A/N: Okay, hello. Get excited people, because this my first, well...second multi chapter Hannah Montana story. But the first one was only 3 chapters, and was really short, so it barely counts.

Anyways, originally supposed to be a oneshot, but I got some ideas, and decided I couldn't just leave it, soo...I'm going to keep going.

Uhm, pre-first episode, and kinda AU-ish. (You'll understand when you read)

Disclaimer: Don't own Hannah Montana, or the lyrics from Everything I'm not by The Veronicas. :)


oh no, don't go changin'
that's what you told me from the start

I think I've always had a bit of a crush on him. He was my best friend, Smokin' Oken. Ollie Bear. And he was the best friend a girl could ever ask for. But I wasn't supposed to feel this way about him. This could ruin everything.

He told me I was beautiful, that he wouldn't change a thing about me. But that's all lies. Or at least I think it is. Because I'll never be as beautiful as her, and if he could change me so I was just like her, he would do it in a heartbeat. I just know it.

thought you were something different
that's when it all just fell apart

Hannah Montana. He only had eyes for, and to be completely honest, I couldn't even look at her anymore. It makes me sick to my stomach. I'm tired of listening to him talk about like she's the best thing in the world. I'm his best friend though, shouldn't I be the best thing? 'Cause that's exactly what I want. I want, just for once, to be better than that stupid Hannah Montana.

And it's almost sad, 'cause she's thousands of miles away, and I'm right here, in front of him, but she's still the one he wants.

'cause she's so perfect,
and no one measures up

I get it. I'm the best friend, Hannah's the fantasy. But doesn't that make me reality? Maybe I'm not as good as the fantasy, but it's out of reach, and I'm right in front of his gorgeous eyes, waiting. I'm beginning to wonder how long it's going to take for him to wake up and realize that just 'cause she has a pretty face, doesn't make her all that.

well i'm not perfect,
just all messed up

I know I'm no Hannah Montana. I can't sing and I'm not a very good dancer. My name isn't found on the cover of magazines, or known by millions of adoring fans. And the only parties I'm invited to are Oliver's birthdays.

But just because I'm not her, doesn't mean I should be ignored by the only guy who has ever even slightly cared about me.

i was losing myself, to somebody else
but now i see

I've waited too long though. I'm done with all this messing around, and screwing with my heart. I'm moving on. Because for better, or for worse, the only one who's hurting here is me, and I've got to stop it before it's just too late. I'm not sure he's even worth it, or maybe that's just what I want to convince myself of. But why should I stick around, waiting for something that'll never happen. It's over.

i don't wanna pretend
so this is the end, of you and me

I'm sick of being the 'best friend'. Of pretending that all this falling head over heels for Hannah stuff isn't driving me insane, and breaking my heart. Of being blind to the feelings that were always there just to protect myself. Well not anymore. I'm not going to pretend to be his friend, he doesn't deserve it. I'm going to tell him, flat out, that he's never going to get with her, no matter how hard he tries. And most importantly, I'm going to forget the donut ever existed.

'cause the girl, that you want
she was tearing us apart

Whether he ever had a chance with Hannah or not, we would have been torn apart eventually. Because he still wants her more than he wants me. The constant talk about how he wants to meet her, see her. To look in to her eyes and tell her he loves her. I would have cracked sooner or later.

Hannah Montana ruined whatever Oliver and I once had and one of these days, I'll get my revenge.

'cause she's everything,
everything i'm not.


Like it or not, leave a review. I'm going to try to update really fast, because I want to get this done before the weekend's over. But we'll see how it goes. :) Any questions, feel free to ask.