Shining star Family reunion—the one
(AN: this is my first fanfic. so please say if you like it?? )
Disclaimer:
stephenie: I own twilight
me: yeah right and Edward is a vampire....
stephenie; ha!
me: wait, i didn't mean it... wait...........
Our numbered time;
Our days are numbered,
So the last day should be honored.
Because it's the last day you will be free,
And the last day you can act crazy.
But remember that sorrow, pity and sad are using our numbered time,
That's why angry, ashamed and mad will never be mine.
by me, (please say if you like it??)
Chapter 1 – when?what?where?why?how?
(BPOV)
1882
"Jasper, I am going to miss you so much" I said while more tears come down my cheek. He was going and I couldn't stop him. It fells like yesterday, when he said he was joining the army, but that was a month ago.
Jasper is only 17 but lied about this age and our parents don't even know he signed up. I wanted to tell them, but Jasper made me promise and said that if I would tell, he would just go earlier. So I kept my mouth shut.
I'm going to miss him so much, we were always so close. He always protected and defended me, when boys were… boys. He even learned me how to fight and now I even win from him. He was, is and will always be my rock, my brother and my best friend.
Our parents are all about the social life, how we look in the public and they are looking for a rich and wealthy boy for me to get engaged with. I know it's weird that I'm 16 and still not engaged, but I am so glad for that. I wanted to travel the world and become doctor or something other to safe people and I love to write. And thankfully Jasper always backed me up with the engagement thingy, safe me from it. But what will I do when he is gone?
"Jasper promise me to come back". I needed to know, to have something to look forward to.
"I promise, as soon as possible. I'm going to miss you so much". He said while I saw some tears.
I just remembered that I wanted to give him something, so he will remember me. My bracelet! That's it! I found it when I was a little girl and never took it of after I found it, it also gives luck. "Wait jasper, here, my lucky-bracelet so you will remember me"-I took it for the first time ever of and gave it to him, his eyes were all red and I know he just tries to look oke for me-"And these letters, so when you miss me, you can read it". I said while I gave him my 14 letters with all different dates on it and hugged him tight. In the letters there where different stories I wrote and some say how much I missed him, so it looked like I sent them the day before.
"Bella, this is for you, to remember me and to keep the boys away" he said while giving me a engagement ring. I looked at it questionly "so they think you're taken, then they won't ask". He looked proud that it was his idea. I looked at the ring, it's elegant, classic and simple but beautiful with a lovely diamond and inside was something engraved: Jasper+Bella Forever.
"It's beautiful" I said and I cried some more.
I do understand why he is going; if I was a boy, I would already be gone. Jasper only stay here for me, but it's what makes him happy, so I need to let him go. Every day he has doubts about leaving me here, but I just talked him out of it. It's selfish to let him here.
I give him a quick kiss on the lips, the cheeks and hugged him tightly. From the outside it looked like we were a couple, but we know better; we're just really, really close. The last month it became worse, know that it's our last month together for a while. We just couldn't let go, like we know that something life-changing was going to happen. Jasper and I were the same from the inside but from the outside… he haves blond hair and bleu eyes and I have normal brown hair and eyes, completely different.
"Jasper, Bella inside NOW!!"I heard mom scream.
"Go now" I said while I cried. I hugged him for the last time and he jumped on the horse.
"Bella….." he said, with a look that I knew pretty well; he was starting having doubts.
"No go, I'll be fine". I said while I saw my mother walking to us, with a furious look in her eyes.
"Bella-"
I quickly interrupted him "GO,NOW" and he left, I saw a pained look in his eyes. That was the last thing that I saw of japer, and it would haunt me forever. I promised myself that the next time I see Jasper, he will be smilling.
"Bella, WHERE IS HE GOING?". She asked while I was still crying. I knew I couldn't say anything, not now but maybe tomorrow or the day after because I knew that if I told her now, she would pick him up as soon as possible. I wanted t o say; I don't know, but all I got out was "I…I-I-I don-don't" and then more tears came.
After a while I finally got one word out of my mouth;
"Gone…"
Days, weeks, months went by and yesterday I turned 17. I now become worried, Jasper always send me letters every month, but 2 months already past by. I always wear the ring, on my finger or as a necklace, I never take it of.
When I was done crying, I finally told them about jasper, that was 2 weeks later. I wish he was here, and i'm ashamed of it. it's selfish.
I was sitting in a tree, when 2 men came to or house. I sneaked around to listen to what they had to say.
"-orry but your son has been missing for 2 moths, we came to the conclusion that he died".
They said more, but I didn't listen anymore. With that last word, my world crashed down. He promised to come back. He promised!
I ran up to my room and closed the door, jumped on my bed and cried, all night. After a while, no tears came anymore, I had no more tears.
That night I decided that I am going to run away. I can't stay here anymore, I want to be free. Do all the things I ever wanted to do; when I saved up enough money, I will travel the world and learn to be a doctor, to make Jasper proud.
I grabbed a bag, putted a blanket in it, some clothes, all my money , Japers old letters, I rolled a painting of japer and me up and the ring I still have on. I wrote a note for my parents. I looked for the last time to the house, what I use to call home but when jasper went away it just became a house. A house where I lived, slept, ate and waited for my brother who never came back, who I will never see again. And I left with my horse.
I went to Washington, guessing that there are there more jobs. The first day I arrived, I found a job as the nanny of a rich family. They had two kids: Elizabeth, she was 7 years old, had red hair, bleu eyes and is stubborn and Derrick, he was 8 years old, black hair, green eyes and is worse. They reminded me of Jasper and me. So much alike from the inside, but from the outside no one would guess that they are family.
After a week, we were walking in the woods, when I heard a strange sound.
"Elizabeth, Derrick come here, something is wrong". They walked to me, and we start walking to the end of the woods, but we were still to far away when someone jumped in front of us. He was beautiful. He smiled while saying: "hmm you brought 2 deserts for me". I put Elizabeth and Derrick behind me, and showed no fear; I couldn't care less about me. I had no fear, only anger.
Anger for what he wanted to do to them, they had a hole life in front of them and he just to want to destroy it. I will NOT let it happened to them; I will not let it happened to them, what happened to me and Jasper.
"Run to the house, NOW" I said, while I was going to distract him. They left, they ran away to the outside of the woods, while derrick protected his sister. It was now only him, and me.
I looked in his eyes, with still no fear. "LEAVE THEM ALONE!!!!!!!". I screamed angrily at him, and I ran to him, trying to fight him. When I punched him, my hand hurts be he just stood there, smiling at me. And at that moment, I knew I was going to lose the fight. He was now trying to hit me, thankfully he missed them all. But I still knew I was going to lose; he was stronger, faster and it looks like he isn't tired at all. And then he caught me, he came closer and bite me?! First I looked at him confused and then it hit me; Vampire.
But why don't he drank all my blood, but just only bit me?
Then a pain came, that came strait out of hell, I thought. I just let all the pain come over me, waiting until it was finished. Months, years, ages I don't know how long I was out, but for me it looked ages. And then it stopped, just like that.
I looked around in the room I was in. a normal bedroom it looked; white walls, a bed what was the same material as the desk, the closet and the door and a small window. When I looked better around, I nothest that everything is very clear, I can see everything! The small cracks in the wall and even the dust. Then I heard a horse, I jumped up without even thinking about it and SO fast, it scared the hell out of me but then I heard the horse again while looking around; nothing. I went to the window and looked around, then I saw it; the horse was on the mountain on the other side of town! My hearing and eyesight is much, much better, I can even smell the woods.
In the reflection of the window I saw someone, with brown hair, flowing in waves like the ocean, and the right curves on the right places, never to little or to much and then her skin; it was pale white and scary but still beautiful. Beautifull that was one word to describe her until I noted the eyes; blood red. I picked my hand up to touch the glass, and she did the same. And than it hit me; it was me! ME! That scary, beautiful, dangerous woman was me!
What happened, that woman is me, but she's perfect and she doesn't even look like me… the old me. Perfect cheek-bones and blood-red eyes, that's not me, that's not even human. Ok keep it together. What was the last thing I remember from… before?
It's all so fuzzy, like you're looking true glasses but you don't need them. Ok what was it? What was it? What was it? Woods! And two kids, and, and, and… I gasped a vampire but that's impossible, does that mean that I am one to? It does explain a lot like the burn in my throat or the red eyes but I won't, I can't and I will not kill people! They have a live and people who they love. So I need to find a alternative.
At that moment someone walked in, it was the guy who did this to me.
"Finally you're awake, it normally takes 3 days. Not a month. Well, let me explain-"
"I'm a vampire because you bite me asshole" I said while looking furious at him.
"Well yeah but-" again I interrupted him.
"and you destroyed my life you son of a aaah!". I am even to mad to finish that sentence.
"I am leaving, jerk. Wait… tell me why you've changed me? and what I need to know; what I can and can't do… ".
"first of all. You will not leave. Second, in the woods, you were very strong, you would be a perfect mate. And third you don't need to know, because you're not leaving". He said smiling, what just pisses me off more.
I grabbed his hear hard, so he almost fell but didn't. "I'm leaving tell me what I need to know, NOW!".
"I changed you, ungrateful bitch!! You will stay with me!!" he said at the same tone I just use.
"okay, okay but you will be sorry". I pulled harder
"you're superfast, strong, beautiful, you can't go into the sunlight when humans are around you because you sparkle, no humans must ever find out, in Italy there is the royal family for us vampires; the Volturi, some vampires have special abilities and there is a library in new York, only for vampires there you can find the other things and some vampires have gifts-"
"what do you mean with gifts?"
"some…vampires can do things like fly, read minds or control an element like, I can fly" he said proudly.
"goodbye" with that I left and went to my old house where I lived to pick up my stuff.
I lived with the family so I could watch better over the kids. When I came to the house, my throat begins to burn, but I can ignore it, it wasn't that bad. I went thru the window and got my bag and put all my stuff in it, déjà-vu.
After that I need to find an alternative for the thirst problem. I know one thing, I'm not going to kill someone, ever. I need blood to survive, so what also haves blood…. Animals! Of course. When I was human I also eat meat so, I don't do anything worse or so. With that in my thoughts I went to the woods to kill and drink my first meal. I killed it first and then drank them. So they don't suffer and my 2 pair of clothes don't get dirty. It worked perfectly, the burn in my throat was completely gone.
But now I have to decide what to do next…wait didn't he said that there was a library in new York? I can check it out, find more about us and stuff. And something about voltiri or something like that. And I will still follow my dreams, even if that lo-life just ruined me.
I made a list in my head, with what I wanted to do;
1. Find library and learn as much as possible
2. Visit voltiri, no wait… voltari…volturi yes, volturi
3. Travel world and meet other vampires
4. Save people by becoming doctor
5. Write a lot of books
6. Life my live/existents or what ever
Note to myself; stop talking to myself!!!!
And with that I left, Washington and went to new York.
1884
When I came in new York, I went to look for the library. But where is it? Damn, I forgot to ask him! Think, Isabella Marie swan Withlock. Think, think, think……
Wait… a vampire library? Where there were a lot of other vampires, who smell like (drum roll please…) VAMPIRES!!!
If I can smell the vampires, I maybe can follow that smell!!!
OMG!!! I AM A GENIUS!!!!
After a day of walking and smelling, I finally found the library. It was HUGE. No words can describe how it was, 3 stories high, with only books. If I wasn't a vampire, I would think I was in my own, personally heaven. It was al classic red, the walls, the floors, the bookcases even the art was al red.
I stayed in the library for 3 months, only coming out, when I needed to hunt or wanted to walk a little. During one of my walks, I found out my power, though the books say I can't have exactly the same power, I have. When I was walking, I saw a bird and I wanted to fly also, really, really, really bad. And just like that, it happened; I could fly just like the guy who changed me-maybe, I should have asked his name- it's weird but I will find the answer later.
I read every book there was in the library. There was another weird part, the book said that I should be "blood-thirsty" but I wasn't, not really. Even when I'm a vampire, I'm weird and a freak but still, I need to ask someone about it.
I also made a promise to myself: I will make the best out of this and I will make all my dreams come true, for me and for Jasper. I will never kill a human for my own personal gain, only to safe innocent people.
And I have a revalation; i AM HOT!!! Me, Plain Jane is hot. Every time I go outside all the guys ask me out. Oh I will enjoy that. (an; this bella has still teenager thoughts, so she loves how the man act like idiots, this is a more free Bella)
But I found out that I can't remember that much about my human life. But I can remember everything that happened with Jasper around, perfectly clear. But the rest…
Like for instance: I can still remember the conversation I had with Jasper over our dream, he wanted to joined the army. I also wanted that really, really ,really bad, but I am a girl. The second what I wanted to do, was becoming a doctor, that was also impossible but maybe a nurse, so I can save people. I also wanted to be a writer, singer, actress, fashion designer and a lot, lot more. And now I have time, and I will do it all for Jasper. I still wear the ring around my neck. It's one of the only things I have to remember Jasper.
I wrote my list down, so it was easier and it wouldn't look like i'm a idiot:
1. Find library and learn as much as possible
2. Visit volturi and learn more
3. Travel world and meet other vampires
4. Save people by becoming nurse
5. Become writer
6. Become singer
7. Become actress
8. Design clothes, this is the 1800's not the 1700's !!!
9. Life my live/existents or what ever
10. Have at least dated 100 vampires, my soul mate is somewhere out there and I WILL find him!!!
11. Earn MONEY!! (with the jobs)
12. Buy a house in every country, republic and state.
13. Look hot, more than just vampire hot
14. Paint
15. Learn to fly, and I need to stop being afraid for heights
16. STOP TALKING TO MYSELF!!!!!!!!!
As you can see, my list is a little bit longer. But I want to life my life and do everything I ever dreamed of and more (and I am a teenager, so it's the hormones fault)
Oh and I am not going to do it number for number. Like while I am going to visit the volturi, I am maybe going to date someone and write or sing about it, so I can make money.
And do you want to hear a weird part, I haven't see 1 vampire in the library. Not One. And I've been here for 3 months. Not even to check if something is stolen. Maybe they do check? But secretly... I don't want to know.
Okay, first thing I can finally cross of the list; 1. Find library and learn as much as possible. I read all the books with vampire speed, so check. 2. Visit Volturi and learn more… I can do that now. I always wanted to go to Italy. But how can I come there? I mean the North Atlantic Ocean isn't easy to forget. It will take months when I go with a ship and it's not that I can fly to there easy. Wait, that's IT!!!! I'm going to fly!!!!! Wow I mean duh!! That was really a stupid/smart moment of me.
Italy and male vampires: here I come!!
(an: well that was my first fanfic hope you like it, review if you did or if you have some tips. but please remember: critic; i can handel - hate messagers; have a nice life baka)
