course. No one really compared to the Cullens.
This new girl is supposed to be hot. Well this should be interesting. I don't really care to look at these little girls, but this might be interesting. At that moment it all hit me. I was taken aback by the plan that would change my life forever.
What if I acted like her blood was too much for me? That would be great. That would definitely get me a trip to Denali. It would take care of the whole Carlisle thing too, because it would be something that he couldn't control. This is great! This will make my life a little less boring. They will want to know what she's thinking at all times though.
Oh my god. That is delicious. I will act like I can't hear her! Ha! That's perfect. All I have to do is play dumb and hope we have a class together. Man this is going to be awesome.
Alice looks over towards me with that look that I have seen a million times. She shakes her head at me after I watch the visions of the future.
"Come on Alice. At least no one dies."
