I ran though the trees as quickly as possible hearing screams of terror and pain when we reached the clearing we noticed the blood and blond hair thrown about. My eyes flooded with tears seeing the man, that man with that cursed blade covered in his blood. My eyes seemed to be burning the feeling of the warm sun turned cold as if my blood froze, as if the sun had never shone one day upon this land, my beautiful ray of sunshine that I loved had been killed. Without him my world is incomplete, the moon without the sun, and the sun without the sky. I felt pure hatred pouring off that man as he stared at me as if to say 'he was weak, he was a failure, a disgrace to life'. If only I had been faster, if only I had ran as soon as I noticed he was gone. I knew that man was after him, yet it seemed my mind refused to acknowledge him as my love even though I loved him with all my heart. I would have died for him; at least, I think would I be willing to give up my life for a boy whom I hated all my life only to realize he was something special at the very end, after it was too late, too late to save him, too late for him to love me back. The man in the field put away his sword and whispered silently 'I don't need this to kill you, I could simply use my fists.' My eyes widened dashing forward to grab my blond haired love and take him to the safety of the village. When I finally managed to grasp his wrist after five minutes of dodging the man, I threw him over my shoulder and ran as far as I could tears now pouring from my eyes like a river hearing the screaming voice in the distance 'He's dead he's dead! Hahahahahahaha there's nothing you can do I KILLED HIM DEADDEADDEADDEAD DDDDDDDDDEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAADDDDDDDDD AHAHAHAHAHAH" hearing the voice I wince trying not to believe what the man was saying, but I found it so hard to ignore as if his voice echoed in my mind bringing the darkness of his heart to haunt me forever.

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The funeral had finally ended seeing all the black and having enough of the rain most people went home I an effort to escape the weather soon only I remained behind slowly walking up to the grave I silently gave the last few words to him, who shall never know my undying love for him 'Please if you can hear me, I-I want to say that I love you the only reason you've never known was because I was- I was scared of what you would say I mean I've despised you all your life, I thought you hated me. But can you do me a single favor – if we ever meet in death- will you just simply … forgive me.'

And now even when I think of you I still cant understand why I keep seeing a single fox outside my home, but I keep refusing to let it in, only because every time I see it I notice one disturbing detail, the dead dove that if always caught in its mouth.

You will never know how much I miss you my beautiful sunshine my Naruto-kun.