In My Mother's Shoes

AN: This story is a sequel to Broken. It will focus mainly around Madison and Matthew Manning and Hope Thornhart. Madison and Matthew are 15. Hope is 17. It will also include Todd and Marty and Victor and Tea. This story is written from Madison's point of view.

*The Lie*

"Hey mom can I go out for the night?" I asked my mother.

"It depends on where you want to go. Your father already said you couldn't go to the party."

"I know that Mom. Hope's invited Matthew and I to the movies. So can we go?" I hated lying to my mom, but I already knew that they would never let me go to that party especially not with their history.

"Sure, but I want you home by eleven."

"Okay thanks mom," I said as I kissed her cheek.

I went upstairs and got dressed in a sweater and jeans as I threw the tank top and mini skirt that I had bought for the party in my purse.

"Are you ready to go? Hope's here," Matthew stated.

"Yeah," I grabbed my purse and headed out the door with Matthew.

"I can't believe that you lied to mom. If we get caught, we're going to be grounded for like a month," Matthew stated.

"I know. I hate lying to her too, but I had to. I couldn't miss this party not when Nathan had asked me to go. I've liked him for two years and he could have asked anybody, but he asked me. I know that you're both taking a big risk, but I really appreciate it.

"It's okay, I wanted to go to the party anyways," Hope stated.

"I'd do anything for you, but I honestly don't understand your crush on Nathan."

"It's not a crush. I love him because he's funny and sweet when he doesn't think anybody is watching. He's kind of dangerous and mysterious and he's incredibly sexy."

"I'm sure that it doesn't hurt that he's 16 and can drive or that he's the school quarterback and is super popular."

"I like those things as well," I stated as I began to blush thinking of how much I wanted to impress Nathan. "Can we stop off at a gas station?"

"Sure...why?"

"I want to change for the party."

"What's wrong with what you're wearing?" Matthew asked.

"It's not sexy enough."

"I'm going to pretend you didn't just say that," Matthew said as he pulled a face.

Once Hope had pulled into the gas station, I went inside and changed. I looked great, my breasts were slightly visible above my red tank top and the jean mini skirt showed off my greatest assets...my legs. I walked back out to the car and tried not to pay attention to Matthew shaking his head.

"Where did you get that outfit?" Matthew asked as I hopped in the car.

"I bought it why?"

"You better hide that from your dad, because I'm certain that Todd will destroy it if he ever finds it," Matthew stated.

XOXOXO

*The Party*

We had finally arrived at the party and I instantly locked eyes with Nathan. Hope and Matthew left to go socialize with the other guests and I was left alone. I watched as Nathan grabbed a couple of jello cups off the counter and walked over to me.

"Do you want a jello shot?" Nathan asked.

"What's in it?" I asked.

"Raspberry jello and Vodka. They're pretty good. Do you want one?

I had never drank before, but I didn't want to seem lame so I grabbed it and ate it. They tasted better than I expected. I instantly felt warm as the alcohol burned down my throat. I ate four jello shots while Nathan and I talked about his winning touchdown. I had never felt so happy in my entire life.

"Dance with me?" I asked.

"I would love to," Nathan said as he wrapped his arms around my waist and we began to dance.

The room was spinning and I was tired so I laid my head down on his chest.

"Have you ever done body shots before?" Nathan whispered in my ear.

"No," I said as I giggled. I didn't know why I was laughing, but everything seemed funny to me.

"Do you want to come upstairs with me?" We can find an empty bedroom and we can do some body shots."

"Sure," I stated.

Nathan grabbed the bottle of Vodka off the counter and we headed upstairs to one of the bedrooms. I sat down on the bed as he locked the door.

He came over to the bed and began kissing me as he lifted my tank top off of my head. I felt a warm sensation in between my legs.

He helped me lay down on the bed and poured Vodka on my bare skin. When he was done he licked and sucked on my stomach.

"God...you're so beautiful. I'm glad that I asked you here, he stated as he begun to unbutton his jeans. He threw his pants across the room and climbed on top of me. He was kissing my neck as he began to stroke my panties.

There was a part of me that wanted him so much, I had liked him for such a long time and he had finally noticed me but I knew that I wasn't ready to have sex with him or anybody else.

"Stop, I can't do this. I want to go home, I don't feel very good," I said as I sat up.

He pushed me back down on the bed as he slapped my face. Then he held my wrists above my head. "Who do you think you are you stupid little cunt. You can't tease me into thinking that you're going to have sex with me just to pull away at the last minute," he screamed at me.

He tore off my panties as I begged him to stop. He continued to tell me it was all my fault as he shoved his penis into me.

I screamed...it hurt so much but he didn't care. He continued to thrust into me over and over again until he exploded into me.

He let go of my wrists and rolled off of me. I was to afraid to move so I stayed by his side. "I love you so much Madison. I've always loved you," he whispered and then he passed out.

I had never been so confused. How could he claim to love me after he had hurt me? Maybe he loved me too much, the way that my father loved my mother...with an obsession that led to insanity.