Hey! This is my first one-shot and I hope it's not too awful. It's based on Clare's POV from Jesus etc. 2. By the way loved the episode. I feel like Eli is becoming a little creepy though. I LOVE IT.;) Yes I know, I am a weird one. Anyways read and review on what you think. Read ahead my lovely readers.:)

Disclaimer: I do not own Degrassi.


Black Butterfly

I don't know what happened.

First Fitz comes knocking at my door and I find out his step-brother is abusing him. Even though what Fitz did in the past was wrong, I still wanted to help him. I didn't want to see him hurt. Maybe deep down, apart of me cares about Fitz. He seems really sweet.

But when he kept talking about a special bond that we had, I was starting to realize what people were trying to warn me about him. Fitz was using God to get to me. I wasn't going to have any of that. I confronted him about it, but he told me it wasn't true.

When he told me he had real feelings for me, I was speechless. I didn't know how I was to respond to that, or how I wanted to. But I don't share the same feelings.

I love Eli.

Eli loves me.

Fitz didn't, nor wanted to understand that.

Then Eli showed up. Finding out Fitz was at my house.

With me.

Alone.

The anger in his face was indescribable. The murderous glare he gave Fitz and the accusing eyes he slashed towards me, made me want to crawl under a rock. I tried to explained that Fitz was getting abused at home but he wouldn't believe me. Thinking that it was all lies.

I was getting angry. He wouldn't overlook his hate for Fitz for one second to understand what was going on with him. When I slipped out him being a heartless monster, his eyes turned soft and sad. His face turned broken. He just looked at me with a raw and painful expression. I felt my heart crack into a million of pieces by just looking at his face.

After he left, I felt the urge to ran after him. To bring him into my arms.

I couldn't. So I stayed.

I asked Fitz to call Father Greg to pick him up. Once he did, I noticed a black hearse was still parked in front of my house. I walked over and slid into the passengers seat.

He was crying.

He told me he didn't want to lose me.

I felt guilty.

But a small part inside of me wanted to run away.

He wasn't going to lose me though.

I loved him too much.

The next day I expected things to be back to normal. We would go over our editing for each others stories, have coffee at the dot, and hangout at my house later.

His face was gleaming when he approached me.

I couldn't help but smile of the fact that the drama between Fitz was over.

Again he changed the ending to his horror story.

It was probably the 30th time he changed it.

I guessed that the hero Malcolm ended up killing Stalker Angel, to save his love Rachel.

But instead Malcolm ended up killing Rachel.

It was disturbing having Eli explain that Malcolm cut his girlfriends throat and drank her blood so they can become one forever.

I always knew Eli was a little dark, but not this…morbid.

Although the ending of the story was not the reason why an ice cold chill ran down my spine, but what the story was initially about.

"It's all about YOU Clare."

All rational thoughts left my mind once he said that. He scared me. I didn't want to lose him but I couldn't help but wonder what's really going on in his mind.

When he chanted his love for me in the hall and wrapped his arm around me, I smiled up at him but I still felt cold on the inside. I felt I was in the arms of a stranger. I felt Eli wanted us to be as one forever.

I felt like Rachel.