I see nothing in your eyes
And the more I see the less I like
Is it over yet?
In my head
I know nothing of your kind
And I won't reveal your evil mind
Is it over yet?
I can't win...

"He's gone girls..." Thats all I hear... Gone? What does gone mean? Dead? Probably. Dad... Dead... Makes sense. He was a vegetable anyway... Well, he didn't talk, he couldn't walk, he couldn't... breathe... But mom doesn't care, does she. No. She let him die! She never cared about him! Only me, Darcy, really cared about him... And now... hes gone. Because no one cared...

No one ever cares...

So sacrifice yourself
And let me have what's left
I know that I can find
The fire in your eyes
I'm going all the way
Get away please

"Gone?" I hear her say... My sister... My twin...My other half... My world. God, why do I have to feel sad when you are? Dont look at me like that...Asking to be comforted... soothed of the pain... Asking for love from one that will always be there. Danielle... My little Dani... Why are you so sad? And why can't I really help you? I feel helpless...

You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You got to fight just to make it through
Cause I will be the death of you

"He's dead..." she says... My younger sister... My little girl... My savior... My light. Even though you look fine, I know you're not... A sister always knows... You're crumbling like a stale cookie. You cared... He loved you, and you him... Esmerelda... Little Esme... Please don't cry... I can't keep control if you can't...Please... For me?

This will be all over soon
Pour the salt into the open wound
Is it over yet?
Let me in

Dani sits there crying. Esme sits there staring in to blank nothingness. I soothe my twin and say its alright... Though its not really... Esme won't even belive me that its ok to show you're own emotions... But then she asks... Why am I not crying? Is that so hard to figure out? He was NOT my favourite man on the earth... He never loved me... He LIKED me... Not loved... Never loved... Loved?... I don't think I ever was... Not from mother... Not from him... Especially not from Ryan... Only my sisters. Their sibling love for me, was all I needed. I never cared...

Apparently alot of people don't care...

"Why Darcy?"Dani asks sobbing quietly into my tear stained shoulder,"Why did he have to die? What did he do to deserve this fate?"

"Nothing, sweety..."I replied, though I didn't know If it was entirely true...

"You are right..." the non-chalant Esme speaks? "It was not what he did, it is what mother did... Even you know that..." For a 10 year old she had a wide range of vocabulary...

"Mother?" Dani squeaks in to my shoulder yet again..."What did she do?"

"Esme Don't..." I warned...

Silence... And then...

"Mother killed him..."

I'm waiting
I'm praying
Realize
Start hating