That used to be me...

Its scary is it not? To think that not long ago, you, put me in that position. I could laugh at you, tell you your nothing, but i would be lying, and unlike you, my honesty is something I pride myself in, because lets face it, your everything. To your parents, to the school, to those blonde ditz, to me.

Can you remember when you asked me why I didn't trust you, when i first heard the rumours of you and...her?. Can you? I do, but can you remember how I didn't answer you back? It was not as if I didn't trust you, i just didn't trust me trusting you. Do you get that? It is a bit complicated.

Trust is something people think nothing of now days. I, myself. believe its because you 'trust' people to much, you trust people with everything. Example, when you go on holidays you trust them not to mess up your flights. When you book a taxi you trust them to get you home safely. You trust that guy not to completely shatter you.

And then it all turns pear shape. Your flights delayed, your taxi never comes and that guy smashes you into a thousand pieces...

Yep, its definitely scary, but you know what? It doesn't matter anymore, because I am not going to let you, scare me anymore. I know i am going to regret this decision, but not forever. Because lets face it, that delayed flight isn't going to take forever. And if the taxi fails to show up, catch the bus. And when that one foolish guy breaks your heart, you rebuild it twice as hard.

Because c'mon, there's only so much trust I can put into you, and that's not enough for me…

I know REALLY short. This is my first ever fanfic, and im very confused lol, um, i dont know is it okay, because im not too sure. Its based of a friend, we were talking about what this guy did to her and this is kind of what she said, i want to get this out there though when she say 'not scared' it does not mean that it was an abusive relationship, she was scared of losing him basically! hope you enjoyed! Oh oh oh, i own NOTHING its all down to Disney and i guess in a way my friend owns the plot! Katie this is for you baby!